Author's note
Thank you to everyone for following our story to this point. I have really enjoyed the process of reliving the feelings I had throughout these experiences while going through the writing process. I was able to convince Victoria to give us the story from her point of view, however she does not like to write. She agreed to narrate her thoughts on an audio recorder and have me edit her story. I will do my best to portray her feelings as expressed in the narration, and ultimately, she will have the final blessing of the chapter. I hope you enjoy chapter 3 of Victoria's experience with her father.
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Where do I even begin? Perhaps with "I never in a million years would have thought this could happen to me." Or maybe, "I was a sexually frustrated housewife, I just didn't know it." However you choose to interpret this tale, all of those stereotypes are true.
I never expected or desired to have sex with anyone other than my husband. I grew up a good Catholic girl. I respected my parents, I honored God, I was not lustful. How I ended up fucking my own father still doesn't quite make sense to me. I guess that in the moment, I let my vagina do the thinking instead of my brain. All I know is that the animal inside me has finally awakened, and my life has not been the same ever since.
Aaron was and still is the love of my life. We married when I was only 21. He was the only man I had ever had sex with, and I was content with that. I did not save myself for marriage. We had fucked plenty before we were married, and despite how Aaron makes it sound, he has made me cum plenty of times. I just had never cum from penetration.
Speaking of Aaron, he is quite the storyteller. At the end of his first chapter, he admitted that his story was about 80% truth to 20% fiction. I would place that number closer to two-thirds truth. That second chapter however, I laughed at some of the things he wrote. I never made him clean my father's cum out of me, nor did I put him in a cage. I did however urge him not to touch himself while watching from the closet, because I did want to fuck him after.
"I understand selling a story, but come on Aaron, really? Sorry to break it to your readers, but your fiction was a little too wild there, and judging by some of the readers' comments, they thought so too."
That said, now that I know he is thinking these things, maybe it is something he wants me to try without having the courage to ask.
"I see you honey! All you have to do is ask."
It is understandable why he wrote the story that way, however, and as you read my version of the events, I think you will see where my disdain for my husband originated, and how it blossomed into his cuckold tale. I may have let the emotions of my first time with my father take over me, but I would never do something with another man that I had not explicitly agreed to with my husband first. (Sorry to all of you cuckold fans out there, maybe Aaron can write a fictional chapter just for you.)
Back to the story at-hand and how this whole thing started anyway. I explained so many times to Aaron how it was common for many women to not orgasm from penetration. It did not mean that I didn't enjoy sex, I just wouldn't cum from it. I could get off other ways; typically, from grinding my clit on his dick or his leg. Oral sex was good, but Aaron was always so worried about me cumming, that he didn't stop and notice that I was having a good time whether or not I had an orgasm.
Let me tell you, it is really hard to cum under that type of pressure. It got to the point where Aaron was almost depressed if he couldn't make me cum, which made it even harder for me to focus on just enjoying the sex. He always insisted that he was the problem. His dick was too small (it's not), he's too inexperienced (he isn't), he puts too much pressure on me (he does).
Even through all this, I never wanted to be with anyone else. It actually hurt that he kept trying to push that onto me. I didn't want to fuck another man, I just wanted him to fuck me without any pressure. Aaron would always keep bringing it up, however. It came to the point where it made sex unenjoyable. I knew why he would watch us fucking in the mirror.
Most women worry that their husband is thinking of another woman during sex. I had to worry that mine was picturing me with another man. I honestly do not know which is worse. I was happy that I did not need to worry about him cheating on me, but I did not know how to handle him wanting me to cheat.
Of course, it wasn't cheating in his mind, but for me, that is the only way I could see it. He was obsessed. It really did strain our relationship; he just could not see it. I tried to tell myself to just consider it for him, but every time I did, I was repulsed by my own thoughts. If I could not even picture myself with another man, it was never going to happen, end of story.
I told Aaron that I could not and would not do it on countless occasions. I gave him the reason that I was afraid to fall in love with the other man, or at the very least, out of love with him. That was mostly true. I just couldn't think of another way to verbalize my feelings. Of course, he took that as a challenge instead of just leaving it be. I guess I should just be thankful that he kept pushing the envelope, but at the time it was exasperating.
When Aaron first started stammering on about how my father wanted to fuck me, I wanted to cry. I wanted to slap the shit out of him. I wanted to scream "STOP!" How can you even think that is something I'd consider? He's my father for heaven's sake. I won't fuck a stranger for you, so your solution is I commit incest with my Dad. I thought he was fucked in the head and I couldn't even bear to look at him for the rest of the night.