Anime Girl the End

All things come to an end and we both knew it. She wanted me to own her, she wanted something more than I was willing to give. I tried to explain that having me as a full time master would be a terrible idea, I am a control freak with exacting standards. Regularly doing sessions would be draining and ultimately damaging.

But she wanted it, and I couldn't give it. I am too selfish, just back in the scene and owning is a lot of work, it means something to me, something I am not willing to give freely. There's only one sub who I own and that caused both of us enough problems.

I hurt her with my refusal, she tried to hide it, but I didn't want to lead her on. I may be mean, but not in that way. It was obvious this would be our last session. I didn't want to lead her on, and she was hurt enough.

If this was going to be our last time together, I wanted it to be fun, well all my sessions are always fun for me, but I was feeling generous, I wanted it to be fun for her. We had decided to have a classic movie night but with a twist. We decided to watch classic porn movies, The Devil in Miss Jones, Debbie does Dallas and Taboo.

It was going to be an interesting night. I knocked on the door, she opened it, she was upset, it was awkward, I wasn't sure if she would still want to do it.

"Hello Sir"

"Oh Sugar, I am sorry, are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yes Sir, I want it more than anything"

"OK Sugar, if you insist."

I walk in, my bag in my left hand, my right hand under her chin. Making her look at me, I wiped away a tear and kissed her forehead while I walked past. She had already prepared the room to my instructions.

The bondage horse sat in the middle of the room pointing toward the TV, it's black leather and studding looking so out of place next to all the soft furnishings, an armchair placed next to it. I nodded towards it.

"Where'd you get it?" I was curious.

"Etsy"

"Makes sense I suppose, home made candles and bondage gear"

"Strip Sugar" I tell her not looking at her, I know she would be following my instructions.I drop my bag by side and start taking out what I would need for the night.

After I have finished I look at her, she looks puzzled at some of the things I have brought. Well probably the camelbak, but hydration matters folks! She looks at my quizzically, but she knows better than to ask. I smile reassuringly at her as I approach, restraints dangling from my hands.

She doesn't say anything as I put on the restraints and guide her to the horse and strap her arms and legs in.

"Comfy Sugar?"

She just grunts. I admire my handiwork, the horse keeping her in perfect form, her ass and cunt at the correct height and spread just how I like it. Her head hanging over the edge meaning she needs to keep it raised without support. She wasn't comfortable, but I was, and really, at the end of the day, isn't that what matters?

"Open Sugar"

As she opens her mouth, I place the butt plug into it. Not a huge one, not a small one either.

"Make sure it's well lubricated Sugar"

Now normally I would make my sub push her ass onto the plug rather than me pushing it into her, but as she was currently tied up, that seemed a little unfair. I take the plug from her mouth and line it up with her puckered ass. You wouldn't of thought I had my fist up it less than 2 weeks ago.

I push gently and then hard, her ass eagerly eats it accompanied with another grunt from her.

"Good Girl!"

I pat her ass as I walk around her, admiring her again.

"You look so beautiful for me Sugar"

Now I know some people tape the wand to the leg and put it near the clit, but I have found it just easier to push the wand up the cunt and then tape it, doesn't slip that way. I have an older wand, no batteries, corded, the head is large. It takes some encouragement to get it within her, but with a little patience and a lot of pressure, the head pops into her nicely. I get rewarded with another grunt and her trying to move her ass.

"Silly Girl, you're tied down, there's no point in fidgeting"

I smack her ass hard, I watch as the redness starts to form. She didn't grunt, just breathed out in desperation.

"That's better Sugar"

I tape the wand to her leg. I have always found BDSM tape to be essentially useless, I always go for gaffer tape. What can I say? I am a traditionalist at heart.

Then I turn the wand on, that elicits the first groan of the night. I grab the blinkers from the bag, I don't really use them often, yes OK, I had a pony girl / pony boy phase, but I was young and the Eurotrash tv made quite an impression on a younger me. I thought it would be a nice touch. I place them on her head with my headphones, she can now only see directly in front of her and with the noise cancelling, she can only hear what's being piped into her ears.

I watch as the wand starts to work it's magic, her hands tensing and flexing, her hips gyrating, almost hypnotically.

Finally, I take the camelbak and fill it up, place the drinking nozzle in her mouth. I sync my phone to the television and the headphones, which was a massive pain in the ass to get to work, piping the sound to both the phone and the TV. I grab snacks and my ice cold drink, in my cold glass.

And then, it begins.

The first movie is taboo, which actually kind of has an okay plot, I sat down beside her and place my ice cold beverage on her ass. She flinches, with the blinkers on she can't see what I am doing, she wasn't ready for it.

"Don't spill my drink Sugar" I warn her.

After about 20 minutes, I started to get horny, my cock started to throb. I take my drink from her ass, and move around the back of her. She can't see me, she can't hear me. I take the butt plug from her ass, pull down my trousers and line my cock up with her ass. I feel her body tensing up as my cock slips into her, loosened from the plug. The wand in her cunt makes her ass tight past the entrance, I can feel the vibrations and the head of that wand against my cock.

And then I fuck it. There's no finesse, this isn't making love, this isn't really fucking, she is using her as my cum dumpster. Each thrust into her bowels has it's own reaction, her moans turning to groans turning into grunts as I pump my cock into her. My hands are on her hips, I am pulling her back so hard that the horse starts to rock a little. I don't slow down, I sodomize her.

I am not sure when she started to orgasm, truthfully I was too concerned about my own, but I start to notice the signs. Anime Girl cums and then doesn't really stop, she has small orgasms building to big orgasms which roll onto other big orgasms.

I keep fucking her ass, it doesn't take long, I feel that tightness in my balls, my pace picks up, trying to push myself as deep as I can as I paint the insides of her ass with my cum. I slow down, draining the last of my seed into her bowels.

My cocks flops out of her ass, spent.

I place the buttplug back in her.

Walk around to her face. Her eyes and face strain to see me. She sees my semi flaccid cock in front of her. Her eyes follow my hands as I take out the camelbak. She knows what's going to happen, she opens her mouth waiting for me. Push my cock into her mouth. She eagerly cleans it, I feel her tongue whirling around my sensitive head before I guide her to clean the shaft as well.

Then, I pat her head. And wordless go back to sit down on the chair to carry on watching the film.

20 minutes later my cock is hard again. I get up, walk behind her, at this point her juices are covering the leather and there is a drip all the way down the leg of the horse. Anime Girl is grunting and moaning constantly, almost at a constant rate.

I take the butt plug out. Her whole body tenses, she knows what's going to happen next. She pushes her ass up against the restraints, eager for my cock. I line up my cock again, this time it slips in easily. She lets out a sigh more than a groan, almost like she needs my cock in her.

And then, I sodomize her again. Again, I am using her as my cum dump, I don't care if she wants it. I don't care if she enjoys it. I am using her anal passage as my own personal fuck tube. And I am perfectly fine with that fact. As my balls hit against the wand, they splash with the her wetness.

This time it takes me longer to cum, and it's more of a dry cum. Hey, I am not as young as I used to be OK?

My cock flops out of her ass.

I place the butt plug back in her.

And once again, I present my cock for her to clean. This time she is feral with it, sucking and licking every inch of my cock and balls. Cleaning all her juices and my cum from it.

And then I pat her head. And sit back down.

This is the pattern in which we continued another 2 times before Taboo ended. By the time it has finished, her ass is twiching, her legs are randomly twitching like she is getting electric shocks, the camelbak nozzle is laying on the floor and she isn't groaning, so much she is letting out one continuous groan only interrupted by breathing.

I take the headphones off and the restraints off, I help her up and support her as the wand is still up her and it makes walking difficult, I eventually put her on my lap. I stroke her hair and allow her to calm down, allowing her sips from my drink.

"Good Girl! I enjoyed that, strictly for the plot. But now, I think it's time we started

another don't you?"

"Please sir, let me rest, please"

"Oh no Sugar, you're being silly, we still have 2 more movies to go!"

"Please, sir, please, I just don't think I can, I am exhausted, I don't think I can cum anymore"

"Sugar, well that's simple enough, just don't cum. It's not my fault you're being a greedy slut, you really should try and be a good girl you know?"

"Sir please, please, I will beg"

"Oh I am sure you will, are you green Sugar?"

She looks at me.

"I will always be green for you" She says.

"I know Sugar, up you get then"

Helping her make her way to the horse again. We do it in silence, she seems more determined now. The plug falls out of her ass as she climbs over the horse. I mean, it's not entirely surprising. I look at it on the floor, but don't say anything.

"Good Girl" I mutter as I am doing up her straps. Flick the wand back on, and settled down for The Devil in Miss Jones, which really, was actually pretty good and engaging. I found myself enjoying it, I found the sight and the sounds of the anime girl writhing in a mix of pain and pleasure to somehow be fitting for the tone of the movie.

Without the plug to forewarn her, she jumped against the straps as my cock penetrated her ass. I pushed it deep in one smooth motion, I had lost count the amount of times I have had my cock up her at this point. But credit to her, she starts to push back against it with renewed vigor. Determined to make my cum up that battered ass.

We fall into the now familiar pattern, me using her ass as my fleshlight, her taking my cum willingly like the cum dump she was born to be. I start as I mean to go on, straight deep thrusts, hands on her hips as I hammer my cock into her. I am staring at the screen, not even looking at her, I am simply using her for entirely my own pleasure.

It takes a while for me to reach climax, and then there is very little coming out of my balls. But I take my cock, still throbbing from her ass, and present it to her again for it's cleaning. Again she does not hesitate, I feel her mouth and tongue explore and lick every part of my cock and balls, liking her juices from it all.

I pat her head.

And I sit down again.

I got a bit engrossed in the movie, by the time I am ready to go again, I look over at Anime Girl, and she is well a mess. Her skin is slick with sweat, her head is bouncing up and down from trying to keep it upright to watch the movie. There is drool, snot, and tears all over her face, her cheap mascara has run everywhere. Her legs are twitching, from the constant stimulation. The horse is absolutely soaked between her juices, and the sweat, it's dribbling down the sides. I almost feel sorry for her, but my cock is hard and really that needs tending to first.

I fuck her mechanically, driving myself into her gaping, waiting ass. Her tone changes and her moans pick up, I watch as her muscle tone changes to the new stimulus. This climax took a long time, it was a challenge, my balls had nothing left, totally drained, it was a dry climax, my cock aching from the constant stimulation.

Again, I presented my cock to her, and again to her credit, she cleaned it like her life depended on it.

At that point, I did feel sorry for her, wordlessly, I stroked her hair, and then undid the restraints. I carried her to the chair, put her on my lap, and started to peel the wand from her leg.

"Sssh Sugar, you did really well for me, come watch the rest of it with me".

I sit there, her on my lap, I stroke her hair and hold her until she falls asleep. I don't turn off the movie, I am actually kind of invested in it.

Finally, I pick her up and take her to her bed, I put her in it and she rolls over, not waking, she is totally shut down. She seems so peaceful.

I open the slide doors and I go out onto the balcony, light up a cigar and look at the ashtray she bought for me. It was sweet, it freaked me out.

I sit there, enjoying the night, looking at her. She was a good girl, but I couldn't give her what she wanted. I wish I could, but it would be a lie, it doesn't work most of the time when it wasn't build on a lie, but it would be even worse when it is. I couldn't give her what she wanted, she confused kink with love.

I wasn't looking to own anyone apart from the one I already owned. Even that I am not sure if it is a good idea, it will end in pain, it always does, normally that's kind of the idea. But not this type of pain, it's much worse.

I sat there, smoking my cigar, studying her face, she looked so peaceful, I suddenly felt tired. I finish my cigar thinking about how weird life is. I kiss her forehead, write her a note and put a glass of water next to her.

Then I slip out and lock the door behind me.