Joanne's alarm startled her from her dream. She reached over and turned off the ringing, her heart pounding in her chest as she lied in her warm bed remembering her dream of being bound by the man she would be meeting this evening for the first time. She closed her eyes and let her hands roam her body, imagining the things he would do to her, the commands and tasks he would require of her. She shivered as her fingers found her already hardened nipples then moved down her body to her aching clit. She rubbed her clit softly, her fingers finding her wet pussy then retreating back from her body. She moaned softly as her fingers slowly returned to her clit, rubbing it until she felt her orgasm coming, so close...so very close yet she must stop. She had no choice but to do as he requested of her just 10 days ago. She slowly got out of bed and headed into the shower. So many preparations to be accomplished before their meeting at his house tonight. She turned on the water and waited for it to warm then got in and felt the hot water caress her skin. She stood under the water for several minutes wondering if she was doing the right thing. Her fears were outweighed by the excitement she felt at finally being summoned by him.
She met him through an ad she answered in the local independent newspaper she had been reading for months. The ad was simple yet called to her deepest desires. It stated: "Dominant Man seeking a new trainee. My trainee must be willing to learn about her true nature and calling. Be prepared to experience the beauty of giving yourself completely and wholly."
She sent a letter to the address provided in the ad. She was surprised that there was no email address and spent a couple of days composing her thoughts and feelings on paper. She wasn't quite sure as to why the ad touched her so deeply and stated as much in her letter to him. She felt as though her heart would burst as she placed a stamp on the envelope put it in the mailbox.
She waited for his reply, running to get her mail every night she returned home from work. After a week she gave up hope and thought he must not have felt her worthy of his teachings but then it arrived, two weeks after she sent her original letter to him. She tore open the envelope and found a 5 page "questionnaire" enclosed. She sat down at her dining room table and began reading and answering the questions. She was embarrassed by many of them but answered them as truthfully as she could. The questions comprised of items such as describing her first orgasm with a man, her first orgasm alone, how often she masturbated, the last time she had sex and how she felt afterwards. It asked her about oral sex, anal sex and her experiences or lack of with each. Had she ever used toys or had them used on her, had she ever been bound, given no choice but to let go of control. On and on these questions went. They were all so prying yet she felt liberated as she described her feelings to this stranger. There were 50 questions in all and took her most of the night to answer them. She folded the questionnaire, placed it in an envelope and headed out her door to the corner mailbox and dropped it in. When she got back to her apartment she thought back on the questions she had just answered. They seemed to open a place in her soul she didn't know existed. Her thoughts went to one particular question asking her to tell him why she answered his ad. She thought long and hard before answering it and all she could come up with was, "I don't know exactly why I answered your ad I just knew I had to." She hoped her honesty would be enough for at least an initial meeting.
It was another two weeks on a Saturday before she received a letter from him again. His letter to her simply stated, "If you are truly serious about finding your true nature with me then you are to call me at 555-1234 this Tuesday evening at exactly 7:00pm." She was shaking as she held his letter in her hands. She knew the next three days were going to be torturous for her but she also knew there was no turning back.
Tuesday evening arrived and at precisely 7:00pm she dial his number. Her heart was beating so fast she thought she would surely have a heart attack as she heard ringing at the other end of her phone. After what seemed to be hours of ringing a man finally answered. She almost dropped the phone when she heard his deep voice as he answered, "Hello Joanne, thank you for calling, it took quite a bit of courage for you to do so I'm sure." She was silent, not knowing what to say but he said nothing more. She could hear him breathing on the other end and finally her voice broke and in an almost whisper she said, "Yes, hello. I'm quite nervous."
"I'm sure you are Joanne, it's normal. I want you to go lie down on your bed now while we talk and breath deeply. My name is Joseph and for now you can call me by my name. Do you understand my instructions to you, Joanne?"
"Y-yes, I do."
"Good, now go lie down and relax."
She got up from her couch and headed to her bedroom. She hesitated at her door but eventually went in and lied down on her bed. He was silent while she did as he asked and just as she got comfortable he again spoke.
"Close your eyes Joanne. Let my voice sooth your nerves. I want you to take 5 very long breaths and with each exhalation I want you to relax deeper and deeper into your bed. Do it now Joanne."
She took one deep breath and exhaled deeply, feeling her body begin to get heavier with each breath she took for him. At the end of her fifth breath she heard his voice, this time it was softer.
"That's good Joanne, very good. Lay there for a few more moments then tell me exactly what you're feeling both physically and emotionally."
Her mind was spinning as she tried to get in touch with her all her emotions.
"Stay calm Joanne and tell me your thoughts. Just say what is in your head."
She fought against her fears. She took a few more deep breaths.
"I...I'm not really sure what I'm feeling."
Silence.
"I'm...I'm feeling anxious, excited. I feel confused."
More silence.
"Are you still there?"
