Josh drove very slowly on the drive back home, which seemed completely out of character for him. Not that I minded particularly, as he kept one hand held around mine for the duration of the journey - albeit not the safest driving method, but easily the nicest journey I'd ever had with him.
The explosive atmosphere in the car was incredibly intimate, and I was so acutely conscious of his body just a few centimeters away from mine that when he shifted position to draw into the driveway, my breath caught in my chest and his eyes caught mine as he turned off the ignition.
"Are you okay?" he asked me, his hand disentangling from mine and cradling my cheek.
I closed my eyes and rested my hand over his, loving the feel of his soft fingertips caressing my skin. "I'm better than okay, to be honest," I answered, and slid an arm around him, gently pulling him closer to me. He made a low-pitched sound, and his eyes half closed as he moved against me, his free arm hooking around my waist and running his fingers up and down my side. His other hand, still cupping my face, seemed linked inextricably to my stomach, and as his lips brushed mine again, a deep ache inside me burned into life. I moved over, struggling around the gearstick to sit on his lap as his tongue gently began to flick across my lower lip and I sighed against his mouth.
Suddenly the kiss intensified, and if it was him or me who instigated it I can't be sure, but I found myself pressing myself hard against his body and his arms wrapped so tight around me I couldn't be quite sure where I ended and he started. Time blurred into minutes before I finally remembered the completely inappropriateness of our location.
"Oh, oops," I breathed against his mouth. I felt him laughing against my skin as he began to kiss me softly on my neck.
"Remembered where we are, huh?" he murmured softly as his breath blew against me. I made a rather unintelligible noise and inclined my head in a vaguely positive way.
"Might be better if we got inside, you know," I answered, smiling slightly and making no effort to act up to my words whatsoever. He laughed and stretched out, keeping one arm hooked around me.
"Oh, but I don't want to take my hands off you!" he joked, his eyes hooded and dark as they stared deep into mine. I almost gave into the intoxicating urge to forget all about the neighbours and start kissing him again, but luckily he pushed open the door before I could relent. "You first, honey," he said, placing his warm hand on my back and helping me out. This didn't stop me from tripping over my own feet, and swinging around the nearest lampost to regain my balance, a feat that Josh found rather amusing.
I felt his arms snake around my waist, and he bent his head forward to kiss my neck. "You fall over a lot, don't you?" he said quietly, a throaty tone betraying his amusement. I knew my brother, and it was obvious he was planning something.
"Uh huh..." I replied nervously, trying to sneak a glance around my shoulder at him, and as I managed to catch a glimpse of his face, I felt myself being tossed up into the air and landing over his shoulder. "Shit!" I gasped, bouncing up and down as he jogged to the door.
"You see what you drive me to with your falling over?" he teased as we reached the door and he carefully maneuvered his way inside. All that I could do was make a halfhearted noise in protest, but understandably he laughed and made his way to his bedroom. As he dumped me on the bed, I caught my breath and flopped back on the pillow
"Well, that was... interesting..." I said to him and he smiled and sat down next to my legs. The silence ran on for a few minutes and I eventually reached out and took his hand. He looked up at me, and the split second warning in his eyes made me take a sharp breath in, before suddenly he was next to me and his hands were caressing my face as his lips brushed tenderly against mine. I let out a soft sigh and his weight shifted over my body, pinning me to the bed; he was so heavy on top of me but I still wanted more, and as I broke away from his lips and began kissing his neck, his fingers began to undo my shirt. My skin burned where he touched it, and the softest stroke from him was enough to turn me to molten rock. My brother, my lover, the only man who had ever aroused these feelings inside me; and now that he was touching me in this way, I never wanted him to stop. I hooked a leg around his waist, pressing against him as my shirt fell open before him, and he leant back a little, his eyes flickering over me and his breathing fast and ragged. His hard, big hands stroked over my ribs and my waist; and my eyes closed as I let out a soft sigh that somehow morphed into his name. He had zeroed in on my stomach, knowing full well that that was my main weakness, and his butterfly touches were making my head spin; as his mouth began to softly kiss my pale skin. My hands threaded through his thick hair and he breathed out slowly over me, the hot rush of air felt so good as he bit my waist softly. The sweet contrast of slight pain and dizzying sensations was driving me crazy, and I could feel my underwear clinging to me, sodden and teasing.