Part 2 - Andrea and the FetFair
There is an old saying that you can't unring a bell. It may be a cliche, but it also happened to be true.
For Andrea that bell had been rung two nights ago. She had discovered a side of her she didn't know existed. A kinky side. And even as the cheap beer flowed and the music pumped in her house full of guests, she found it hard to keep her mind from wandering back there. It was her own party, but she was finding it hard to get into. None of the guys were particularly attractive and few of them she knew since none of them went to her (all girls) school.
A few days ago this party would have almost felt scandalous. She had very strict, religious parents, and as much as she didn't like that it, it had rubbed off on her over the years. Having beer and boys over would have been a big deal just a few days ago. Now it almost felt like a yawn, not exactly boring but certainly not thrilling either. Once the supply of beer dried up, the more sober ones started organizing rides home, making sure there was a sober driver for every car that needed one, and the party came to an uneventful end.
What had Andrea so turned around had been the get together just two days before. It was just her and her three closest friends Megan, Sophia and Lea. Lea had suggested they play a game, but it was in fact a trick. They ended up stripped, tied, humiliated, stimulated and (to each of their surprise) loving it. When Lea admitted it was all her doing she left.
The three of them may have started pissed at Lea, but they got over it. They talked it out and decided to invite Lea back to tell them more. That night was a crash course in kink. Lea showed them about gags, collars, rope bondage, nipple clamps, floggers, more stuff than the three of them knew existed. They were positively enthralled with all the new information; staying up into the wee hours before calling it a night and going their separate ways the next morning.
Andrea hadn't talked to any of her best friends before her "real" party, none of them had talked with each other. Lea was giving them space, but the other three were simply otherwise engaged. They each took their time, going over everything that they had discovered about this new kind of sexuality and how it made them feel all warm and excited. Each of them had spent time looking around the web, looking at pictures, stories, and fingering themselves at the thoughts more than once. They had all been so preoccupied the party almost felt like a distraction rather than an event.
But now the party was over. The last group, which included Sophia's very drunk boyfriend, left in one of the very overcrowded cars. For the first time all night there was silence as the four friends were once again alone in the house. They all stood in the awkward circle around the front door before Sophia decided to break the silence.
"Did you have a good time?" She asked in a perfunctory manner.
"It was fun," Andrea responded with equally low enthusiasm. "I think I just wasn't much in the mood."
Megan nodded her head in agreement. "I think we all could say that."
Lea scanned her friends, trying to judge how to enter the conversation but not finding any clues. Not that she was very good at that to begin with. "About the other night," she started which made the three other pairs of eyes look up intently at her. "I'm sorry again for not being more honest, I know we've been over this but I was afraid to bring it up on my own. I haven't heard from any of you since then, how badly did I screw this up? "
"It's not like that," Andrea said in a reassuring tone. "I haven't called because I knew I'd see you here not 'cause I'm mad at any of you. Honestly I've barely stopped thinking about it, and I can't speak for them but I kind of liked it." Megan and Sophia nodded in agreement.
Lea was clearly relieved, letting out a long sigh as a smile went across her face. "Good, and I promise not to keep things from you any more. I'll be up front if I want to try anything."
"Well, maybe you don't have to tell us everything. Know our limits and keep to them sure, but I kind of like the not knowing." Andrea said with surprising frankness. "I did kind of like not knowing."
"I could do that, but we just need to talk about it first," Lea explained. "Cause really, to agree to something you need to know exactly what it is you're agreeing to."
"Well you ran through a bunch of stuff the other night, what more do you mean?" Andrea asked.
Lea pulled out her phone and began quickly typing. "Well, there's lists. I found one a while back, it has just about every aspect I've ever heard of. You go through them and mark 1-5 for how interested you are, unsure if you don't know, limit if you don't want it ever and checkboxes for if you've actually tried it. It should give you an idea on what kinds of things that are out there."
"There's a club in Philadelphia that has fetish get togethers and such. I haven't worked up to going alone but I think if we go together, and if you knew a little bit more about it, then it might not be so bad. Next week there's a major event they've been advertising, open to anyone. They're not actually even hosting it, there are simply helping to promote it. It's being thrown by a group that throw what they call 'FetFairs' in major cities all over the world; kind of a weekend long kinky adult fantasy world. It's a little pricey, and a lot vague about the details, but if half the things I've read online are true it should be well worth the price. I asked my brother if we can crash on his floor, I didn't say why, but he was fine with it and I know I wouldn't want to drive back in the wee hours of Saturday Morning." Lea said. Everyone agreed that it sounded interesting enough, and that they'll let her know some time during the week. Without much more fanfare, they each wished each other goodnight and Lea drove Megan and Sophia home.
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The rest of the week, things seemed to return to normal. Andrea spent most of Sunday and Monday of the long weekend on schoolwork, the familiar routine of class began again Tuesday. But Andrea felt different. It might have just been that the pattern was disrupted by the absence of her parents. More likely though it was the twinge she got reading Lea's very long list. Whenever she would look up more than a few things at a time she couldn't help but think she was carrying some strong lingering feelings with her for the next few hours.
A few of the stuff she decided was clearly not for her, they just simply grossed her out rather than turned her on. She kept herself from mocking however might find some of these things sexy, because who was she to judge? A lot of people could say the same about some of her likes.
By Wednesday she was finished the list and certainly noticed a pattern. Just about anything to do with power exchange (a new term she learned when going through the list, she was learning so many), bondage, objectification and loss of control were all big turn ons. She clicked the send button, returning the results back to Lea along with the note "I'm in for the party this weekend."
For their parts, Sophia and Megan had been similarly distracted with what they were finding out. Megan finished Tuesday, answering most strongly in the loss of control, objectification, public exposure and a bit of bondage as well. Similar to Andrea but different ranking. Sophia was big on forceful loss of control, objectification ranked high, with a bit of bondage and pain ranked lower down. By Wednesday night they had each sent in their responses and confirmed that they did indeed want to go with Lea to the party.
After school that Thursday, they discussed the details. Lea shared everything she knew, that FetFairs were always very private, no cameras allowed and a non-disclosure agreement attendees had to sign meant details Lea found were always vague. It was an all-weekend affair and while Lea didn't expect to be at the fair the whole time, they all planned to say they would be at Andrea's still empty house all weekend just in case they changed their minds. There would be a somewhat large cover since they weren't "members," there would be merchants selling things, there would be other chances to spend money, it could apparently get rather expensive if you didn't care about that sort of thing or if you weren't careful. "It starts at 8 and it's a long drive, pick you up around 5:30?" Lea asked and received a sea of bobbing heads.
The drive was long, it was the dead of January so the sun had set very soon into the drive. The windy two lane road was always a pain at night with its sudden turns as it climbed and descended what felt like dozens of mountains to get to the Turnpike. The car was filled with concentration, quiet and anticipation. Conversation began to flow more freely as road gave way to highway, but even though they all knew exactly what they were driving to it seemed oddly forced to talk about it, so usually they taked about something else.