Author's note
Thank you to everyone for following our story to this point. I have really enjoyed the process of reliving the feelings I had throughout these experiences while going through the writing process. I was able to convince Victoria to give us the story from her point of view, however she does not like to write. She agreed to narrate her thoughts on an audio recorder and have me edit her story. I will do my best to portray her feelings as expressed in the narration, and ultimately, she will have the final blessing of the chapter. I hope you enjoy chapter 3 of Victoria's experience with her father.
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Where do I even begin? Perhaps with "I never in a million years would have thought this could happen to me." Or maybe, "I was a sexually frustrated housewife, I just didn't know it." However you choose to interpret this tale, all of those stereotypes are true.
I never expected or desired to have sex with anyone other than my husband. I grew up a good Catholic girl. I respected my parents, I honored God, I was not lustful. How I ended up fucking my own father still doesn't quite make sense to me. I guess that in the moment, I let my vagina do the thinking instead of my brain. All I know is that the animal inside me has finally awakened, and my life has not been the same ever since.
Aaron was and still is the love of my life. We married when I was only 21. He was the only man I had ever had sex with, and I was content with that. I did not save myself for marriage. We had fucked plenty before we were married, and despite how Aaron makes it sound, he has made me cum plenty of times. I just had never cum from penetration.
Speaking of Aaron, he is quite the storyteller. At the end of his first chapter, he admitted that his story was about 80% truth to 20% fiction. I would place that number closer to two-thirds truth. That second chapter however, I laughed at some of the things he wrote. I never made him clean my father's cum out of me, nor did I put him in a cage. I did however urge him not to touch himself while watching from the closet, because I did want to fuck him after.
"I understand selling a story, but come on Aaron, really? Sorry to break it to your readers, but your fiction was a little too wild there, and judging by some of the readers' comments, they thought so too."
That said, now that I know he is thinking these things, maybe it is something he wants me to try without having the courage to ask.
"I see you honey! All you have to do is ask."
It is understandable why he wrote the story that way, however, and as you read my version of the events, I think you will see where my disdain for my husband originated, and how it blossomed into his cuckold tale. I may have let the emotions of my first time with my father take over me, but I would never do something with another man that I had not explicitly agreed to with my husband first. (Sorry to all of you cuckold fans out there, maybe Aaron can write a fictional chapter just for you.)
Back to the story at-hand and how this whole thing started anyway. I explained so many times to Aaron how it was common for many women to not orgasm from penetration. It did not mean that I didn't enjoy sex, I just wouldn't cum from it. I could get off other ways; typically, from grinding my clit on his dick or his leg. Oral sex was good, but Aaron was always so worried about me cumming, that he didn't stop and notice that I was having a good time whether or not I had an orgasm.
Let me tell you, it is really hard to cum under that type of pressure. It got to the point where Aaron was almost depressed if he couldn't make me cum, which made it even harder for me to focus on just enjoying the sex. He always insisted that he was the problem. His dick was too small (it's not), he's too inexperienced (he isn't), he puts too much pressure on me (he does).
Even through all this, I never wanted to be with anyone else. It actually hurt that he kept trying to push that onto me. I didn't want to fuck another man, I just wanted him to fuck me without any pressure. Aaron would always keep bringing it up, however. It came to the point where it made sex unenjoyable. I knew why he would watch us fucking in the mirror.
Most women worry that their husband is thinking of another woman during sex. I had to worry that mine was picturing me with another man. I honestly do not know which is worse. I was happy that I did not need to worry about him cheating on me, but I did not know how to handle him wanting me to cheat.
Of course, it wasn't cheating in his mind, but for me, that is the only way I could see it. He was obsessed. It really did strain our relationship; he just could not see it. I tried to tell myself to just consider it for him, but every time I did, I was repulsed by my own thoughts. If I could not even picture myself with another man, it was never going to happen, end of story.
I told Aaron that I could not and would not do it on countless occasions. I gave him the reason that I was afraid to fall in love with the other man, or at the very least, out of love with him. That was mostly true. I just couldn't think of another way to verbalize my feelings. Of course, he took that as a challenge instead of just leaving it be. I guess I should just be thankful that he kept pushing the envelope, but at the time it was exasperating.
When Aaron first started stammering on about how my father wanted to fuck me, I wanted to cry. I wanted to slap the shit out of him. I wanted to scream "STOP!" How can you even think that is something I'd consider? He's my father for heaven's sake. I won't fuck a stranger for you, so your solution is I commit incest with my Dad. I thought he was fucked in the head and I couldn't even bear to look at him for the rest of the night.
This is one of the things Aaron got wrong in his telling of the story. He made it seem that I had said no but was not completely against the idea. I was so much against the idea, that I could not stop thinking about it. As much as it pains me to say it, that's where Aaron played his cards perfectly.
It was like in the movie "Inception." He planted this tiny little idea in the back of my head. The idea was that I wanted to fuck my father. I fought it. I fought it so hard, it was all I could think about every time I even looked at Aaron. I must give him credit where it's due, however. He played it so cool. For the first time in our relationship, he let it go and I couldn't. I wanted to rage at him, but he never mentioned it again. If he had brought it up just once, it would have never happened. I would have raged and gotten out all those feelings that had been building and all those arguments I had constructed in my head.
Instead, my husband was silent. He was caring, but distant, leaving me with just my thoughts. Thoughts that he had planted. Thoughts of my father. What Aaron could not have known was that I already knew what my father was packing. As a girl of about 13, I walked in on my parents having sex. I saw firsthand that my dad had a massive dick.
At the time, I didn't really think anything of it. I just wanted to get out of there as fast as possible and pretend it never happened. In a few years, when I started to experiment with my sexuality, I always compared sizes to what I had seen the day I walked in on my parents. I didn't want to fuck my dad; I just knew that he was bigger than most. Hell, he was bigger than any dildo I ever tried. Honestly, the first time I saw Aaron's dick, I was relieved. At the time, I couldn't imagine taking a dick as big as my father's.
At 19 years old, I was petite and quite lopsided. I am 5 foot 5 inches on a good day. At the time I weighed 110 pounds, and in my head, half of that was in my breasts. My hips had not quite developed, and I thought fitness meant nothing but cardio and starving myself. I was a bean pole with tits up to my neck. An average cock was a relief. Anything bigger would have damn near killed me.
Of course, as I matured, so did my fitness regimen. I began lifting weights. My hips filled out. I grew a booty. I turned my anorexic abs into a 4-pack. I no longer worried about the scale and added several pounds of muscle. I got a breast reduction and implants to reshape what my body had changed. Even with this new body that I absolutely loved, I was terrified of a cock any bigger than Aaron's and frustrated with his attempts to get me to fuck one. Despite my outward changes, inside I was the same petite Victoria.
So, there I was, constantly thinking about my father's dick, waiting to scream at Aaron, while he walked around all smug, like he had never mentioned anything. It was a brilliant play on his part. Of course, I started to run through scenarios in my head. At first, they ended in disaster. As the days wore on, I started picturing what it would be like. For some reason, I stopped being repulsed by the idea and started to get horny. Aaron, meanwhile, deflected all my come-ons.
I needed relief and I needed it badly. I had filthy thoughts on the brain, and I needed to have them extracted. If my husband would not help, I would have to do it myself. The tipping point had finally come. Two weeks after the idea was planted, I fingered myself in the shower. I could not help but to picture my father. I imagined what his huge dick would do to me and I practically came the second I buried my fingers in my soaking wet pussy.
That was the point of no return. At that moment, I was gone. The idea had been burned into my psyche and I would not be satisfied until I had sampled my father's huge cock for myself. If Aaron had been able to see my thoughts in that shower, his poor head would have exploded. Of course, that was his plan all along.