Here I was in on Internet dating with my wife. We were low on funds. I had lost my license and my job. I worked a job where I needed a license, so I was out of a job in which I had twenty years experience. Being in my late forties I was not finding much work that payed anything.
I had always been bisexual since I was very young. I remember in pre-puberty I would masturbate to fantasies of sucking the cock of the most popular boy in class. I fantasized about girls for the most part as l got older. And eventually became homophobic. I even let faggots pay me to suck my dick when I became low on funds.
Eventually I married and settled down and put those wild times behind me. For a few years I was happy in my heterosexual relationship but after a few years the usual boredom sets in. I began looking at porn sites, especially ones with guys. Once again I began to crave sucking dick.
I began to look forward to my wife working nights as a nurse. I would look at the male to male sites looking for a dick to suck. The more dominant the better. I wanted to serve as a slave to alpha males. I would even let them fuck me in the ass. Not my most favorite thing.
Eventually I went from the slave fantasy to becoming a tg. I would fantasise that I was a prissy little maid that would wholeheartedly serve her masters every whim and desire. I wanted to dress up as frilly as possible and suck cock.
Eventually my wife had a nervous breakdown and went on disability. With only my wife's income and the little I made from day labor I decided I would tell my wife my secret fantasies. I told her that I loved to dress as a woman and serve guys. I also told her we were going to post adds on Craigslist and all the adult dating sites which let couples post for free. I told her that she would have to do it or I would leave her. But my wife being very open-minded consented, and even decided she would help me pick out some clothes.
I was truly in heaven all those fantasies of sucking cock were being fulfilled. We went to the thrift store and I bought a short skirt with red stocking and high heels and a pretty yellow button up blouse. I rushed home to put our first add on Craigslist and suddenly had dozens of responses from guys wanting to be with a tg and his wife. After a few minutes and lots of phone calls we got a date. He was in town on business and had a room at the Holiday Inn.
Arriving a time his room we were greeted by an older gentleman who seemed harmless enough. I was dress up in my outfit and my wife had worn a set dress. We had a drink and the man after rummaging through his closet came out with two dresses for my wife. "these are about the right size he said, you can have them ."
My wife thanked him and then he said slyly, "I have something for you too." He emerged with two pieces of rubber which he handed me. When i realised what it was I was ecstatic, fake boobs, what more could a wanna be tg ask for. We finished up our date and collected our forty bucks.