My Daddy and Owner set me a task to depict a first experience and how I envisage it. I wrote this for him, upon reading it, Daddy extended my task to posting the story publically as he enjoyed it and wanted to see others reactions to my task. I have never posted anything publically and I appreciate Daddy for pushing me to share this with the world.
To add a little context, I may only refer to the cunt that Daddy owns as his cunt. So as you read you won't see me refer to it as mine as it does not belong to me. I am. Also in long term orgasm denial. My Daddy and I have a relationship based on absolute consent (CNC) and it is utterly wonderful.
We enter the front door, my hand in yours. Your thumb brushes over my knuckles reassuringly. As you wouldn't let me carry my own bags, you tell me to wait on the couch whilst you bring everything in. I sink nervously down to the sofa, twisting the bottom of the dress you chose in my hands.
When you've brought in the bags you walk to where I am sitting and tell me to kneel. I gracefully manoeuvre to the floor, shaking slightly. Bending slightly, you tilt my face up to plant a soft kiss on my lips. Instantly calming my nerves, I feel you place a soft leather collar around my neck, a tag rattling softly as you do. I feel grounded and connected, leaning against your leg, finally in my safe space at your feet. Everything suddenly feels right in the world.
You brush your thumb across my cheek and whisper, "Bunny, Daddy is going to shower but whilst I do, I want you to put on these headphones and watch the links Daddy sent you earlier today. OK?"
"Yes Daddy," I murmur quietly, afraid to break the calm silence you've created in my mind. After you pass me my phone and headphones you give me another tender kiss and stroke my hair, then disappear to shower. I stay kneeling in my new collar and open up the files you sent.
I'm assaulted by flashing images, spirals, strange noises and a voice repeating phrases over and over. I instantly get drawn in, feeling my brain melt away as I watch the flashes of brutality in between the spirals. I don't know how long you leave me there, drooling and empty-headed.
I become vaguely aware of your presence behind me but the brainwashing clips you've made me watch still hold my attention. Staring blankly at them, mouth hanging open and drool cascading down the dress front. You purposefully picked a demure modest outfit, making me look innocent and pure. The checked pinafore almost like a school uniform.
You walk over and I jump as your hand finds its way into my hair. Pulling me away from the screen firmly and pulling the headphones off. You can tell from my blank eyes, my brain has dripped out of your owned cunt.
I nuzzle your crotch needily. Mewling loudly and begging wordlessly. You slap my face harshly "No-no, my needy little bunny. First Daddy needs to inspect you, all fours," your words firm and strong.
I whine but move quickly into the position you've taught me. I've been practising each position, trying to perfect it for you. I keep my head up, my back slightly arched. You move to my face. Crouching and cradling it in your hands, I lean against it, taking strength in your touch. You begin probing your fingers into my open mouth, I start to suck which earns me another slap.
"Inspection means you do not move, you do not make a sound. Understood babycunt?" your words clipped, leaving no room for interpretation.
I nod my head slightly and leave my mouth slack around your fingers as you push into my throat. I gag quietly and drool over them. You test my throat for another minute or so before trailing your wet hand down to my udders, tugging and squeezing them through the fabric of my pinafore. I try desperately not to arch into your touch. You stand and move away for a moment. Surveying me.
"Head a little higher little one, feet a little wider," you dictate 'Perfect,see you learn so quick for a dumb little animal," praising me when I follow your instructions.
You move to my ass, flipping my dress up, rubbing, squeezing and lightly slapping. You squeeze and slap my thighs and soles of my feet. I can't help but scrunch them up which earns me a growled, "Behave."
Moving the crotch of my panties you see your glistening pussy, begging to be touched, months of orgasm denial leaving me sensitive and swollen. At this thought, I remind myself, I cannot be denied orgasms as they do not belong to me.
Without warning you push a finger into it, your cunt clenching hard around it. You test another finger and feel your cunt stretch around them. Your other hand moves to your denied achey button. I mewl loudly, this time you choose to allow it. You pull your now lubed fingers from your kitty and start to move them to your ass. I tense and you whisper to relax, that Daddy won't hurt me. I relax a little and feel you pressing on my little virgin hole. Eventually working a finger in, you chuckle as I moan.
"So needy for a little anal virgin," you mock as you gently fuck my ass until I fully relax, then push a second finger in. I mewl loudly and try to move away. You slap across my ass cheek leaves a sting, reminding me never to move away from Daddy. You play with my little virgin hole, rubbing my button all the while. When you sense I'm getting close you stop both, stand up and walk away.
I desperately want to follow but know there would be severe consequences if I crawled after you. I begin to shake, overcome with the need to be close to you, to feel your touch. After what seems like an eternity you return. Telling me to kneel up so you can give me instructions. I obey and look up at you, with sweet adoring eyes.
"Now look at the mess you've made of you pretty dress. Let Daddy help you out of it, messy little beast." scolding me with a softness to your voice. I lift my arms so you can tug the dress up over my head. I feel self-conscious in the pink lacey underwear you made me buy. Little bows making me feel small and innocent.
I try to hide and you slap me hard across the face. My ears ringing, you smile as I say thank you Daddy and rain down several more hard slaps. My bottom lip starts to quiver, preempting tears. You stop and shoo me up the stairs.
When you steer me towards the bedroom you make me look in the mirror and it's only then I realise the collar you've chosen for our time is pink leather. I scowl-hating that I love when you force me into pink girly frilly things-until you show me the tag 'if lost, return to my Owner.' on one side and 'Daddys bunny.' on the other. I smile and blush at our reflections. I look into your eyes as you pull me back into you, forcing me to watch my own molestation as you grope my udders. Your hand occasionally reaching up and choking me until my vision goes fuzzy. My brain becoming even emptier.
You start to tell me I will change into the baby doll Daddy brought-even more pink, frills and bows-, I will get onto the bed facing the mirror and push my ass in the air and my head on the mattress. As I change into the baby pink outfit I realise the cups are missing, just frilly straps that go around my udders, leaving my hard nipples free.
You tell me, I will wear this outfit for milking time too. Prize breeding heifers have to look pretty. My cheeks flush red as I smile up at you. I move into position, my nipples rubbing against the blanket. You move behind me and I begin to shake. I feel your hand rub my booty, as you murmur to your breeder how pretty and sweet and obedient she is. Cunny dripping and achey, but I know it will get no attention.
As I'm pouting about this thought, longing to feel you enter your needy cunt. Out of nowhere, I scream, your hand coming down hard on my ass. Again and again, spanking me until I can barely keep my ass held high. I beg you to stop, and you tell me the second you stop my spanking you will rape my ass. I'm scared, not ready, anxious so I keep pushing to take your spanking. Getting harder and harder. I can barely handle it but try so hard to delay my destruction. It feels like if I ask you to stop, I will be to blame for the rape of my virgin hole.
I burst into tears, from pain and from fear and confusion. You laugh and mock me. Teasing me whilst rubbing and groping my tender booty.
I sniff and gulp "Daddy, I can't take anymore spanking!" I bite between sobs. Your eyes light up as I begin whimpering in fear. Burying my face in the blankets.
You tut pulling my face gently up "Oh baby girl, thank you, your lovely little booty was hurting Daddy's hand, so now I'm going to have to make you pay for that. But you are not to hide your face, you want to make Daddy happy don't you? And seeing your pain makes me happy, do you understand?"
I nod as you wipe my tears, knowing they are the first of many. You gently kiss my forehead and stand over me. You pull your cock out and rub it across my trembling lips. Coating them in pre-cum. Your hard cock pushing into my wet needy mouth straight to the back of my throat, brutal, all care and softness gone. Fucking my throat quick and hard. Long deep strokes making me gag over and over.
Before long I'm retching and little vomiting episodes don't interupt the use of your fleshlight. Tears stream down my face but I don't want you to stop, I never want you to take your glorious cock from my needy little mouth. But all too soon you pull out of my mouth, and I whimper in desperation.
You stroke my messy face and smilling say, "My good little toy, this is going to hurt baby. I hope you're ready. Now ask Daddy nicely."