His voice was calm and soft, almost reassuring in tone, and all the more terrifying for it. You'd opened the door moments earlier and greeted him with a smile. You'd stepped aside to let him in and watched as he closed it gently behind him. As soon as he turned to face you the warm look in his eyes changed and a hand shot out pushing you against the wall...
"I couldn't sleep and it was all your fault. It was your fault I was lying awake at 2am. Your fault my nails were digging into my palms as I clenched my fists. Your fault that every nerve was stretched to breaking point. Your fault that writhing ball of tension in my stomach wouldn't let me rest. Your fault I wanted to scream in frustration. You can see it's all your fault, can't you?"
I know you can see it's your fault. I can tell by the fear in your eyes. With my hand around your throat pinning you to the wall, my face inches from yours, I can see the look in your eyes as you realise there's nowhere to run. You open your mouth to speak but I'm not going to let you. A little more pressure in my fingers and the words are choked in your throat.
"I do hope you weren't about to make an excuse. That wouldn't be a good idea. If you were about to tell me it wasn't your fault you were unavailable I would have to agree. Of course that wasn't your fault, it's just one of those things. But the fact remains that it was images of you that tortured my mind as I lay awake. It was your body I needed and couldn't have. It was your body I craved, and those cravings were torture. I think you to understand a little of how that feels. To experience the anger and frustration that I felt. I want you to appreciate what that does to me."
I pull you away from the wall and spin you around. Grabbing your wrist I twist it up behind your back and push you back against the wall. With my hand holding your wrist and my forearm across your shoulder blades your upper body is pressed firmly against the wall, your head turned to stare up helplessly at me as your cheek presses against the cool surface. My other hand drops and grabs your arse through your jeans, squeezing hard until my fingers dig deep into you. I lean in and whisper in your ear.
"This is what I needed and couldn't have. There was no release for all that tension. No escape. Now it's all built up it has to vent somewhere. It has to vent on you. And it has to be right now"
I pull you away from the wall and take a handful of your long hair. Twisting it around my fingers as I drag you into your bedroom and close the door behind me. I throw the bag over my shoulder onto the bed and pushing you ahead of me march you to the end of the bed. Stopping you with a tug on your hair I spin you back around to face me. I want to see the look in your eyes.
"Strip. Quickly! Get those clothes off right now! I've got plans for your body."
I step back and watch as you start to take off your clothes. I can see your hesitant fingers trembling as you strip. Your eyes watching fearfully. You're naked within minutes, vulnerable as the silence builds. You watch as I slowly open the bag, place my hand inside and remove a length of rope. You watch as I walk towards you, untying the rope as I approach. You stand silently as I circle you slowly, examining your naked body, and then stop behind you. My hand runs down your back, tracing your spine down between your arse cheeks and grabbing another handful I push you a little closer to the bed. Stepping in behind you I let go of your arse and I wrap my arm around you to cup your chin, lifting your face to look at me.
"Bend over and hold on to the bed frame. Eyes forward. Do not move, do not speak."
Obediently you bend over and place your hands on the metal frame of the bed. The rope is soon securing your wrists to the bed so you can't stand up. Standing behind you I run my hands over your arse, squeezing and kneading the firm flesh. With both hands I start to spread your thighs apart, your feet moving sideways as the gap widens. When I'm satisfied I stand up and delve into the bag again. I watch your face as another length of rope comes out, followed by a spreader bar. I can see your eyes widen slightly at the sight. Fixing the bar in place takes a few moments and then you are restrained, arms fixed to the bed, bent at the waist so your pert arse sticks out perfectly, legs spread and unable to move. All that remains is to ensure there are no interruptions, a problem easily solved with the ball gag that comes out of the bag next.
Once the gag is in place I stand back to admire the view for a while, to let the cravings build a little more while I stare at you bent over, waiting. It doesn't take long. A half step forward and my hands rest lightly on your arse, stroking gently, caressing your warm skin. It would be so easy to unzip and thrust my cock inside you but I fight the urge and just keep stroking my fingertips across your arse. I can feel it building as my hands pull your arse cheeks apart so I can see the tight little hole begging to be filled. Building as my hands run softly up and down the inside of your thighs, fingertips gently grazing your pussy lips. I can't last much longer. Something is going to break.