I put my wrists together and hold them out to Alex.
My master.
He smiles and lowers the cuffs, "Good girl. Turn around." I do as he says. He takes my left hand and pulls it behind my back. I jump slightly as the cold metal of the cuff clasps onto my wrists. Alex tightens it so that I can't move it much, but not so much that it cuts my flesh. He pulls my right wrist behind and does the same.
Holding the chain of the cuffs, he pulls me backward, leading me away from the buffet of sex. He turns me so that I'm facing the glass wall and pushes me forward. Staying behind me, he stops about four feet before the wall. I feel his hot breath on my ear, as he yanks downward on the cuffs, "On your knees."
Without a word, I sink to my knees. The white carpet is soft and plush. Alex walks in front of me and lifts his bare foot, using it to tap at the insides of each knee. "Knees apart," he demands. I comply without hesitation.
He has a very serious look, "Before we begin, there are rules we must address. Some will come up over time, but I want to cover the important ones now. When we're in this room, you are to do as I say when I say it. Failure to do so will result in punishment. Understood?"
"Yes, master," I feel like I'm back in training.
"Good. I will rarely ask your opinion or if you are ok with something, unless it is something that I have concern may be extreme or something you've mentioned you're unsure of. Otherwise, your body is mine to do with as I please. That being said, if you are ever uncomfortable or frightened or things have gone too far, you are to use one of the safe words. If you want me to slow down or ease up but not stop you are to say 'yellow'. If you want the session to end, say 'red'. But if you say 'red', I will stop without question. Whatever we are doing or were going to do will be finished. No arguments and no taking back 'red'. So don't use it lightly. Do you understand?"
"Yes, master."
"This, of course, means saying 'no' or 'stop' will be ignored and will be considered part of the play, as will any names that I call you or horrible things that I may say to you. They are part of play and nothing more. If I ever tell you to assume the position, I mean to walk over to this spot, facing out into the trees, get on your knees as you are, head down and hands behind your back. Understood?"
"Yes, master."
"Now the most important thing I want you to remember," Alex kneels in front of me and grasps my chin with his index finger and thumb again, tilting my head so that I'm looking into his eyes. "We are equals in this. The choice for this is as much yours as it is mine. As master and submissive, we share a special bond and trust in doing this, a trust that merely exists now but will grow over time."
I smile at his reassurance, as his looks shifts to one of concern, "So, now that I've covered the basics I must ask once more. Are you sure you want this?"
I reach inside of myself, searching for a reason to say no, any reason. I have none. I trust him in my heart, despite my head telling me that I have no cause to. I want this...more than I've ever wanted anything. "Yes, master. I want this. I'm yours," I am sincere in my reply.
His straight, serious mouth lifts at the corners, as he tries to fight back a smile. "Good girl," he leans in and kisses me on the forehead. "Stay here, eyes forward."
He rises and disappears behind me. I can hear the metal hooks hitting the wall as he removes things from them. I can hear him approaching again, as he walks in front of me, holding the strapped item with the rubber ball in his hands. "I noticed you touching this. Do you know what it is?" he asks.
I'm embarrassed that I'm so naive, "No, master."
He smiles and reassures me, "No need for embarrassment. I'm glad that I get to teach you. It's a ball gag, meant to keep you silent as I punish you. Would you like to try it?"
I swallow hard.
Punishment.
"Yes, master."
Alex walks around me and gently lifts me so that I'm standing. His is breathing heavy behind me, as he brings the rubber ball in front of me, holding both ends on either side of my head. "Open your mouth," he commands. The moment that it's open, Alex pushes the red ball into it, filling it up. The smooth sphere in my mouth, the taste of rubber...
fuck I'm so turned on.
I can feel him wrapping the straps around my hair and fastening it tightly so that it's held in place.
"Come with me," he gently pulls on my arm and leads me next to him toward the dangling leather straps and restraints that I walked past. He turns me around so that I'm facing him and the glass wall. He pushes a stray hair from my face, then circles around to my back and un-cuffs me.
He lifts my right hand to the right restraint, wrapping and buckling it tightly around my wrist. Then he does the same with the left. After both arms are secured, he pulls on both restraints and says, "Too loose. This won't do." He goes to work adjusting each strap so that my arms are taut above my head on each side.
Moving behind me again, he kneels and does the same with each ankle, first wrapping and buckling them tightly, and then pulling the taut so that my legs are spread wide apart. He stops for a moment, rubbing his fingers gently over a spot on my lower back.
Shit.I had hoped he didn't notice the mark.
He moves to stand behind me, pressing against my bare skin and whispers into my ear, "I'm going to blindfold you now. By not being able to see what I'm doing you'll only be able to focus on the sensations of sound, taste, touch. Ready?"
I nod my head 'yes' and feel the softness of silk sliding over my forehead and eyelids, as the world goes black. I feel Alex move to my right and walk around me. I don't hear much, other than his soft footsteps against the carpet, the rain outside and my heart pounding in my chest.
Not a minute later, I hear him walking back toward me, slowly. As he approaches, I tense up and hold my breath, eager yet nervous to find out what he has planned. I don't hear him any more.
Where has he gone?
Suddenly I feel a soft, slow stroke over my clit. "Mmmmm," I moan through the ball gag.
It's his tongue. Jesus. He's licking...
His hands grasp my hips. I go a bit limp with pleasure. After a few more strokes, I feel him pulling himself up, running his tongue up my body, over first my right nipple, then my left, which he bites. Softly at first and then hard. A muffled "oh" escapes through the rubber. He continues up until his mouth is on the gag, wrapping as much of his lips around it as he can, as the rest of it occupies my mouth.
I can smell myself on it- sex and rubber. "That's it, baby. Relax," he whispers, soothingly. His hands leave my hips and I can feel him back away slightly. A moment later his palm is on my stomach, softly rubbing it. Then it's replaced with something else, something smooth but with texture.
The paddle!
He traces it over my stomach and up over my right breast, then back down. He runs it around my side and to my lower back, as he circles behind me. His hot breath is on my ear, "Feel that, baby?" I nod 'yes'.
"Do you want me to spank you like a bad girl?" he asks. I nod again.
Not taking the paddle off of my skin, he moves it down and circles it over my right ass cheek. I'm tense with anticipation, as he nibbles my ear. Suddenly,
smack!
He brings the paddle down on my right cheek, hard. I grip the straps holding me in place with all of my strength, the sting sending a shockwave through my body.