Alan smiled at the perky blonde college student in the passenger seat of his sedan. "So Catelyn, have you figured out what your major is going to be yet?"
"Mister Denny, are you wearing makeup?" It wasn't a question, it was a challenge. Her brown eyes watched him without flinching, waiting to see how he'd respond.
The question was so unexpected, it knifed through him, jolting him with adrenaline and fear, leaving him breathless. Earlier tonight he was wearing makeup. A full face of makeup that he wore to a BDSM play party. Did he not get it all off? He had scrubbed and scrubbed in the club's bathroom, but in the dim lighting, maybe he hadn't gotten it all wiped away.
He made the mistake of glancing in the rear view mirror to see if there were any traces left on his face. Catelyn laughed, loudly. What is it about a woman's scornful laugh that's so piercing? A lifetime of humiliation and submissive need rose up deep inside Alan, flooding him with panic.
"It's OK, Catelyn," he stammered, desperate to play it off. How could he have been so stupid? Or gotten caught? He was twice Catelyn's age, but now he felt as vulnerable as a teenager getting caught with his pants down.
"No, it's not you pervert. Why are you wearing makeup? You told me you needed a sitter so you could go to the movies. You didn't see a movie, did you, pervert?" Oh god, her tone was steel, cold and crushing.
The streetlight turned green, but Alan was so distracted, he didn't move at all. "Catelyn, it's not a bad thing, it's..." He stammered for words, babbling, really, while Catelyn grabbed her tank top and ripped it with two hands. One of the shoulder straps torn through completely, revealing the strap of a black, lacy bra underneath.
"First off, it's not Catelyn anymore. It's Miss Summers now. And you're going to tell me why you're wearing makeup, or I'll run to the police and tell them you attacked me while trying to sex me up. And if you think they'll believe a forty two year old pervert wearing makeup, you've got another thing coming."
Alan's heart was pounding so loudly, he was sure she could hear it. This young girl, maybe five feet two inches tall with a plain college girl's ponytail, was in complete command. At the party that night, Alan was serving his wife. He was a submissive and a crossdresser, and tonight he had dressed as she had commanded, in a long sleeved black wrap dress, dark hose, and knee high boots. Dark eye make-up, wine colored lipstick, and elegant silver jewelry completed the outfit. Tonight, he was under orders to not speak or make eye contact with anyone, and to mutely serve his wife while she whipped a naked, well muscled male submissive.
He loved his wife dearly, especially because their kinks fit together so perfectly. She wanted him chaste and submissive at all times, and watching her scene with studly submissives was an indescribable sexual charge. But here, as he idled at a stoplight, his mind just drew blanks. How do I explain this? Maybe as few words as possible?
Unsure of what to do, Alan simply did what he was told. "Yes, Miss Summers," using her demanded honorific automatically, the training from his wife kicking in. "I am wearing makeup. I am a crossdresser, and I went to a dress-up party tonight."
"Where are your clothes now?" She showed no mercy, eyes flashing.
"In the trunk Miss Summers." Alan's heart was about to pound out of his chest. He couldn't come up with any kind of convincing lie. Best to tell the truth and keep it short. Just get away and damage control can come later. As long as it doesn't go any farther, maybe this will be OK.
"Are you wearing panties right now? I bet you are, you sissy."
"Yes, Miss Summers." Fuck. The answer to that question just came without thinking. He still was wearing panties. And his pantyhose, too. A cold sweat prickled up his back. Over the years of serving his wife, honesty had just become a habit. Her stern tone alone was enough to push him into sub space, and the warm, floating, flushed feeling was sweeping over him. He tried to fight it, I can't go there now, not in front of the babysitter.
"Are they silky panties? Or lacy panties? I know you sissy boys just love to talk about your panties. So tell me."
Alan thought his cheeks my actually combust from the shame of being caught. "They're lacy panties, Miss Summers. Black, and cut like the boy short style." That lovely feeling of being empty wouldn't stop growing inside him. Her tone was so commanding it pushed him deeper, and his fear and shame couldn't stop it. His wife had trained him too well, had gotten him too used to slipping away when commanded.
"Pull into that parking lot and show me." She twirled the torn strap from her t-shirt, taunting him.
"Please don't make me do that."
"Look, sissy, I'll call your wife right now in tears, crying about how you attacked me. So if you want to keep this quiet and quick, you'll obey."
Silence again in the car. Alan's head was spinning from shame and adrenaline. His wife couldn't possibly believe this girl, but they did have an argument after they left the club tonight. His wife accused him of staring at one of the other women in the club, and denied him permission to cum tonight. Alan whined about it, saying he wasn't looking, and as best as he could recall, he absolutely hadn't, and his feet were killing him from standing in his heels for hours, holding Her whips and crops and he'd been promised an orgasm and in all honesty, he was a little bitchy about being denied. She wasn't having it, and told Alan that it would be another week before he would be allowed to cum. It wasn't a big argument, but Alan had definitely pouted on the drive home, and felt a little silly still wearing his panties and pantyhose under his male clothes for the ride if he wasn't going to be allowed to cum tonight. It didn't seem fair.