A knock. They both knew this was coming. It was only a matter of time. Her nerves thrumming, waiting for the moment he would answer, gave her away as she stood playing with her nails outside the door. Her cool confidence faltered around him because he could see right through her, sometimes even better than she could herself. When they were together, there was no doubt who was in control. And this was exactly what she wanted. She had dreamt of this day without knowing it. It was always in the back of her mind. Unfortunately, this day began on a somber note. She had disappointed Him, broken one of His rules. She had played with herself and cum without permission. Amidst the chaos that ensued in her mind, she knew she had to confess or it would torment her and damage their relationship.
The door opened without a word, and He motioned her into the dimly lit room. She stepped inside, and the door closed behind her. Facing the center of the room, her head downcast, she heard a firm voice "Strip." Quickly, she removed her dress and bra. "Kneel." She fell to her knees and looked at the floor. "Head UP." Raising her head, her eyes met his for the first time that night. They were hard and unforgiving. She drew a deep breath and held it for a moment before exhaling quietly.
"Tell me why you're here." "I broke a rule, Sir."
"Which rule?"
"I played with myself without permission from you, Sir."
A loud slap to her left cheek echoed. Again to her right, and a third to her left. She was silent, knowing better than to speak without being told. Circling her, he kept her on edge anticipating his next move. Without warning, he grabbed her upper arm and pulled, "Get up." He then pushed her against the wall and gripped her chin in his hand. "And, tell me, why is it that you would do that?"
"I couldn't get in touch with you, Sir."
He wound his fingers through her hair and pulled her head back so far she had to arch her back. "Then you should have waited until you could."
A whisper, "Yes, Sir. I'm sor-"
"Do not apologize to me yet. You have not earned the right to apologize."
Those words were agony to her, as she knew that he was right and that she wasn't in control of the situation. This was no easy-out-quick-apology-let's-move-on-now kind of thing. This was a major violation of their foundation rules. And he would not let this go. Not before she suffered and he made sure she was actually sorry. And she would do anything to make it up to him. He pushed her toward the bed and gave her instructions. "Put two pillows in the middle of the bed and lie on top of them." Walking slowly to the pillows, knowing what he had in mind, she closed her eyes for a moment and pleaded "Please, Sir, let me-" Another slap to her face silenced her. "On the bed. Now."
She obeyed him and lied face down on the bed, not without extensive apprehension.
Speaking in quiet, firm tones, he lectured, "You displeased me..." He removed her panties. And without censoring his arm, he let it fall. Again and again. Making sure that she understood that this was not acceptable. Knowing her silence was expected, she did not speak. She kept her hands balled into fists beneath her chin, breathing, regretting.
She struggled to stay silent until she heard his belt unthreading from the loops, when she no longer could, "Please, Sir-" she pleaded. He dropped the belt and grasped her hair, "Excuse me?...Tell me this, did you cum?" She could not answer him. "I asked you a question; I expect an answer."
She whispered, "Yes, Sir."
He shook his head, "Are you telling me that you don't think you deserve this? Because I can review for you..."