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The house is quiet as I sit on my bed. “Finally,” I think to myself going over whether I have everything done for the day. Kids are tucked in and sleeping upstairs in their rooms and the house is picked up.
I am all alone in my room the quiet is a relief but also painful. My husband decided to leave me. I look around at the piles of clothes and dishes filling the sink. He left nine months ago.
“You aren’t doing it for me anymore.” He tells me as he is packing up. “You are not adventurous enough during sex I’m tired of the same ole missionary position with the lights out.”
He never asked for anything different. Maybe I should have tried to spice it up. However I didn’t know till the end that he was bored.
I knew he had been cheating on me with his secretary at work. I thought it was a passing affair so I stayed for the kids. I didn’t want to bring on this pain.
The divorce proceedings are going slow he seems to be in no rush. He knows I don’t have a lot of money for the legal fees. He seems to be enjoying just leaving me waiting. The house is nice and the kids have plenty so I guess I’ll wait it out.
My secret is, a few months ago I decided to go online and at least read some stories and please myself. As I read I noticed there was a chat site. So I made a basic profile. I did put in my true features. I’m not a skinny ninny model. I am five foot five and curvy. I have 38C breasts and some pounds to go with it.
Online my size didn’t seem to matter as it seemed to attract a particular sort of man. They seemed to want to dominate and use me. I had never had any experience in this with my husband but I really seemed to enjoy it.
The divorce is only a formality so its not really cheating... is it? If I get caught then I don’t know, I’m sure my good for nothing, other than money at this point, husband will use it against me. I want to be a mother of course as I love my children. At the same time I have needs too.
The kids are sleeping yet I’m so nervous as I wonder if DomB43 will be there. We have been chatting for a while and I’ve started to look forward to our chats. I grab a glass of wine and sit in my bed and log in wondering if he’ll be there.
DomB43 is logged in, his nick visible as soon as you log in. As has been the custom, he notices that I amon fairly quickly and messages.
[20:18:30]
“Good evening, sweetheart.” -
I take a sip from the glass of wine excited to see the familiar greeting, surprised that this could happen online. My heart flutters from a simple greeting.
[20:19:56]
“Good evening, how are you doing?”
[20:20:44]
-- “I’m well, thank you... but I think we did discuss how I’d like to be referred to. Are you forgetting something? A Sir, perhaps?”
Oh no! How did I forget so quickly as I quickly type out.
[20:21:51]
“Sorry Sir, still getting used to the term. I enjoy talking to you a lot.”
[20:22:49]
“I understand, sweetheart. It makes you a bit nervous, in a good way, to talk with me, and so you were responding hastily and forgot. Is that about right?”
[20:23:17]
“Yes Sir, I can’t believe you read me so well.”
[20:24:12]
“Are the kids in bed? And have you got your glass of red wine there with you?”
[20:25:12]
“Yes Sir, you know me so well. kids have been down and out sleeping pretty well, and sipping the glass slowly.”
[20:25:55]
“What are you wearing this evening?”
“Oh my.” I think to myself he has never asked me that before. I mean I have been asked before but not by him. I debate if I should answer as it feels like he is looking through the screen.
[20:27:22]
“Oh you know just relaxing Sir.”
[20:27:39]