I was home for the summer after finishing my second year of college. I had a part time summer job as a lifeguard at our neighborhood pool and was spending my summer getting re-acquainted with friends, especially with my childhood buddy Veronica. She and I had "privileges" but had never fucked. She preferred pussy.
My Dad left us right after my high school graduation ceremony. My step mom never said anything about the circumstances but he had left her for another man. She was depressed and withdrawn for over a year but Mom never blamed him for anything. I suspected there was a large part of the story I did not know.
That summer I was very happy to see that she was nearly back to her normal cheery self. She had regained some of the weight she had lost during her depression and although still slim she no longer looked anorexic.
The one thing in her that was very different was a new fascination with my love life. I assured her I was not gay but even though she probably believed me she still kept asking some pointed questions.
Of course I had fantasized about fucking women, even my Mom or Veronica, but most of my fantasies involved some other guy's cock.
Mom had good reason to suspect I was gay. I suspected I was gay too.
My life was filled with confusion. The night after my high school graduation I saw my father naked on all fours in our living room. He had a cock buried in his ass and another searching for the back of his throat. He seemed to be in ecstasy. I watched as each man shot his cum into my dad then watched as my father's cock spewed his cum on the carpet. It had never been touched.
I wanted that bliss I saw in his face and the few fucks I had managed with girls had not come close to the ecstasy I had seen in Dad's eyes.
I had yet to do anything about my fantasies other than check out the guys at the swimming pool showers and watch gay porn on my computer. I had not dated a girl, (except Veronica), in over a year.
One evening after I had returned from an outing with Veronica I was on my bed naked, softly stroking my cock. Veronica and I kissed passionately often, I sucked her tits often, she gave me handjobs often and I fingerfucked her often. That evening had been interrupted before I got to her tits. Her mother had car trouble.
Mom knocked on my door and walked in before I could say anything. I was in the process of covering myself when she approached the bed and saw my hand on my hard cock before the sheet slid over them.
The only part of me covered was my groin. The rest of my body was open for her inspection and after sitting on the edge of the bed she did just that for a few moments.
She asked me if I had a fight with Veronica, she had not expected me home until much later.
I explained her mother's car problem and Mom started to say something but abruptly censored herself. She blurted out enough for me to get that she thought I was playing with myself because I had not had the chance to fuck Veronica.
I saw no point in denying that I had been about to masturbate especially since my hand was still on my very erect dick under the sheet. She had glanced in that direction a couple of times.
I had hazy memories of my real mother but to me the woman sitting on my bed was Mom,
The official reason for her visit had been satisfied but she obviously did not want to leave. I knew she was lonely and I was the only person of importance in her life. I knew she was afraid that when the rest of my life beckoned me she would be alone.
I sat up and hugged her and said, I love you Mom."
Sitting up had exposed my cock but I figured I would be able to cover it back up before she saw it.
Mom had never been all that careful with her home attire but she had always been "decent" around me. However I always knew that under her robes she was naked. The robe was now too big for her.
For an instant her robe had exposed a breast to me and I felt the bare tit against my chest as she embraced me. When she moved to kiss me her very hard nipple slid across mine. One of us may have moaned.
She sobbed as she tried to crush me in her arms. She kissed me hard on the lips before standing. As she turned to leave her hand swept down my chest and abdomen and over my cock. I felt her briefly squeeze it.
Even though she had not closed the door when she left I was attacking my cock immediately, a long string of cum was leaping for the ceiling in less than one minute.
The next week or so Mom became very loving, kissing and hugging me often. She did not mind when my cock suddenly flared to life against her body. Her interrogation ceased.
The following week she found my stash of gay porn in the computer.
She demanded that I make her understand.
I had never told her about seeing Dad getting fucked at both ends so I did just that, emphasizing how the scene had captured my imagination.
She could not deny any such thing had happened. She had been in the room with them. I could not see what she was doing at the time but I was sure she was masturbating.
We barely spoke to each other that week. Friday night I met Veronica and her friends at a dance club. I tried to have a good time but could not even fake it. I left without saying goodbye only to have Veronica jump into my car as I was pulling out of the parking lot.
One reason she was my best friend was because she would wait for me to open up to her, she never asked what was wrong. She knew about my fascination with cocks just as I knew of her fascination with pussy. The big difference between us was that she had gotten a lot of pussy; I had not had any cock.
Veronica was a curvy blonde, very pretty, great ass, and world-class tits. She called them her Hi C's and they seemed to point directions for her. I had feasted on them many times and she could cum from just tit play if a hand cupped her pussy, either her hand or mine.
After a bit of silence she retold me the story of how she had fucked the father of one of her friends twice, once after a very romantic dinner and dance on her eighteenth birthday, once on a dare in front of her friends. She would fuck him again if given the chance but he had remarried and there was no chance. She had loved fucking him. He had loved fucking her.
"Anyway, I was after his daughters pussy in the first place. The group you see me with all the time, the ones we were with tonight, all eat pussy, even the married ones. Yes, their husbands know and sometimes watch. They are not allowed to fuck us but interestingly enough we have all fucked the tall blondes father. For three of us he is still the only man we have ever had.
By the way, do you want to fuck me?"
She had as usual taken my mind off my funk. I ignored her question and related to her the war at home. She knew I had seen my Dad in a gay threesome but I revealed to her for the first time Mom's presence during the tryst.
