The bells ring and the crowd cheers. The bells ring and Mistress is disappointed.
A fine, silk blindfold covered my eyes. A ruffle of big skirts under big dresses, the click of heels on the marble floor and the whipping of capes against men's backs are all I hear. The smell of sex, sweat and champagne fills my nostrils.
The bells mustn't move. I mustn't move. I mustn't displease my Mistress. My chant, mantra: no movement, no sound, no punishment, no pain.
The muscles in my arms pull and burn, bound and tightened almost unnaturally across my back. My knees are pulled high and wide, forcing me to squat low atop a plinth just wide enough to stand on. My toes grip the edge painfully. My unseeing eyes guess the height and hope the fall is not too far.
Had I fallen, the humiliation would be unbearable. The pain I could take, but the crying laughter of the outnumbering audience if my bound body drops into an exposing heap ... I could not stand it.
The harsh bonds linked around my knees and elbows hold me beautifully, making it impossible for my muscles to relax, yet depend on them for balance.
A thick knotted rope hangs from a hook at the back my collar -- a sign that I am my Mistress', tamed and obedient and favoured -- it runs down my spine, through my parted buttocks, around and up between my breasts and latched onto a hook under my chin. With each intake of breath two knots rub and press against my exposed clit and cunt causing shivers, as I command my twitching hips to be still.
Don't let the bells chimes. Please no! No movement, no sound, no punishment, no pain. I breathe in time with each internal command.
Sweat and tears wet my blindfold. The bells had silenced since I was placed on my pedestal, wrapped carefully around my body on invisible strings, by invisible hands. Their cold mental -- balanced on my neck, above and below my breasts, across my back, hanging from my navel, around my parted legs and dangling from my knees -- no longer swayed, desperately silent.
Don't move! Cannot move! Mustn't move! I chant again secretly in my mind.
A curtain is lifted around me and I am seen by the unseen.
Why couldn't Mistress have gagged me? To cry out now would be disastrous. Gags were a security, something to focus on. She was testing me again as she always did.
The crowd -- Lord and Ladies -- were in silent awe. Some sighed or gasped. Some began to whisper. A clap of hands sounded then another and another. Soon the whole audience joined in and were cheering. My heart fluttered at their pride and pleasure, overriding the deep humiliation.
The roar deafened my ears but I endured, I had no choice. In this opportunity I could have moved, adjusted my feet to stop the pain. I dared not, Mistress would notice.
My heart no longer beat, but vibrated. I had been exposed thoroughly by Mistress in the past, alone and amongst all the other pets she possessed. Now however, was entirely different. I was her prize, the one she wanted to show off. All her high ranking friends of society were here to see the entertainment. I could not fail her, I would not. She had made me subservient and beautiful and I loved her for it.
Fear was always present, but never allowed to consume. I stood strong and firm, holding my tongue and letting the silent tears fall freely.
"Why Mistress Merrick, you've out done yourself." A voice called out clear through the rabble.
I strained my ears for a response. Where are you Mistress? Let me hear you.
"Beautiful. Simply beautiful."
"You're too kind Lady Leopold."
Mistress! Speak again I beg you.
"May I ask what purpose the bells serve?"
Before my Mistress could respond another Lady interjected.
"Why I believe it is a game of endurance and temptation, is it not Mistress Merrick? This ravishing girl has been instructed to be unmoving, lest she make the bells chime, am I right?"
"Perceptive as always, Lady Hancock."
"But how is that a fair game? This girl belongs to you, Mistress Merrick. She could be there for hours with your instruction."
"Ah! Mistress! Does this mean you're allowing us to play with your pet? She endures as we tempt?"
I held my breath.
"As I said Lady Hancock: very perceptive."
A girly squeal came from Lady Leopold, "Ah, Mistress Merrick, you're too wonderful, too kind." With a great ruffle of skirts she approached.
Terror's hold tightened on my throat. Others had touched me, played with me. I had fucked and been fucked by every man and woman in Mistress' possession, but they had been pets, these were men and women with the same, or if possible, higher expectations than Mistress. They knew and experienced pleasure as she did. Well, almost. Mistress was the queen as her kind, so it was said and I knew it to be true.
"I'm not sure I dare ... such a precious thing ..." Lady Leopold breathed, warming my face. I inhaled her perfume. Champagne fizzed near my ear.
"May I, Mistress Merrick?"
Silence.
"Of course."
My heart thrashed in my ribcage, but the bells didn't ring. The aching in my feet, my muscles and my open straining legs were becoming more unbearable by the second. I was painfully aware of how much I craved the touch of this woman. Any woman. Anyone.
Touch me! Make me feel something other than the bonds and the ropes and the fear of the bells. Unable to plead with my voice, my body or even my eyes I screamed inside my head.
Lady Leopold's fingers made contact, carefully tracing the flesh of my inner thigh, avoiding the bells. Nothing coy about Lady Leopold. Her hands seemed uncommonly cold against my sweating skin. Cold from holding her drink maybe?
Her fingertips glided around to the back of my straining legs, teasing the tender flesh. I ground my teeth. Her hand continued to travel, reaching and grasping my left buttock firmly in one hand and a breast in the other.
"Such beautiful fruit ... I want to taste ..." Her Ladyship's tongue gently flicked my hardened nipple, so hot compared to her hands. Her thumb came back and hooked around the knotted rope and pulled.
My toes were numb, pressing harder to the edge of my plinth, against the feel of the knots rubbing my sensitive clit, already dripping cunt and exposed arsehole. I didn't flinch.
"No fair."
Lady Leopold's teeth bit down on my nipple and her lips pulled the breast high then let it go sharply.
My heart stopped. The bells rang.
No! It wasn't me Mistress!
Everywhere was silent.
"Now, now Lady Leopold. No cheating."
Mistress!
Small laughter broke out in the crowd. With a swaying of her dress Lady Leopold was gone.
"Let the party continue."
Somewhere an orchestra started up, quiet enough for the bells to be heard. No chiming instruments.
Over the course of the party many more fingers, hands and mouths sort to seduce me, move me, make me cry out, come. But after, what seemed like hours, the bells remained silent. The knotted rope cutting up my body was soaked with my fluids, guests' saliva and the champagne a guest had poured over my face.
Through the low music I heard the cries and moans of the doubtless other present slaves that served the Lords and Ladies. They served naked, wearing only a collar about their necks, offering drinks, food or themselves and judging from the sounds of their crying voices, the odd swish of a whip through the air and the laughter and insults or praise of the guests, the ball room was no doubt filled with them.
In my bondage I envied them as they allowed the Lords and Ladies to bend them over tables or sit them between their legs or sit them on their lap. I was the prize of this party I reassured myself, proof of my worth and obedience.
"I yield to you Mistress." The voice of Lord Berthwood sounded, "You truly are a master, maybe the best I've ever encountered."
I'd have breathed a sigh of relief had I dared. Was it over? Had I succeeded?
A round of applause broke out.
I had done it.
But the clapping stopped as quickly as it had started. Fear crept closer to me again.