My name is Iris. After my husband died in a work accident, I received a hefty compensation package plus life insurance. I was suddenly a widow with two sons, 19 year old Jay and 18 year old Billy. They live with me, and they both work and help around the house. I paid off our mortgage with the settlement, invested a large sum and then decided to treat myself to some plastic surgery.
My breasts, although large and full, were sagging after having two children. I always wanted to restore their youthful firmness and smoothness. I was very busty as a young woman, and I missed the attention my cleavage brought. I also decided to go with an enlargement. At 39, I missed my husband, but I was also hoping to enjoy myself as a widow.
Recovery from surgery was traumatic. I was covered in bruises and in pain. My nipples were numb at first. The feeling came back slowly. Only after three weeks did the sensation begin to return. It scared me, as my nipples are one of my most erogenous zones. After a month, the bruising subsided and I could take a look at my transformation.
One evening after dinner I undressed in my bedroom and examined myself in the full-length mirror. My waist is still small, although I have stretch marks on my belly. My legs are shapely and my butt looks good for my age. Now my breasts are restored to their youthful firmness and even improved upon. I caressed my nipples. I was pleased to feel electric tingles running down to my clit. It was a relief to know the nerves had not been permanently damaged.
I kept touching my breasts as my clit hardened and stuck out. I wondered what my sons thought of my new figure. I had found my underwear and even a bra under their beds, soaked in cum. Their computer histories were littered with sites like "Slut Milfs", "Horny Stepmoms" and "Big Tit Moms". I knew my boys had healthy sexual appetites. I didn't mind them using my underwear if it helped them get relief. I wondered if my boob job made them more aware of their mother as a sexual being.
It's natural for boys to fantasize about their mom. They feel comfortable around her and they notice her body as their sexuality develops. They catch glimpses of her naked or bending over them at night with her breasts poking through her nightie. If they masturbate thinking about their mom's body what's the harm? Two handsome guys at the peak of their sexual development find me hot enough to fantasize about, why should that bother me?
Thoughts of my sons masturbating in my bras and panties kept running through my mind as I looked at my breasts and touched my nipples. I pushed my shaved pussy out, showing her off in the mirror. Would my sons like to see me like this? They already enjoyed my smell. What if I let them see my bare pussy and these tits when we said goodnight. Would that help them get a good night's sleep?
I kept touching myself, watching my big tits bounce provocatively in the mirror. Wasn't I just as hot as any "slut milf" or "big-tit mom" on the porn sites? The boys were in their rooms down the hall. I slept beside them every night, my body all soft, fragrant and juicy under the covers. I rubbed my clit harder, imagining my sons watching me. Would they masturbate if they saw me like this? I imagined them jerking their cocks fast and hard and I came hard, grinding my hips and trying to stifle my moans of pleasure.
I was surprised at myself as the waves subsided. I hadn't felt so aroused since my husband was alive. Since his death, I have often felt guilty thinking about other men. It felt like I was cheating on my late husband's memory. Perhaps that's why I was fantasizing about the boys. They are part of both of us, but they take after their dad.
Later that night, I couldn't stop thinking about my sons seeing my new tits. I put on a skimpy nightie and went down the hall to Billy's room. I knocked gently, not wanting to wake him. Hearing nothing, I turned the handle and slipped into his room. Billy was asleep, lying on his side, his face towards me. I tiptoed across the room and knelt by his bed to kiss him goodnight. Kneeling by his face, feeling his breath, my nipples hardened until they were stiff and tingling. I sat up and pushed my breasts out, until they were inches from his mouth. I wanted to feel his lips on me. I needed a man to get horny for my big tits and use me. I slipped my hand under Billy's sheet and put my fingers under the waistband of his boxers. His cock was soft, but it felt big. I stroked it, feeling it unfold and stiffen in my hand. Billy reminded me of Charlie and his big thing. I masturbated Billy gently. Then I freed my breasts from my nightie and touched my aching nipples to Billy's lips. Before I made him cum and woke him up, I tore myself away. I was tempted to go in Jay's room, but I didn't want to push my luck and risk being caught. I went back to my room, took off my nightie and lay on the bed, caressing my nipples and my clit. I imagined pulling back the sheets and seeing Jay naked with a hard-on. I would caress Jay's naked cock with my nipples and if he woke up I'd let him tit fuck me. That got me very horny and I had two nice orgasms before I fell asleep.
If anyone influenced me to get my breast enhancement, it was my cousin Charlene. She's two years older than me and never married or had kids. She had her breasts enlarged three years ago and they look fabulous. Charlene is an ambitious person. She was never going to be tied down by a man. After a long career as a successful seamstress and dressmaker, she was hired by a high-end swimsuit manufacturer to create individual, tailored swimwear and lingerie for super-rich women. Her job took her all over the world and she had recently returned from Dubai where she was making swimwear and lingerie for the wives of Saudi oil billionaires.
"Under their burkas, these ladies wear the sexiest underwear," she told me. "They can't go to the beach or be seen in a bikini, but they have mansions with giant saunas and indoor pools and walled gardens with Olympic-size pools they hardly even use. The extravagance is unreal! They pay me a fortune to come to their houses and tailor bespoke swimwear and lingerie that no-one ever sees but them and their husbands."
I invited Charlene to stay with me for the weekend and told her I wanted her to make me some bras and bikinis. Summer was beginning I was having trouble finding swimsuits that fit my breasts and DDD bras that weren't for pregnant women. When Charlene arrived we took the boys out for dinner, and I saw them eyeing her cleavage. She noticed and called them on it.
"You like my boobs boys?" She asked, "What do you think of your mom's new look? Isn't she fabulous?"
The boys nodded and smiled. They weren't used to being spoken to so directly. They began concentrating on their burgers and Charlene winked at me. After we left the restaurant, we went straight home. The boys went to their rooms and Charlene and I went to my bedroom so she could measure me.
"I can't wait to see how they look," she said. "You really went big and it suits you darling. You're even bigger than me."
"Do you mind if I see your breasts," Charlene, I said. "I never saw them in the flesh and now that I've had surgery, I'm interested in comparing."
"Of course," Charlene said, unbuttoning her fitted shirt. "You show me yours, I'll show you mine."
We both took off our tops and bras. Charlene's breasts were amazing! They are huge, firm and slightly conical, tapering out to a point at the dark nipples and sticking out dramatically above her trim waist. She has no stretch marks on her belly and looks incredibly youthful for 41 with no noticeable wrinkles or sagging flesh.
"My God, Iris," Charlene said, stepping closer to my breasts, "You look incredible. They are perfect! Even bigger than mine, and so sexy! You're going to have men lining up to date you!"
"Yeah," I said, "I'm still getting over Charlie, you know, but when the time is right I hope to find someone."
"I know you're still grieving," Charlene said, "But you know what they say. The best way to get over one man is get under another one."
Charlene kept her top off as she measured me carefully from every angle, around the circumference, over my shoulders, and from various angles. As she took notes and got in close, holding the tape, her nipples brushed mine. I was surprised by the thrill of arousal our contact gave me. Charlene also ran her soft hands over both my breasts carefully tracing their shape. Her fingers lingered on my nipples and she had a way of teasing them that made my clitoris stand out and demand attention. I noticed Charlene's pointy nipples were also swollen and hard.
"I can't help it Iris," Charlene breathed at one point, "your breasts excite me. I think you're feeling that way too, are you?"
"Yes," I breathed, "You've got me all wet and my clit is tingling. I so want a guy to use these tits."
"Can I?" Charlene asked.
"Yes," I said, "Please kiss them!"
Charlene tossed her tape and notebook on the dresser. She stepped closer and began touching my breasts gently, running her fingertips all over them and caressing my stiff nipples. The tingling in my clit increased almost unbearably.
"Oh my God," I moaned, "My pussy is so aroused. I need to touch it."
"Let me," Charlene whispered. She slid her hand inside my panties and rubbed my clit. "Does that feel good? I'm going to finger you baby, I want to feel you cum."
Charlene slid her middle finger inside my dripping slit. Her big firm breasts were swaying against mine and the feel of our nipples touching was driving me crazy.