It was a beautiful warm evening. As I sat on the bench, the breeze made my hair dance across my face, and blew my dress up a little, revealing more thigh than it should. I held it down with my hand, and looked around to see if He was here yet.
He had told me to meet him here at 7.30. It was closer to 8pm now, and still no sign. The breeze rippled through the fabric of my dress, and my nipples twitched against the cold air.
I fidgeted on the bench. I feel so naked when He doesn't let me wear underwear. Especially when the dress he tells me to wear is a thin cotton number, with shoe-string straps and a style that that just skims my body. It's short too, and could quite easily pass as a chemise.
I hear a chain rattle behind me, and turn round quickly, to see Sir standing there, with my leash in his hand. In the other hand is my collar. Not the one I had forgotten to wear, even though I'd been instructed to, either. This was my punishment collar. It's about 2 inches wide, black, and heavily studded. Attached to it are 4 silver D rings.
I looked into his eyes, searching desperately for clues as to what he was thinking. He could see what I was thinking. My eyes said it all. I was horrified. I was annoyed with myself for forgetting the collar in the first place (how could I?), and utterly dumbstruck that He had brought this one with him, along with the leash. That leash had been used to walk me around the house. And round the garden. Once. When it was very late, and very dark. Once, when I had acted 'cocky' with him.
I soon dropped that attitude.
It was the first time I'd ever seen them outside of the privacy of our home.
I looked around, to gauge how many people were about at this time of evening. Not too many, thankfully.
He smiled at me, and passed me the collar.
'put it on, you naughty little slut'. He isn't impressed with me, I can hear it in his voice. I quickly put the collar round my neck, and tighten it so that I can feel it against my throat. My heart is beginning to pound now. I can hear it in my ears. The fear of the unknown circles around my cunt, and makes it feel damp. I can feel it against my dress.
'on your knees'. He watches as I slide off the bench and onto my knees, and then he comes to the front of me, and attaches the leash to my collar, making me hold my hair out of the way for him.
He shows me the end of the leash, which is a leather looped handle, and tells me to kiss it (as he always does). I have to kiss it passionately too. Not a quick peck, how you might kiss your Nan. I close my eyes, and brush my lips against the leather, inhaling deeply as I do. I love the smell of leather; it makes me instantly horny. I open my mouth and kiss the strap, using my lips, tongue and teeth to show Sir how much I love my leash.
I'm fully aware of my cunt now, because it's throbbing against itself, against this public display of humiliation. I daren't open my eyes, in case someone somewhere can see me.
Sir grabs the strap backs, and then slaps me across the cheek with it. It stings. I gasp in shock. I wasn't expecting that. I don't like the way I feel now. I look down to the ground, tears in my eyes.
There's something about a slap to the face that makes me feel so very small.
'I am very disappointed in you this evening, slut. I had a lovely evening planned for you and that tree there', and he pointed a large tree that lay to the edge of the woods, about 20 feet away from us. 'But seeing as how you were mindless enough to forget your collar, I think I shall have to put into practise plan B. But don't worry, it will still involve that tree'.
My eyes stay on the ground.
'lets walk', and he tugs gently on the leash. As I reach forward to get onto my hands and knees, I become very aware that my dress isn't hiding anything. IF there was anyone behind me, they would have caught a very good glimpse of my shaven cunt and arsehole. A whimper escaped from my throat. Sir tugged harder on the leash.
'Come on bitch, we haven't got all night. Why are you fidgeting? Do you need to use the toilet?'.
I shake my head and manage a 'no Sir'. I start 'walking', as slowly and steadily as I can, trying to prevent my dress riding up my arse any more than it has already.
I don't know what's more embarrassing - having my most private holes on display like this, or to display them in their obvious state of horniness. The juices emitting from me are making my cunt glisten under the sunset.
Sir walks a little faster, and I find I'm having to 'trot' in order to keep up with him.
He stops by the tree he pointed out earlier. It's more secluded here. At least I might be saved from too much shame by the shadows that the trees are casting.
Sir points to a spot on the ground, where the grass is quite long, and tells me I may go to the toilet there, if I need to.
'I don't need to Sir', I tell him softly.
'Well that's a shame, because I need you to. I need to see you pissing in the park, like everyone else's slut does. Now piss for me'.
I can feel my cheeks start to blush. I move to the patch of grass that Sir pointed to, and cock my leg up against the tree, just as he had showed me when we were at home, in our bedroom, and I was kneeling on the plastic sheet. I can't seem to make anything come out.
'I can't do it Sir' I whimper.
Maybe it will help if you get into your role more slut. Bark a little for me.'
I let out a few very quiet and shaky 'woof's, not daring to take my eyes off the ground.
Still nothing comes.
'Maybe it will help if I piss too slut?' he asks. Maybe it will. Before I can think anymore about it, I can feel warm liquid in my hair, dripping down onto my face and then to the grass. My back and shoulders are lightly sprayed with urine as I finally let a trickle of piss out of me. It runs slowly down my leg, but then as it gushes faster, it sprays up my leg, onto my stomach and onto the grass below my knees.
I feel so utterly dirty now. I think I want to cry. My face is pushed to the ground, into the puddle of piss we have just made and as I try to wriggle out of it, he holds me there with one hand. My dress is wet; I can feel it cold against my skin. My ass is sticking out proudly – it's his favourite position; face to the floor, arse in the air - just proudly enough for Sir to take a tube of KY, and squeeze the contents into my asshole.
I can feel it filling me up. Cold. Filling. I want to struggle with him, because I'm acutely aware of how I look to a passer-by. Like a dirty little slut, covered in piss, and about to take a good anal fucking. But I can't struggle. I have to hold the jelly where it is. As I concentrate on the muscles in my arse, everything changes. I forget that I'm in a public place. I forget how naked I am. I forget how dirty and wet I look.
Sir runs his fingers along the slit of my cunt, and whispers to me that I am wetter than he's ever felt before. I whimper something – I feel embarrassed at how horny I feel. I know that whatever he wanted me to do for him now, I'd do.