It worked! I obsessed more and more about my psycho-sexual correction experience; eventually I determined to try to repeat it. I had trouble coming up with a suitably serious yet reasonably victimless crime which would fill the bill, until one day the solution arrived in the mail - jury summons. I look forward to jury duty, and unlike many, I'm disappointed if the day ends without my being assigned to a trial. The date was one I could manage, so I went online as the summons suggested to complete my response. Just before submitting, it hit me -- the perfect crime! After all, I could always make it up later with some volunteer work. I exited the browser and slid the summons into my desk drawer.
It took a while. Reminders came, each more urgent and threatening. The worst was that I didn't dare visit court, which I normally enjoy. Finally I was ordered to appear and answer for my crime. I tried to avoid excessive contrition and present sufficient attitude, and soon was held in contempt. At my sentencing I was a bit worried -- no tormentor was present, and I knew one had to approve an offer of corporal punishment. I was sentenced to a stiff fine, but to my relief I was offered an option of corporal punishment, similar to the one I received previously.
Ordered to report as before, between 7:30 and 8:00 am, I was excited as a teenager on a first date. Completely forgetting the very substantial pain of my first experience, I was re-living the intensely erotic experience as I remembered it. Actually, it was only 7:25 am -- I have to loiter a bit, and finally enter at 7:35. I try not to look too eager for the guard, feigning anxiety and fear, as I see the sign "Inmate #1 Next". Not too surprised to be first, and remembering the relatively comfortable "holding bondage", I look forward to a good long time in that condition to contemplate what's to come. Six, I hope, but I know all the tormentors in the state by sight now, and I'd be content with any of them -- what hubris!
I pass the retinal scan, tell the guard my desired bus route home, enter the changing chamber and disrobe. But the second little locker does not open, and I am not ordered to put on a smock. The change of protocol is a little rattling, but makes sense; everyone is trying to reduce cost, and this saves on laundry. The second door opens: there is the open collar, the wrist straps, and the ankle shackles. I shiver with anticipation, and step in. I know I can't appear too eager, and must wait for the instructions, but it's tempting just to walk right up to the the collar. Wait... wait. The instructions drone on, and finally I do as ordered, placing my neck in the collar,which promptly closes. The ankle shackles snap shut when I step into them, and I put my hands through the two circles, which shrink around my wrists, binding me securely, this time naked. I quiver with anticipation as I await my sentence.
"You will be placed in strict punishment bondage. After you are secured in position you will receive eighteen correctional impacts to your belly and chest...
"WHAT THE FU... GGGAG," I start to shout, but the collar chokes off the expletive, the voice announcing that speech is forbidden, then continues,
"over a period of thirty minutes. The impacts will cause intense pain. While serious damage to your body is not expected, you will be incapacitated for up to a week after your punishment..." Great! "The impact marks are expected to remain visible for at least a year. These aftereffects are part of your punishment."
What can I do? There must be some mistake. Five impacts are considered equivalent to a year in prison -- am I getting three to five for contempt of court? What
should
I do? I shake and rattle my arms and wrists in an instinctive attempt to escape, but I'm well secured and can't possibly get loose. I could scream my innocence to the walls, but the only answer I'll get is from the collar. It's pretty scary, but as I stand in my bonds, I'm getting even more excited, asking myself,
"Are you really such a pain slut?"
This is something I didn't want to learn about myself, as I notice my erection growing.
A few minutes go by for me to contemplate the eighteen strokes (twice chai, I muse, double life) and then my leg spreader goes limp. Unlike before, my collar rod does not, though it becomes slightly more flexible. This experience is already darker than the last. The door opens, and I follow, towed by my wrists, and this time, by my collar too. I round the corners at the end of the passage, arriving at the door to the punishment chamber. It opens, and I am led in.
There are only three punishment poles, not the seven I encountered before, and these are spaced about six feet apart -- commodious punishment this time. Not all poles have to be used, I suppose. The poles are unoccupied, no surprise given my arrival time, but unlike for the previous session, there are several devices already installed. Something like a backrest is mounted to each pole, though I don't expect I'll get much rest on it. There is a fitting rather like a set of stirrups, set about knee-height, and most striking, a conical stainless steel anal penetrator, mounted rather low. This is awe-inspiring; about a foot long, tapered from a rounded point to a base about three inches across. A twenty first century Judas Cradle! I've not attempted fisting, but if I wind up taking it all the way I will be well-prepared, I think with a wrench in my gut. What a way to get people thinking remorsefully about their crimes!
I'm hauled by my neck and wrists to the furthest pole, and turned to face the mirrored front wall. The collar rod extends and forces me back as the fitting on the punishment pole extends to secure my neck from the rear as before. As it pulls my neck back to the pole my leg spreader stiffens, forcing my ankles apart, and the device at the bottom of the punishment pole pulls the spreader backward, forcing me to straddle the monstrous phallus. It does not touch my crotch, so I can see that the tip has perforations. From the two hoses which extend from the bottom I gather it is able to both fill and empty me as required. The stirrups are retracted and do not touch my legs, but I can see that when extended they will push my knees apart and forward. The carriage-pole which towed me in swivels toward me, but this time it does not push my wrists to my belly as it did on my first visit -- instead it pulls them up above my head, my collar attachment sliding on the punishment pole as I am stretched upward. A rod descends from the ceiling and mates with the wrist-strap hub, at which point the carriage-pole detaches and the carriage trundles away.
This is different, to be sure. The ceiling rod did not appear so early last time. The previous waiting bondage, embodied in the figures of One and Two, was at least as erotic as punitive -- this time my bondage appears intended to induce feelings of powerlessness and even terror, not arousal. It will certainly be a lot less comfortable. I'm helpless as the rod hauls my wrists even further upward, pulling my ankles firmly against the shackles and stretching me uncomfortably toward the ceiling. Just then an attendant comes in -- a woman.
Well -- that's good, at any rate. Personally I'd rather be bound by a woman, though I'll enjoy either one -- chacun ร son goรปt. She reaches from behind with a gag, and with the assistance of a shock from the collar thrusts it into place. This one is more like a brank, though the mouth bar is cushioned with rubber and is clearly inflatable. Once the gag is latched to the fitting which also holds my collar, my head movements are considerably restricted, especially since this gag also has a strap which goes under my chin and over my head. My attendant tightens it rather firmly -- I can't open my mouth at all, though I am able to move my head in and out from the pole slightly; the collar attachment telescopes so as not to choke me unintentionally.