-Dedicated to the guy at work that has resisted my every effort at seduction for over a year. To 'Jack,' the dude whose cock I fantazied about obsessively but never got. The torture is finally over. I got a new job-
Ginnette positioned the patient for the CTA intracranial/carotid scan as Jack brought the patients information up on the computer. The two had worked this exam so many times together they flowed together as a team flawlessly without having to talk. As long as she didn't let herself get distracted by how badly she wanted him, she could anticipate his next need.
She was normally a fiercely independent ambitious dominant woman. Every relationship she'd have before she met him, she'd been the dominant energy. She purposefully chose shorter submissive people who worshipped her. But with Jack, all she could think about was his happiness. She would have even put aside her own career goals to put his first.
Jack was one of the rare men that brought out Ginnette's submissive energy. She hated the urge to submit. She could never have a real relationship with Jack. The urge to be in control and the urge to submit to him would have torn her apart if they dated. It was a good thing he had a wife at home to submit to him full time. Her logical brain saw him as an equal but her ovaries saw him as annoyingly impressive man. She knew she could never submit to him full time the way his wife Melissa did.
Since she fought against the impulse inside her to submit it often displayed itself as an immature brat behaviors. It turned a perfectly mature woman into an obnoxious puppy needing disciplined. But Jack was plenty man enough to handle Ginnette's bratty side. He gave her candy when she behaved and ignored her when he was displeased with her. As much as she hated being so easily controlled, she lived each day at work for his approval.
To get good images of the patient's carotids the patient needed to hold completely still. Jack pushed the microphone button and instructed the patient 'don't breath, don't swallow.' She grabbed his hand placing it around her throat right at she swallowed the Milky Way she had earned. 'I'll swallow if I want to, Jack' she teased.
That was his breaking point. He did not enjoy being directly disobeyed. 'Greg, could you finish the reformats on this patient? Ginnette and I need to have a talk.' Ginnette's giggles soon stopped when she realized she may have actually made Jack cross with her. He took her by the wrist and marched her to his office.
'This has to stop' he said without any humor in his tone. 'I don't want children, I didn't have children for a reason. You're behavior is unprofessional. This is our place of work. Act like an adult.'
Ginnette could see frustration but the struggle between submission and maintaining control was raging stronger. Her logical brain thought about what kind of father he would be if he had children. He certainly wasnt the sort of man she would allow parent her spawn. Ginnette tried to force herself to act like an adult. She wanted to please him so badly but she couldn't bring herself to be obedient. 'Make me' came out of her mouth almost beyond her control, a ornery grin crossing her lips. She challenged his authority bluntly. But in actuality it was a genuine plea for him to make her behave. She needed the war inside her to stop as much as he wanted her to behave. Her rebellion needed dealt with.