I am so nervous.
It feels like a million butterflies are beating their wings against the inside of my stomach.
I pull to a stop outside the address he gave me earlier and step out of the car. His home is beautiful and ominous in the dark cover of night. Shutting my door, it takes every ounce of courage within me to cross the yard and make my way to his doorstep. I ring the doorbell, and try to control my racing heart.
I see his shadow through the window as he walks toward his front door. My breath comes faster and shallower and I know it's too late to turn around. Suddenly, he is in front of me, smiling and inviting me inside. I swallow and take a few steps inside his home as he shuts the door behind me.
Turning to face him, he grabs me and wraps his arms tightly around me. His hands caress my lower back and my face is in his chest. His very warm, hard chest. I have never been so comfortable with another person in my entire life. I am the first to pull away, shocked by the feelings of safety and comfort he has aroused in me already. This man, I am just meeting for the first time.
He leads me into his living room and I sit beside him on his sofa, taking my shoes off. I am still in shock as he talks to me. He holds me close...tight...and I am unable to focus on what he is saying to me, as our legs intertwine. As his gaze bores into mine, I lower my eyes to the ground as I feel lust pulse through me.
Suddenly, he stops talking and the room is silent. I glance up at him and am riveted by the pure desire on his face. His hands grip the back of my head, pulling me into his mouth. His mouth is on mine, engulfing my entire being within his perfect lips. Never has a kiss overwhelmed and incited such pleasure within me. He pulls me deeper into his lips. Hard and persistent. Dominating my mouth with his.
He pulls his lips from mine and I am left speechless. He gives me a long look, his eyes conveying all the lust I know mine show. The tension thickens in the room and I am pushed deeper into the couch as he rises above me.
His hand is on my throat. I gasp for air as his grip on my neck tightens. His fingers rub carefully over my skin as my passion for Him grows.
The pressure on my neck deepens, but He releases me. I breath deeply and He pulls me to my feet by a handful of my long, dark hair.
"Stand still." He demands quietly.
He looks me over. His gaze travels from my feet to my eyes, slowly... deliberately, building the moment. I feel more naked than I ever have, within my clothing.
He stares at me, and grips my neck again. Pulling my head back by my hair with his other hand, my lips are pursed and my breath becomes shallower.