"Officer Smithson?"
I raised my head, seeing the police chief at the end of my desk. "Yes, ma'am?"
"I need you to come with for a second." She must have seen the look on my face, for she smiled and gave a gesture of calm. "Don't be alarmed. I just have some good news to share with you."
I scooted my chair back and moved around my desk to follow. Several of my colleagues, their desks lined in rows along the coffee-stained, comm-chatter-filled interior of the police station, gave me thumbs ups. My partner, Beckett, even gave me a big grin and a cheering motion.
Whatever the news was, I got the feeling it would make my day.
"Sit down," announced the Chief Jeffers. She gestured to the chair across from her desk.
I did, folding my hands across my lap. "What's this about, ma'am?"
"I'll get right to the point." She'd never been one for pleasantries. "You've done an exceptional job this year. We're promoting you to Commander." We had a large department, which meant I would have oversight of a pretty big conglomerate. "Congratulations." She offered her hand for a shake.
"Thank you, Chief." Though the news came as a surprise, I tended to be a pretty controlled guy. I kept my emotions under wraps. I shook her hand professionally.
She chuckled. "You're allowed to look at least a
little
glad, you know."
I offered a slight upturn at the corners of my mouth, which I hoped would pass for a smile.
"At any rate, I don't want to keep you. Just wanted to pass on the good news."
"Thank you, ma'am. I appreciate it."
I got up, and she as well, walking with my back to my desk. We chatted about some issues in the department, things she hoped I could take a look at under my new watch. I agreed and said I'd get on it right away.
As I sat back down, I scooted my chair in, Chief Jeffers standing nearby. I looked up to see her gaze drifting to the photo on my desk. It was my daughter, Rebecca, standing against a verdant forest background, dressed in professional attire. It was the most recent photo she had sent me. I thought she looked beautiful, with vibrant red hair falling in waves around her shoulders, her blue eyes bright and smiling. She looked confident and poised, her arms crossed slightly over her breasts. "Is that your daughter?" the chief asked curiously.
"It is. It was taken right before she got her first job."
"Here?"
"Yes, at a tech firm downtown."
"Ahhh." The chief smiled. "She's very attractive. You must be proud."
"I'm very proud."
As Chief Jeffers walked away, I turned my gaze back to the photo.
She has no idea.
I was proud of my daughter, yes — but I'd also harbored very deep feelings for her, for a long time. Feelings I had kept to myself, dealing with them by a few too many glasses of wine on the weekends. No one knew — not even her mother, who had divorced me seven years ago. Not that I would have told
her
, anyway.
I gazed at the picture another moment, my heart swelling with emotion. I loved my daughter. I was
in
love with her, though no one knew it. That was forbidden, taboo. I would go to my grave with that secret. But I would also do everything I could to protect her, to ensure her safety and well-being. She was my pride and joy; the apple of my eye.
I smiled and thought,
Honey, you'd sure be proud of me right now, if you knew.
I didn't want to bother her, though, so I didn't pick up the phone to call. Maybe I could contact her sometime next week, when I knew she'd have a bit of time off.
****
"Situation on 5th and Dunn St."
The comm crackled, a call coming in on emergency radio. I was coming back from the coffee machine and turned to Beckett, who was thumbing through her files nearby.
"What's going on?"
"Code 1. Low priority." Beckett wasn't paying much attention.
I glanced toward the speaker, then shrugged and headed back to my desk.
"Situation on 5th and Dunn," the comm repeated a few minutes later. "Code 3. Suspect is an adult male, black hair, tall and slim. Caller is female: last name Smithson. Need an officer on the scene right now."
My heart froze.
Smithson?
Rebecca.
Her mother had moved to Pennsylvania. Which meant my daughter and I were the only two
Smithsons
in town. It could have been someone unrelated, but the man she was with, the suspect — that was her ex-boyfriend, Robert.
I'd never liked him.
"I'll handle this." I grabbed my jacket and keys, heading down to my vehicle.
****
Twenty minutes later I arrived on scene, my lights flashing, the siren winding down as I pulled up behind them.
5th and Dunn, as it turned out, was a remote intersection on the outer city limits. Dunn merged with the highway, so the occasional truck or car passed by, but otherwise, Rebecca and Robert were out here alone.
As I pulled up, I saw the two of them to the side of her car. It was a black sedan, the windows pulled down. They were arguing, Robert pacing back and forth, gesticulating angrily. Rebecca was pressed into the side of the car, glaring at him, her arms crossed.
I watched for a moment, tense. They'd broken up a few years ago. Something about that guy had always rubbed me the wrong way. He and Rebecca had often argued, and I'd never understood what she saw in him. The day she'd told me they were breaking up, I heaved a sigh of relief. "You can do better, honey," I'd told her.
"You're right, dad," she'd said fiercely. "I know I can."
Now, here he was, just inches away from my daughter and possibly violent. I reached for the safety on my gun — but then stopped, knowing that was premature. I got out of the car, closing the door and approaching with caution.
"Step away from the vehicle, please," I ordered.
Rebecca looked up in surprise, recognizing me. She quickly complied, though Robert simply glared. "Fuck off," he shot back.
Oh, boy.
This was going to be fun. "Step away from the vehicle, please." I said it firmly, not escalating my voice yet. I wanted to avoid a fight if possible — though part of me secretly wanted to beat the crap out of this guy.
Robert looked me over, then sneered.
Drunk, I bet.
"Or what?"
I walked up to him, seeing the slight glaze in his eyes and sway of his body.
Yeah, drunk, for sure.
"Sir, I'll need you to come back to my car with me. We need to perform a breath analysis."
"You think I've been
drinking
?"
I glanced past him to Rebecca, who gave me a vehement nod. "I
know
you have."
"I can do what I want." His speech slurred a little. He turned away from me, heading menacingly toward Rebecca.
That was all I needed. Instinct took hold and I stepped up behind him, taking his arm and pulling it behind. He bucked and writhed with surprising strength — but I was stronger. "Get off me," he snarled. He tried to wriggle out of my grasp — and, seeing that he couldn't, raised his foot and slammed it down on top of mine.
Pain shot through me, radiating up my foot and through my tibia. I had been trained to ignore pain, though. Without so much as a grimace, I clasped his arms tighter, reaching for my cuffs. He was faster than I expected. That one move gave him the opportunity to jerk himself forward, making me lose my grasp. Instead of fighting
me
, though, he went for Rebecca. With a malicious snarl, he put his hands around her throat, making her eyes go wide in shock and pain.
She clutched him, trying to escape. The sight made everything in my body go cold. Instinct took hold, a raging beast rising within. In spite of all my training, all the years I had spent dedicated to
never
losing control, the sight of my daughter being assaulted was too much. My jaw clenched. I lunged forward, grabbing Robert's arms and tearing him off her. Surprised by my sudden force, he staggered back, caught off guard. My mind a haze of frozen violence, I slammed my first forward into his jaw.
I heard the crunch of bone and saw blood splatter. He crumpled to the ground in a heap.
I stood there over him for a moment, breathing hard. The protective, angry trance that had come over me slowly faded.