she laid on the bed and sobbed. The past two days had been so wonderful, but today was a disaster. Why did she lose control and say what she had said? His son was so wrong!
It was Christmas Day and His son and daughter-in-law came for dinner. He had told her earlier that His son had expressed concerns about relationships that started online. So she knew that it might be a little uncomfortable. But she had not expected this.
Dinner had gone well, but the conversation was a bit forced. The daughter-in-law was quite pleasant and she realized quite quickly that she liked this young woman. she felt no apprehension from her. But the son seemed to be uncomfortable.
When dinner ended, her Master began picking up the dishes and putting the food away. she, His son, and His daughter-in-law went downstairs. It was a mistake. she should have stayed upstairs to help with the dishes. As soon as they got downstairs, His son pressed her, questioning her feelings for his father. He could not and would not understand that any sort of relationship could exist over the internet. His wife tried to interject a word, but to no avail.
she found herself becoming defensive and then angry. she tried so hard to respond politely and calmly, but her body was shaking. she could not hold back.
"You don't know Him like I do. How could you? I love Him. What kind of a son are you that you would deny Him His happiness?"
The room went silent. she immediately regretted what she had said. And then she realized that her Master was standing there and had heard it all. His face was grim and almost in pain. The pain she saw became her own. her body ached as she looked into His face. she could not look at Him any longer. she stared at her hands in her lap and started to cry. she felt the blood rush to her face in her shame. she got up from the couch and ran upstairs to the bedroom and threw herself on the bed. The tears came freely. she could not control it and did not try to.
she wasn't sure how much time had gone by, but she heard a quiet voice in the doorway. It was the son.
"I'm sorry. I should not have said what I said."
And then he was gone. she couldn't move. she was in pain. she had disappointed her Master and brought shame to herself. she was sure He would send her home for saying such a thing.
she felt His presence as He entered the room and then felt Him sitting next to her on the bed. she turned to look up at him, her face still tear-stained.
"Please don't send me home Master. I'm so sorry. I never ever want to disappoint you."
she was surprised by the look on His face.
"Send you home? Why would you think that? little one, W/we will have disagreements and W/we will not always see eye to eye. But that is natural. W/we are human and not perfect. Besides, I put you in a terrible position. I should never have let you be alone with My son."
"You are not angry with me?"
"I'm angry with Myself. But what you said to My son was harsh and out of control. He is remorseful, especially after his wife told him how much she believes you are in love with Me."
she felt the pain from His words. He was right. she should not have been left alone like that. But she should not have lost control and said such a think to her Master's son.
"I am to be punished."
she said it not as a question, but as a statement. Once again, He felt His body warmed from the love He felt for her. she was so much stronger than she realized. she simply needed more guidance.
"What do you suggest for punishment?" He asked.
"I don't deserve to be made love to, Master. In fact, I should not sleep here tonight."
"If I have my way, you will never leave my bed," he growled. "No, I think W/we can come up with something a little less severe."
she smiled. she felt the warmth in her body expand as her heart raced. Never leave His bed. Never be away from Him. Always and forever. Then she giggled.
"You could spank me."
He chuckled. "That's not punishment. No little one, I am going to make love to you. But you will not be allowed to climax."
her eyes widened and fear slowly seeped into her mind. Even online, she had never been able to hold back. she didn't think she could have that much control. she feared disappointing Him yet again. But she knew she had no choice but to gather all of her strength and control her own body.
she sat up and T/they undressed each other. It was not a task carried out urgently, but with gentleness. It was His sign to her that He would make sweet love to her, rather than the lust-filled fucking that had happened earlier. she looked into his eyes and saw His love for her. That was important to her. Even in punishment, He loved her with all His heart.
T/they both slid under the covers. He pulled her body to His and began to kiss her softly. she wrapped her arms around His neck and clung to Him. she felt a tingling inside her body. His simple statement of never leaving His bed had started that tingling. When she felt His tongue parting her lips, she moaned quietly and then remembered her fear of her ability to control her own body's reactions to His body. she couldn't help herself. she loved being in his arms. So safe, so protected, so loved.
He moaned quietly into T/their kiss. His body was already responding to hers. she could feel Him. Again, she almost allowed herself to forget about her control over her own body. He rolled over on top of her body. His tongue was still caressing her tongue. she felt his hands move down her body. His hands reached hers and held them both. Slowly, He moved her hands above her head and held them tightly to the bed. As He did so, His lips left hers and moved to her neck. she groaned her pleasure in His ear. she loved when He took her in this way. He gently nibbled the skin of her neck as He moved to her ear. He sucked her ear lobe and then returned to her neck.
His body kept her from moving and yet she arched her back as much as she could. she opened her legs farther to give her body completely to Him. In response to her, He slowly began to penetrate her. As in every other time, He felt the intense pleasure, as well as the amazement over how tight she was. When He was completely inside of her, He pulled away from her neck and looked down at her and smiled. she smiled back as she wrapped her legs around Him.
"I am yours, Master" she whispered.
He growled quietly and slowly withdrew from her, only to be followed by a hard thrust. she closed her eyes and allowed her body to respond to his. And then her eyes flew open again. she had forgotten again. she was allowing herself to lose control in the pleasure of His body. And yet, she wanted Him to enjoy the pleasure that her body could give Him. she tightened her legs around Him as His hips rocked harder.