I was laying on my bed playing with my nice thick 7 incher, at least that what my girlfriend Ally calls it, it was hard and I was going as slow as I could before the inevitable explosion, but I wasn't thinking of her.
I was thinking of my mother.
Why I had got this fixation with her was down to the fact that since I was in puberty I had wanted to play with her, I had no real idea of what sex was in those days just like any growing boy, but I just always wanted to touch her and play with her body.
This progressed to sexual desire as I grew older, but despite my efforts to entice by subterfuge, subtle touches, gentle rubbing up to, telling her that I loved her, sitting close to her on the sofa, hugging her it just fell on deaf ears it seems, she seemed oblivious to everything I tried.
I had to be careful because my old man still lived with us although we all knew it was for appearances only.
My older sister Sally had married ASAP to get away from the friction, but I was okay with it all I just wanted my mother that's all.
The head of my dick started to tingle as I got closer to ejaculation, I concentrated on fucking my mum senseless, and I blew my wad into the waiting tissues.
I let my self recover for a couple of minutes and thought once more of a hundred ways to get into her pants and give her the love I know she needs, because her and the old man haven't slept in the same room since Sally moved out and vacated her bedroom.
Mum is what people call a 'looker' a MILF, she is hot, obvious to all who see her, my friends would love to and even have asked me if I would mind if they made a move on her, to which my answer always was, you try it pal and you'll end up in hospital, I wanted her for myself so no one was going to be allowed near her, only me!
She married my dad before her 18th birthday because she was pregnant with Sally and she is exactly 20 years older than me; I was born on her birthday.
Still young in her ways and the way she dresses, I've heard people and her friends admit that they would say that she looks under 30 never mind being 38.
She is Jeanette, or Jeannie still got her long brown hair, it looks like she has always just stepped out of the salon.
Lovely face, sensuous lips, big dark brown eyes, lashes to suit, great body lovely tits that I have seen on occasions with proud sticky up and out nipples that left me drooling, and stands at about 5ft 4" tall,
I was beginning to resign myself to never achieving my goal; it wasn't as though I could discuss my problems with anyone was it?
'Hi Joe (my best mate) I want to fuck my mother whaddya think, any ideas how to?'
As if!
Then the following day my best mate Joe called me and said he had picked up some old porno video tapes and did I want to watch them with him later on. To which I replied, 'sure I'll see you this afternoon okay?'
I went to his house down the road about 1:00pm Saw his mother who is also an MILF but not as good as mine, Joe told me that, lol.
I mentioned the idea of him fucking her, he just laughed and said, 'hopefully one day hey?'
I said hi, and went up to his bedroom, he was messing with his PC as I walked in, 'hey' he greeted me, have a look at these. I saw 3 or 4 vids on the desk, and their titles which was the usual rubbish, so I selected one, Joe opened his door in case his mother came up so we would hear her.
The 1st two were garbage; the 3rd one was better with more proper action.
There was a really good looking girl with short hair and great body naked on her knees in front of this guy, sucking on his cock, and it was a good sized one too.
She looked vaguely familiar but I didn't think any more of it, the man looked familiar too except you could see he was a lot older than her, she looked in her teens or late teens he looked about 40 to 50.
She was giving him a real going over, her head was diving up and down on his prick, and after while he shot his load and you could see her working to get it down which she did, all of it.
I wasn't until the camera moved to him, that I began to think that I knew who it was, he looked exactly like my granddad!
Then as the cam moved down him towards her I saw the proof that it was him, it definitely was my granddad, on his left arm was the upside down tattoo of a naval anchor with a rope intertwining through it, I knew straight away it was him, I managed not to blurt it out to Joe somehow who it was, I was stunned to say the least, but more was to come.
I could see Joe had a hard on, and to be honest so did I because you could tell this wasn't a set up for the camera it was a real full on blow job.
The girl climbed into his lap after she had finished and cuddled into him, he winked at the camera then and smiled, I had to smile myself.
'Lucky bastard,' Joe said. 'Yea Joe he is,' I agreed.
After period of time kissing and messing about, he got her onto her knees on the chair he was in, got in behind her got his prick erect again and slotted it into the girl from behind, he gave her a real good old rogering, he really gave her a seeing to that had her moaning and mewling, saying 'oh yes, oh yes, oh yes,' over her shoulder.
He was fucking her rotten, squeezing her tits tweaking her nipples tightly at the same time, and she came like a banshee.
As the camera was zooming in and out here and there following the action, his prick disappearing into her pussy and coming out again, I saw something on her right leg high on her thigh, it looked like a tattoo too, and it was!
The cam moved tight in on her ass as he pulled his prick back for another powerful lunge, and there was Eros, cupid with his bow and arrow pointing upwards towards her body, not horizontal as you would normally see, I had seen that tattoo and if I could glimpse the girls face I would know for certain.
At last the girl turned her head, I was more shocked than I ever could have been, and there she was, my mother!
I was watching a video of my mother being fucked by my granddad, her father in law; it must have been around 20 years ago when this was made.
Joe said to me, 'Wow, well that's a bit of wanking material Tel hey?' 'It sure is Joe, can I borrow it, I'd like to have it to myself if you don't mind.' I responded. 'Yea take it mate, I've seen it now you can have it,' I ejected it and took it home.
I was in shock, my granddad the dirty old bastard had fucked my mother, and then I thought to myself she must have been married when this took place, she had married before she was 18!
When I got home I watched it again many times, and had a few wanks over it too I have to admit, then I spotted printing in the bottom corner, I zoomed in on it, there was a date.
I worked it out that Sally had been born by then but not me, was my granddad really my dad, I laughed out loud at that.
I would never be able to challenge him because disastrously he had died of cancer just 3 months ago.
My admiration for him grew, I had loved the old cunt with all my heart, and now I find out he was fucking my mother, how lucky can you get?
I had to think now, long and hard at this revelation of my mother. Then it hit me after much thought, I could hopefully use it to get her into my bed and onto my prick.
So 3 days later and after many wanks I went to the next town and had the tape digitally re mastered onto a DVD and went home with both, I ran the DVD through my PC to make sure it was all transferred properly before ditching the tape in pieces.
Now to make my plan, I knew I would only get one go with this so it had to be right, I love my mother and didn't want things to go wrong, I couldn't help the fact that I wanted her as much bodily as I did of the heart.
My PC is all singing and dancing I can do anything with it, so I played with the DVD downloading certain shots, blowing them up, enhancing them etc until I was satisfied I had the best photos on my hard drive.
I had one close up of granddads tattoo, one of his face, one of the wink and smile at the camera, one of them with her on the chair and him behind her with his prick on it's way in, one of mum with her mouth over his prick, one of her tattoo, and one of her turning her head and facing the cam directly.
All of them solid proof, of who it was and what they were doing.
I went and bought a new untraceable pay as you go phone just in case I might need it.
I could just confront mum and force her to submit or I could gently blackmail her into submission, I decided on this option because I felt I had a better chance of success.
The next decision was how to deliver the photos to her, I could post them, but that risked discovery, leave them on the mat and pretend the postman had left them, or e mail them.
I went for the e mail option because that way I could secretly converse with her via messenger.
I created a new e mail account and sent them 1st thing the following morning, I titled the mail as 'old photos of you Jeanette.'
And a message saying I had the film, you have shagged your father in law Jeanette, you are a naughty girl aren't you, what will you do if I release the full film?
We are always up earlyish in our house; Dad had left for work so it was just us two as usual.
I told her I was sick of getting spam mails and that I needed to upgrade my safety levels, I asked if she was having any problems, she said she would check in a few minutes, and she did, with me saying I would sort hers out too if necessary.
Mum was gone for ages, so I was 100% sure she had opened the mailed photos and was in shock, I shouted up stairs to ask if she was okay.
She came back very faintly and said that yes she was, and she would be down in a minute.
She was ashen when she came down, I felt like a real heel but I had started it so I was going to finish it.
I went upstairs then to see if she had replied to the mail, she had.
'Who are you was the first question, what do you want, where did you get these, the film?' 'How was it found, even how was it made?' 'Please can we talk, I will do anything you say to keep this quiet.'
'Hi Jeanette, nice of you to reply, but it's a good job you did too, it could have got out of hand there hey?'
'You see Jeanette the thing is I have wanted you for a number of years, I want you to make love to me, I want to have you, own you and I will, I know about you and yours and you don't really have a life except for having Tel there with you.'
'Now I want you to reply and tell me that you will agree to my request, or the film will be broadcast on U Tube.'
I hurried downstairs to my mum, she was sat at the table wringing her hands, I sat next to her and asked her what was wrong. She looked at me and said she had had a really nasty e mail and it had shocked her.
I got up and said, 'show it to me!' 'I can't honey I've destroyed it,' she said.
She got up went past me and up the stairs, I didn't follow her because I wanted her to see my second e mail.
I went then to my room and waited for a reply, and it came in a few minutes, as it landed I invited her to messenger which she accepted; I could now chat with her if I wanted.
She said in her mail that anything I said would be obeyed, that she would comply with my every wish, but please don't release the film, she begged.
I quickly e mailed her back saying I would visit her at 10:00 that night, she was to be in bed, back door unlocked, lights out drapes closed and ready for me okay?
'And no tricks I know everyone in the street and where Tel will be, he'll be with his girlfriend and staying over, if you don't obey me, even if the cops are there I will have the film posted anyway okay?'
'Yes,' was her immediate reply?