Self-Care

It has been two days since my first real play-session with my girlfriend. And oh my, was it two very long days since then. My hope that living my fantasy would reduce my horniness and leave me free to think about other stuff was absolutely crushed. I couldn't stop thinking about it, about her. About her thighs, the change of her tone when she commanded me, the look in her eyes. Just the thought of it was turning me for both days, but there was nothing that could be done.

My courage was spent, we were both resting - and the second day, while daydreaming about how my hands were helplessly tied together I received an awful message. "sorry, gtg home. club stuff" My heart sank a little. I was so pumped about this evening, I knew I almost had a wet dream last night. With my mind focused on the topic I got hard again and had to squirm in my chair, surrounded by unaware colleagues.

My mind set off, thinking about what I could do tonight, while she's gone.

I hadn't been absolutely honest to her. I have a... couple of toys that I've kept secret from her. My plans were done in a minute and I had a few hours to perfect them before going home. An hour before my shift ended, everyone left and I was alone, once again. I logged into my porn-account on reddit with no hesitation whatsoever. The hour flew by in a daze and soon I was opening the door to our empty flat.

Oh, how ready I was for this. Dropping my clothes as I went I reached my computer already naked. Loading up my favorites I needed no help in getting hard. The pictures of latex-clad mistresses forcing huge objects into the backs of skinny boys like me got me to the first edge as I breathed heavily. Quickly making space around myself and getting my toys kept me focused and soon I was laying on the ground in front of my computer, tying myself up.

First were my legs, which I tied into a frog-like position, forcing myself to lie on my back. Next I put a pair of mistresses - wait, no, girlfriends! - panties into my mouth and secured them with a short rope. My mind was going crazy, but I kept my cool and finished my setup by tightening a belt around my neck as tight as I could, choking myself a little, especially whenever I tried to look at the monitor. Which was all the time. Now came the cherry on top, my secret. A large butt-plug that can vibrate stronger than most vibrators. It took me quite some time to get it in, the last stump is always problematic.

As it went in I exhaled and pushed it back out immediately, causing myself to throb heavily, leaking the first precum of the day. I pushed it back in, faster this time, hitting just the right spot. As I turned the plug on, the mistress on my screen began pegging her sissy hard. And so did I to myself, moving it in and out furiously.

Pure bliss was overtaking me and I was getting into it. But then, a touch. A touch on my shoulder. I turned my head left to see my girlfriend standing there, smiling deviously. I felt blood rushing into my cheeks, but before I could react, she sat down next to me and grabbed the plug with one hand and my cock with the other. "So this is what you do when I'm not at home?" she whispered into my ear as she made a single stroke and squeezed me. I was overwhelmed, not knowing where to look or what to do I barely managed to nod my head before desperately looking at my pulsing cock that she just held in a tight grip.

"Well," as she started whispering into my ear again, I felt the plug began moving back and forth slowly, "let's see if you can take what they do."

Looking back at the screen I saw what she meant and whimpered through my gag. "Hold it in," she order me and I found my hand on the plug again. She started stripping out of her clothes, slowly and seductively as I laid on the ground, desperately begging for a touch but unable to say a word. She took her time, fondling her breasts and exposing her beautiful butt that I loved more than any other part of her. Her fingers soon found way down her crotch as I fucked myself with the plug. Suddenly I was in the dark, I couldn't see. I felt the soft fabric of her wet panties on my face. "Give me your hands," I heard and without hesitation I did. Within moments they were tied to my legs and I could only wiggle slightly.

"Now lie still and - no touching yourself!" she said and I could imagine the smile on her face. The noises behind me were intriguing as I had no idea what's happening but I couldn't care less. I was so horny I would do anything for the slightest touch of her hand. And it came. The darkness became absolute as she sat on my face, her pussy directly above my nose. Oh the smell. "Shsh! Be quiet!" she said harshly in reaction to my desperate moaning. At that moment I felt her pinch my left nipple and jumped a little. My mind was racing, not knowing what's going to happen next. "Now," she started dragging something over my chest, "we are going to play a little game."

A belt, I realized. It's a belt. Suddenly a hit came, not strong but unexpected and directly onto my cock. "I'm going to make you come." Another hit. "Without touching it again." And then... nothing. For a few seconds, nothing. I was pulling my body up, begging for something the only way I could. "Stop those hips!" she almost shouted and hit my balls with the belt. "And lie still."

I did and she got up from my face, leaving a wet patch on her own panties. I heard her toy start buzzing as she sat on the ground under me and grabbed the plug. "This is what you really like, huh?" I nodded my head furiously, waiting for her to pull it, to do something, but she didn't. "Now why would you keep it away from me?" she asked as she poked it a little. I didn't even try to mumble an answer, I wasn't capable of that anymore. I was just lying there with my cock jumping up and down onto my stomach in a hopeless attempt to get her attention. "I have to do something about this," I heard and suddenly I felt something go around my cock. A rope? No, it was too thin - a shoelace! It tightened and I felt a few loops being made and my cock going harder than before with all the blood blocked in. "That looks better. Let's get you ready to cum, shall we?"

I heard her getting up and soon my gag was gone, as well as the "blindfold". She was there, standing over me. In her black heels, slowly rubbing her clit and looking down at me. Her hand moved away as her leg moved to my crotch. She poked my cock a little and laugher when she saw the precum on my belly. "Already? Well, I hope you don't come before me. You would have to wait. Now tell me, why didn't I know about this?"

My thoughts calmed down before scattering all over the place. I had to talk now, but I was so horny I could barely put together a sentence. "I-i was ashamed," is all I managed mumble out as she sat under me once again. "Don't be. Not anymore and not in front of me."

As she said that she started playing with the plug which was running inside of me the whole time. The slow movements were driving me nuts, I couldn't think. "Please, please touch it," I mumbled quietly as she continued to ignore my cock, using her other hand to play with herself instead. "No." was her answer and I whimpered as she increased the speed of both her hands. I could see it on her, she was getting close and so was I. The pressure inside of me was building up but suddenly, she came - and she came hard. Her squirt was always strong, but this... I felt it drop over my chest and saw the droplets as her legs shaked. But, to my great frustration, she stopped moving the plug and just left me lying there, breathing heavily and begging, begging to be fucked.

"Please, please, don't - don't stop!" I said, louder than before. Noticing she is still rubbing her clit I began squirming on the ground, trying to move myself closer to her, to touch her in any way I could. I finally managed and just the feel of her thighs on my tied up legs gave me some satisfaction. "Please, touch me. Please, make me cum," I couldn't help myself and apparently, neither could she. Out of nowhere she grabbed my cock and started jerking it. It-it just blew my mind. I was moaning more intensely than the most overreacting pornstars I have ever seen. I couldn't contain it, I was shouting the moans, for the first time in my life without any care for what somebody could hear.

We came at the same time. The squirt on my chest mixed with my own cum as I came hard, shooting it all over my belly, chest and even my face. My breath was on the edge and so was I.