It was his fantasy I was going to create. It had to be perfect. My lover was in the bedroom and I was in his bathroom. Hideous yellow and green tile stared up at me from every angle. He was getting ready for bed, talking to his cat as he lit the candles on the dark bedside table, straightened out the blue coverlet. I urged the door open a crack and looked out at him.
I see his long lean torso with the barest smattering of hair chasing across his stomach, long brown hair with a slight curve at ends, falling in ringlets while they teased his shoulders swung slightly with his movement. No, not brown exactly. His hair was the color of tree bark; warm under the sun's mid-day touch that pulses as you place your hand on it. The type of tree you hug because its strength makes you feel small and protected. He is half dressed, tan corduroy pants cling to his hips. My eyes alight on that top undone button, the way it hangs invitingly open and I have to close the door to catch my breath.
I am naked before the mirror. Blue eyes wide and moist lips parted. I'm already breathing heavily and he hasn't even touched me. I run my hands through the tousled red curly locks falling to my shoulders. I mumble to myself about strength and push my shoulders back and my breasts out. The nipples are already firming up and pointing outwards. Large, the color of coffee with a dash of cream they are framed by creamy mounds of white flesh. I run my hands down my hour-glass shape to the curly trimmed landing strip at the apex of my plump thighs. I twist and turn under the mirrors harsh gaze. I nod once to myself then reach into the plastic bag at my feet.
Nylon and sheer cloth whisper promises as they are drawn upwards into the air. I can feel the swirling eddies of fabric whip around me as the white nightgown dangles before my eyes. I place the entrance above my face and lift my hands upwards as it courses down my body. My nipples are tight with the cold fabric flowing over me. I pull the bodice down over my breasts and take a moment to adjust. My breasts are larger than intended for this nightgown. The v-neck edged with scalloped lace is strained. The virginal whiteness is at war with the plump wantonness of my breasts trying to escape their fabric confines. The bottom edges swirl around my bare feet.
Plastic crunched as I reached for the next item in the bag. I placed it on the counter top as I slipped my feet into small thong sandals. I turned back to the mirror and reached for the final accessory. White tufts spiraled into the air as I slowly, tenderly removed the wings. Small and delicate, they hooked over my arms to rest between my shoulder blades. I positioned them and took a final look in the mirror. There I was; 5ft4, shoulder length curly red hair, big blue eyes with a smattering of freckles beneath them; a curvy, hourglass shape with large breasts barely restrained by the white nightgown. A nylon slip encased in floating white sheer created a delicate feeling in my submissive soul. The tight bodice made me feel restrained, as if I belonged to another era, another time. The wings hovering above my shoulders felt perfect. White and tapered feathers framed my body. I was ready.
I crept out of the bathroom into the darkened hallway darting away before he could see my ensemble. I could hear him calling after me.
"Ready for bed?"
"Just a moment, I forgot something." I called back.
I stole out the front door into the frosty night air. My breath was stolen from me by the beauty of the heavens above. The stars lit the sky, shimmering silver points. I felt as if each one lay a finger of light upon me. I walked down the stairs and around to the side of the house. I tossed a pebble up against the window.
"Simon" I called out.. "Simon, come outside for a moment.." I saw his shadow against the blinds and heard his grumbling.
I walked towards the rear of the yard where the grass was still untamed from its winter growth. I shivered in the moonlight and placed my back to the middle of the yard so I would be framed only by deep green hedges and the moon above. He came out the door and called my name.
"Simon" I called again, softly. "Simon I am risking much for this moment... won't you come a little closer?" This was it. This was the moment I submitted myself wholly to his fantasy. I was myself no longer. From this moment on, I was only what I had created for him. He walked towards the sound of my voice. I waited, patient with my hands clasped before my trembling body. His 6ft2 frame rounded the corner and paused. I could see his eyebrows rise and blue eyes sparkle in the light. His mouth started to mouth a word and I hurriedly spoke, wanting to do this right.
"I know it isn't done, has never been done, but I could not resist. 'He' doesn't allow this sort of contact between guardians and those they watch over." I paused and looked down shyly.
"I suppose I just could not resist. I wanted to see you. Touch the things you touch, just for a little while..." I took a hesitant step towards him and then placed my hands behind my back, entreating him with my eyes. "I didn't realize it would be so cold in human form" I mumbled, looking away.
He stretched out his hand towards me. "Do you want to come inside?"
I look at him hesitantly. "You are sure I will be safe? Inside?" I took a half step forward. "I've always wanted to know what a bed felt like. I've watched you sleep at night." I pause I blush, looking away again for him to take several steps towards me. He held out his hands and smiled gently.
"I'll take good care of you" he whispered.
I smile at that and let the tips of my fingers touch his palm, careful not to place my entire hand in his, not willing to show trust just yet.
He guided me into the house and I looked at all around me. I stroked everything in sight gently, tenderly and shyly. Awe and wonderment filled my eyes and when I looked at him, heat slid in as well.
"Do you sleep?" he asked with curiosity.
"No" I replied sadly. "I've never known the softness of a bed or the dreams in which you toss. In our natural forms, we have no need for sleep...or physical joining". At this brash statement I duck my head and blush.
He chuckled warmly. "Would you like to see where I sleep?" he asked.
"Oh!" I exclaimed in excitement, hopping a little on my toes having already kicked off my sandals. My breasts bobbed and drew his eyes and I clasped my hands between them. "Could I?" I entreated him. He simply pointed with his arm and followed me down the hall, urging me onwards with his low voice the same way you would calm a skittish animal. We entered the bedroom and he closed the door behind us. I affected not to notice, enraptured by the flickering candles in the corner. The bed was huge, enough for four people side by side and tall enough I had to boost myself upwards to climb on top. I murmured excitedly as I examined it. Playfully hopping on my knees and bouncing, eyes alight with excitement.
"Do you fornicate here?" I asked him with a prim expression on my face.
"Yes" he replied simply.
"Fornication's a sin" I promptly retorted then bit my lip, looking down, heaving a delicate sigh. "I've always wondered though." I whispered, barely audible. He came towards me and lifted my chin with his fingertip, raising my eyes to his.
"Wondered what?" he whispered back. I licked my lips, suddenly nervous.
"What it would be like, to touch, to kiss." I whispered back. He stepped closer, his knees brushing up against the bed and my breasts were faint inches from his bare chest.
"Have you never kissed before?" he whispered as he traced the air in front of my cheek with his lips. I could feel his breath whispering across my skin, his lips never quite making contact with my flesh.
"No" I whimpered, hands clutched into fists at my side.
"Would you like to?" he breathed. My head tilted back as he cupped my head in his hand, lips poised over mine.
"Oh yes" I whispered to his mouth. His lips touched mine, softly. A first kiss; delicate and questing. His lips and hand at my neck were the only parts of our bodies touching the other. Slowly his mouth moved over mine. My mouth tentatively responding as a virgin would. His hand slid from my neck to cup my cheek, his thumb drawing downwards and parting my lips. As his tongue slipped inside I moaned inaudibly.
His hand slipped down my neck to cup a breast. I tore my mouth from his and looked at him, shocked, chest heaving in excitement. "You" I stammered. "You touched me!" I exclaimed.
He looked at me in puzzlement. "That's what happens in a kiss, people touch."