I have this fantasy...
I'd be there, in your town, living in a little apartment somethere, working at a job, taking care of myself and business. Nobody but you and I knowing that the reason I turned down very flirtation, every hungry, lusty eye, every offer for dinner or a movie, was because I belong to you.
I'd love, when we chatted in room, knowing that you were in reality only minutes away from me. Knowing, that just last night, you'd taken me hard and satisfyingly...or knowing, you'd be stopping by at 6 to fuck me before a breakfast meeting.
This particular night, since we had no plans to see each other, I'd gone out with the girl's from work, a few drinks at the local bar, a lil dancing.
Or maybe dinner at that Mexican place, mmmmm I love Mexican food. A few Margaritas, maybe a single shot of tequila-sans the worm please.
Get home a little late, giddy with good times with good friends, and those few drinks not helping to settle me down any.
I walk in the door, stripping off my constricting work clothes as I make my way to my tiny bedroom; heels kicked off barely past the swing of my front door, skirt sliding down a few feet beyond, silky blouse tossed casually on the couch, hated bra slipping free seconds later.
I wish I could just go without the damn thing, giggle a bit, knowing exactly what your response would be to the idea of me going out and about with my perpetually taut nipples pressing revealingly against the silk of my blouse, the cotton of my casual tanks and T's.
I make my way into my bedroom, now clad only in my silky bikini panties and the nylons that matched the day's outfit.
I start up my computer as I slide the nylons down my long legs, shimmy the panties over my ass and down my thighs and reach for a nightie.
Hmmmm, the tight red silk one that molds my tits the way a lover's hands would, or the short, almost "demume" cotton baby doll with the eyelits and lace?
I sit down in front of my computer, a smile slipping easily into place, because I know you will be there, my lover, my passion-my Sir.
As always it takes a while to get in to the chat, and your IM doesn't pop up on my screen, so I correctly assume you expect me to come to the room.
You deeply enjoy the fact that it was you who tamed the wild, wanton katt.
I get into chat, click onto the room, my eyes drawn unerringly down the list to your name.
I cross the "room" with casual, content grace to kneel happily beside you.
"Hello baby." You greet me and pull me up into your virtual lap.
I purr my pleasure, and curl up contentedly in your lap.
But as I've mentioned, I'm in a giddy mood and those few drinks aren't helping any.
You speak with friends.
And I slowly begain to bounce and pounce around the room with a bit too much kittenish verve. I'm not really misbehaving. I'm yours, and I don't want any other, but my casual, joking, teasing attitude is begaining to displease you.
Suddenly, with no warning, you disappear from the room. I blink at the screen for a sec, then think damn, you must have been booted.
But when I pop over to MSN, I see that it shows your status as being offline.
Well that sucks, I sulk to myself. I was looking forward to playing with you either on IM or over the phone.
Oh well, something must have come up.