Facing the mirror looking at myself I think I look younger. I still have a pretty face. My long blond hair is laying over my large breasts. Ok, it isn't snow white like Debbie's anymore but it's still blond. Eric had loved playing these tits. I still look kinda slender as I turn sideways. Yeah, my tits are looking a little bigger now too.
Now my ass, I mean my ass is still small and tight, working out at the Y helps with that. The only thing really different now is that rather large baby bump in front of me. I rubbed it. Pregnant again at 38. Yep, Didn't take long. Young boy cum knocked me up real fast.
So how did I get pregnant again? Knocked up by an 18 year old? Well, It is a rather long and complex story. Hard to believe it all myself but things really started last year. Debbie had come home after less than one year of college. She was pregnant at 18 just like her mom had been. Then she had a toe head baby girl a few months back.
You know from my previous revelations that was recently divorced and that I had started dating again last summer. I like to call it that. It wasn't the flowers, dinner movie kinda dating. I didn't want that, I can buy my own dinners. It was watching those young hot bods at the Y that started my fire back up. Then that young Eric started coming over and fucking me regularly. He was so cute and I was so eager for him and like a kid he couldn't get enough of my sweet treats. Then there were the bad boys Randy and Wayne. They were aggressive and started using me. I could claim I didn't want that but I did. I guess I was catching up with all the fun I missed being married because I enjoyed it as much as they did.
I had been using the pill so I didn't have any issues with pregnancy. I mean I really though about Eric giving me a baby but I wasn't ready to let go of Randy and Wayne. They really knew how to team a woman hard. I couldn't resist them. Of course over a short time they disappeared and Eric got married to young Lilly so things all fell apart and I decided to behave for awhile.
Well, except I still couldn't help peaking in the boys shower. I'd stand in the corner and rub my cunny till I burst. I just made sure I was careful and never caught again.
*******
Last summer Debbie and I were out shopping for her newborn at the mall when I spotted Eric. I went into a panic as he came over. Debbie had never known what happened while she was away at college. She didn't know about Eric and I.
I tried to look away and leave but he came right up to us. I went into a panic. Mainly because I didn't want her to know and secondly because I just melted whenever he was around. Then he walked right up to Debbie and not me.
"Debbie, its so nice to see you again," he said.
"Eric, oh my god, you look great." She replied. They had been in high school together.
I was relieved he hadn't been coming up to me but I was still worried what he might say.
"So do you," he told her, "you look fantastic. What have you been up to? I can see you've had a baby," he said. "So cute," as he got down to rub her little head. I was sweating.
Eric made me so hot still. His long blond curly hair and that nice tan. I could see he was still working the weights somewhere too. He still had that hard muscular body. It was terrible when I had to give him up. I had flashes of that hard naked body on top of me. He was so young and fucking was so natural, so new and so much fun for him.
"You remember mom," said Debbie as I smiled.
"Oh yes, I've seen her at the Y," he said. "Nice to see you again."
"Yes," I replied. Still sweating. I held his gaze up until Debbie broke with conversation. He still seemed to have those little boy looks and mannerisms about him that drove me wild.
"So I heard you got married," she said as I stepped away and tried to act interested in a little girl gown while I listened intently.
The marriage with Lily went bust. Eric had a bachelor pad with a guy friend and he and Debbie parted with an exchange of phone numbers. I calmed down as he walked away.
When Debbie pushed the stroller to the changing room, Eric came back. He startled me from behind. We were buried behind the clothing racks and I turned away hoping to escape him but he approached from behind. His right hand cupped my pussy and his left grabbed my breast. He pulled me close and I felt his cock against my lower back. He was a lot taller than I and he felt free to grab me. "You look real good Lori, I missed you," he whispered.
Just being held by him made my cunny wet.
"Expect me to be calling you soon," he added. I didn't know how to answer. I had a large lump in my throat. I would have been glad to go see him now I knew he was still in town.
He rubbed my pussy softly and whispered, "I still remember what you said that last night," he said. "You know, I really miss my slut."
He let go, smiled as he looked me over and he walked away. My legs felt wobbly. He could have stripped me right there and I would have let him fuck me.
Oh my god, that last night, that night I was desperate. I was on my knees as he stood there and explained we were over. I had just sucked out his load trying to please him, trying to make him change his mind.
"You can still see me, you can still come over," I had said in a pleading voice almost crying.
"You can have a wife and a slut too," I said, desperate not to lose him.
"Lily and I are in love," he said, "were going to get married and have a family."
I looked in his eyes, "you can breed me," I said, "you can breed me and I'll have your babies. You can stay married and I'll be your breeding slut. You can get me pregnant, I wont tell."
Oh my, I felt so ashamed. I had degraded myself begging this boy half my age to breed me on the side. I couldn't accept that Lily had won him from me and he was gone. If he wanted babies I would have them.
Now I was stunned as I watched him walk away. What did he mean? Did he plan to come back to me? I was shaking with anticipation.
*******
Well the next couple months went fast. The dating and whirlwind romance, then the unexpected trip to Vegas and the weekend wedding.
No. Not me.
Seems I should have been more careful what I wished for. When I first saw Eric I had wished Eric and Debbie would become a couple. That was long ago. Then a few weeks back I started to panic when they started dated. I sweated it out when he slept with her but when they returned from Vegas married I was in panic. I almost lost my mind.
I appeared very happy and I was real glad Debbie had never known about us. She stayed at his place and I took care of the baby while she worked. I would have to adjust, I would have to accept he was now her husband. Then one day I came home to find him living with us.
"You didn't ask," I said to Debbie while he was at work.
"Ask? Mom I know your late on your car payments, the property taxes and your cards are maxed out. He's got a great job and he'll be paying most of that."
I was quiet. She was right, I had been worried about money. I was so glad when he stepped up and paid every thing. I still lusted for him, my daughters husband. It pained me when they closed the door at night. He was mine, I had fucked him first.
The next few weeks Eric was gone 3 or 4 days a week at work. Debbie took a bartending job and I sat with the baby while she did the town and I know she was doing it too because she never came home before sunrise.
One evening we had a big argument.
"You need to stop screwing around," I said, "take care of your husband. He's got needs and you wont be happy when someone else takes care of them for him."
"Why don't you take care of him?" she yelled back, "you did before."
"Yeah, he told me mom, he told me all about it. I don't care, I'm young and I want to have fun. That's what I'm going to do," as she slammed the door and got in the car and drove away for the night. She knew, Oh my God, she knew.
A couple hour later Eric came home. He was expected to be gone that night but he returned a day early. I dreaded being alone in the house with him. I was so weak around him.
I had to cover for Debbie. "She's at Tina's," I said. "They're probably drinking again," she asked me to watch the baby till morning." I said, hoping he'd understood. It was all true but I had no idea who she was sleeping with over there. She spent a lot of time with Tina.
"Eric," I said, "what are you doing, how could you move in here? Debbie said you told her. What is going on with you two?"
"Yeah," he said, "she knows about us. Everything is good between us."
He walked up to me and brushed my hair to the side. He was a whole foot taller than I. "You are so beautiful Lori," He said,
"No," I said adamantly, "stay back, you're married to my daughter. Its just not right you living in this house, here with me," as I stuttered trying to explain what I couldn't understand myself. I just knew that I felt the heat inside me when he was close. I knew I was weak around him. my daughter's husband. I prayed he'd stay away.
"Yes," he said as he came up so close behind me. "I have a wife but my wife's not here to take care of me," as he put his arms around me, I melted, then he finished, "isn't that what my slut is for."
Yeah, he had remembered. I told him he needed to keep his slut even when he was married. A slut can be used when the wife's not around. That's what I had told him when I needed him. Desperate for his strong boy cock.
That night even after he had said goodbye I let him enter me. use me to cum in one last time, Then I said "And I'll always be your slut Eric, whenever you need me, you can use me." Then he came deep inside me again that night he left me. I still remember that trembling orgasm he gave me.
Oh now I really regretted those words. He was married to my daughter, living here and now he reminded me what I had promised him back then. I should have told him that things had changed. I should have said I didn't feel that way anymore, but I did and he knew it.
It was obvious he wanted to use his slut tonight. He was married to my daughter. I should have slapped him, I should have pushed him away, but I always loved Eric, He made my cunny cream so fast. He had been mine before he was hers. My Eric. she took him from me.