His e-mailed instructions had been cryptic... "Prepare yourself for Me – 7pm". I knew what this meant. I was to bathe and shave and lay naked on the couch having left the front door unlocked for His entry.
i arrived home at 5pm, 30 minutes earlier than usual. i sat on the couch and leaned my head back, envisioning His arrival. It would take about 45 minutes to prepare myself as He wished, so i did not have to rush. i relaxed for a few moments...
A sound startled me and i realized i had fallen asleep. The room was dark and, in a panic, i looked at my watch. 7:15. M'Lord should already have arrived, and i was not prepared. Jumping up, i saw a small scrap of paper fall from my lap to the carpet. On it were the words, "W/we will discuss your disobedience tomorrow. M". i realized then that the sound which had awakened me was the front door closing. i ran to the window in time to see His car pulling away. i was crushed, i had wanted Him so badly, to lay with Him, smell Him, feel Him, please Him... And i had failed Him instead. i quickly grabbed the phone and dialed His cell number. The call went directly to the voice mail and i knew He had turned His phone off. The disappointment was horrid.
i realized i had disobeyed Him for the first time... and i was afraid of the punishment i would endure for doing so. i dreaded the long, lonely night ahead knowing i would focus only on having disappointed Him.
i fixed dinner and couldn't eat. i watched tv and couldn't concentrate. i tried to read, but the words made no sense. Finally, giving up, i drew a bath. Once in the hot, steaming water, i felt my body relax, but my mind could not. i tried touching myself as i thought He might, crushing my nipples, squeezing my clit... but to no avail. i could not become aroused.
Leaving the bath and laying naked and alone on my bed, i thought perhaps i should attempt to punish myself. Cause myself pain that would please Him. i reached down and brought out the largest of my vibrators... the diameter of the head was easily twice that of a normal man's penis. i opened my legs and, without preparation, pushed the head into my vagina. i felt the stretch and burn of the skin expanding, felt the pressure as i continued to stuff the dry instrument into myself. it hurt. Not the exquisite, burning, glorious pain that He delivered to me. it hurt because i wanted the pain to be a bad thing. i wanted to hurt for having disobeyed Him. i withdrew the head and pushed it in again, harder and deeper. it hurt. i wanted Him. i wanted the pain He would give me no matter how harsh. The wonderful pain that swept me to the edge of ecstasy and over it... i wanted Him.. Pulling the vibrator from my vagina, i threw it across the room and cried. My pussy ached from the intrusion, but i cried not from pain. i cried for having displeased Him.
The next day was horrible. He did not return my e-mail messages, nor my voice mail messages. At 4:30, as i was leaving the office, i received an e-mail from Him saying only, "7pm". My heart leapt with excitement for a moment until i realized He would be displeased with me and that i would face His wrath. But that was better than not hearing from Him, not seeing Him at all.
Upon arriving home, i quickly ran to the bathroom and started the water running. When i entered the bedroom, i saw that the over-stuffed chair stood in the center of the room and 'my' satin pillow lay in front of it. A black satin blindfold lay on the seat of the chair. i knew what this meant.
i bathed and shaved, putting on His favorite scented powder. When i came from the bath, it was 6:45. i felt my nipples stiffen and the wetness between my legs begin in anticipation. At 6:55, i turned out all the other lights and knelt, naked on the satin pillow in front of the chair. After putting on the blindfold, i bent forward, stretching my hands to grip the back legs of the chair, lifting my ass in the air. And i waited.
In a few moments, i heard Him enter the house and walk toward the bedroom. i heard his footsteps as He walked toward me, knowing He could see my glistening pussy lips beneath my exposed ass. I felt His wonderful fingers lightly graze the skin of my back, slipping up to my neck where His hand pressed my face to the floor, lifting my ass higher. He walked behind the chair and i felt the soft leather strips encircle my wrists, binding them to the back legs of the chair. My wetness increased.
He walked back to stand behind me. He stood there for what seemed like forever. His foot pressed against first one knee and then the other, spreading my legs wide. i felt the thin, long strands of leather tickle the skin on my ass as He lightly caressed me with it. i gasped, knowing now what was to be.
