Unspoen Desires

(To change things up, this part is told by Ross. Warning, Ross will have sex with someone else in this part, but it is a one-time thing and was important in his progression; I issue this warning for those who were upset about the twins having sex with other family members.)

I did love Lily, but I knew it was wrong to love her in this way. There was a block, something stopping me from fully involving myself in this affair.

Lily cried out in pleasure as I jabbed my dick in and out of her sex. While we always started with slow gentle thrusts, Lily needed me to thrust faster in order to finish. I had already shot my cum into her, but I refused to leave her unsatisfied. My hips rocked back and forth, and I focused only on her. If I let my mind wander for even a moment, I'd remember I was fucking my sister and stop.

Finally, she let out a final cry. This cry was different than her previous ones, this one was more faint and longer. It meant she had climaxed. At once, I rolled off of her. I stared into her eyes, trying to lose myself, but I couldn't.

"We should get going," I said. "Are you all packed up?"

"Can't we stay another day?" Lily whined.

"No. Vanessa's bringing the kids home today, they start school in a few days."

"Why can't she keep them till school starts?"

I sat up and looked away from her. I knew Lily wasn't a fan of children, and might never want to have any, but Victoria and Ethan were not going to be pushed to the side. I was not going to be that father, the one who chose love over kids.

"I didn't mean it like that," Lily blurted out.

I turned to look at her.

"I only meant that I wish the summer hadn't gone by so quickly, that's all."

"Me too, Lil. But I have to take the kids school shopping, and they need a few days home to adjust before being thrown into their school routine."

"I only meant that Vanessa could take them shopping and give us an extra day or so, but if its best for them to come today, I understand."

"Here's a thought; why don't you take them school shopping," I said. "You should start spending more time with them anyway since we're officially together now."

"I doubt that's the best way to approach this," Lily said.

I sighed and got up. "Fine. Next time just say you don't want to."

Lily jumped up. "That's not what I meant!"

I turned to her, giving her a chance to explain herself.

"The kids don't know about us. If their aunt, who has never shown much of an interest in being involved in their life, suddenly starts doing all these motherly things with them, they'd find it weird, don't you think?"

"Or they'd just be happy you're taking an active role in their life, they are only kids, Lil. I doubt they'd question it."

"Except, they aren't little kids anymore. Victoria is 10 now, she's more than old enough to start noticing things. That's why I told you yesterday we should tell them now."

"Again, I don't think they're old enough."

"Okay, they're your kids. And just to make this clear, I do not have a problem with your children or having them in my life."

I still wasn't fully convinced but I felt a bit of relief hearing her say this.

"I'll take them shopping tomorrow. I used to love back to school shopping when I was a kid, so it'll be fun," Lily said.

"Really? You'll take them?"

"Yes."

The drive home went smoothly, and when we arrived at my mother's house, my children were already there waiting for me. They raced over to me with giant smiles on their faces and tried to push each other away to be the first to hug me. Wrapping my arms around both of them, I planted a kiss on top my daughter's head, and ruffled my son's hair.

Once the commotion died down, I noticed the newest addition to the family; a small bundle wrapped up in a blanket resting in Millie's arms. The other children ran around the living room. Liana and Kyler were arguing over something, the other four and threes and twos were engaged in a game of tag, and the babies were waddling around. Those not old enough to walk, lay in their parents' arms. I walked over to Millie and peered down at the baby.

"Congrats Mill, what's his name?"

"August."

"Cuz he was born in August, you stole that from Ty and Sky," Lily said.

Sky, who was holding May, and Ty who was holding Mason, both rolled their eyes.

"Any new pregnancies since we've been gone," I asked, looking around the room.

"Don't look at me, I just had one 2 weeks ago," Millie said.

"That doesn't mean anything in this family," Lily stated. It was true.

I looked to Sky.

"Oh no, we have our hands full, we're taking a few years to decide if we want more," Sky said.

"And I have started menopause, so there won't be any more coming from me," Mom said.

"Oh, sorry Mom."

"That's okay. I have 10 amazing wonderful children. Most are grown, but I still have three left to raise." She smiled at Dylan, Samuel, and Hannah.

"What about you," Mom asked, looking at Lily.

"Nope, I am on birth control."

The next morning, Victoria and Ethan were already squabbling over who would get to pick their school supplied first as they sat in the backseat of my car. The excitement of a new school year was evident in their squirmy bodies and eager glances out the window at the mall.

Lily was right, I had realized. It would be odd if she suddenly started spending all this quality time with the kids out of the blew. So I went with them, hoping to make it seem less weird. As we left the car and entered the mall, we had our lists in hand. I had Ethan's, and Lily had Victoria's.

We stepped into the busy store, the aisles packed with parents and children, all on the same mission. Victoria, her eyes wide with excitement, dashed to the glittery pink backpacks, while Ethan beelined for the aisle of action hero-themed lunchboxes.

"Dad, can I have this one?" Victoria asked, holding up a backpack with unicorns. "It's so magical!"

Lily stepped in. "I would have loved this in fifth grade! Come on Ross, this is a very magical school bag."

I smiled at my sister. She was a little immature still, but she was putting in an effort to bond with my children. It was a bit pricey for a bag, but when I glanced at my daughter's face, her blue eyes shinning with hope, I couldn't say no.

"Alright, fine, but if you lose it you have to use that old dusty brown one I have at home," I said.

We moved through the aisles, tossing items into the cart. Pencils, check. Note books, beck. Folders, And then we found the clothing section which instantly caught Victoria's attention.

Victoria had grown over the summer, and finding clothes that weren't too tight or too lose was like searching for a needle in a haystack. She insisted on trying on everything, and Lily was encouraging it. It looked like they had found their bonding area, both being quite girly, but right now, it was only getting on my nerves.

I left the girls on their own and brought Ethan over to the boys' section. I spotted a display of superhero shirts. "Hey, Ethan, check these out," I said, holding up a shirt with spiderman on the front. Ethan's eyes lit up.

When we re-joined the girls, it look like every single clothing item was in our shopping cart. Victoria was running grabbing tops and dresses off the shelves and tossing them into the cart. I pulled my sister aside.

"Lil, this is way too much. She can't have all this."

"Why not?"

"Do you see these prices?" I asked, glancing at a tag hanging off a pink shirt. "And she doesn't need all these clothes, nor will she wear them all."

"Why would she pick something she won't even wear?"

"Because she's ten, Lily. She sees something cute or sparkly and in that moment wants it."

I rummaged briefly through the mountain of clothes in the cart and pulled out a beige dress with daisies. "I guarantee you she won't wear this even once. It's not girly enough for her taste. She just saw the flowers and tossed into the cart. I'm not paying $20 for a dress I know she will never wear."

Lily sighed. "I didn't know," she said.

"Lily, I don't expect you to jump into motherhood knowing exactly what to do. You're eighteen years old, never even babysat. Trust me, I often don't know what I'm doing."

This seemed to make her feel better.

"Victoria, come here please," I called out.

My daughter dumped three more tops into the cart.

"I want you to look at all the clothes you put in here. You can have 7 tops you really love, 7 pairs of bottoms and that means jeans, skirts, shorts, or joggers, and 5 new dresses."

Victoria frowned but started taking clothes out of the cart. Of course, in a 10 year old fashion, she just dumped the rejected clothing onto the floor. A few minutes later, she had her keepers, and the rest of the clothing where back on the racks.

A few days later, we dropped the children off to their first day of school; Victoria was starting fifth grade, and Ethan second grade. Afterwards, Lily insisted we should visit Mom.

When we pulled into the driveway, I expected a chaos of children under five to be running around screaming. None of the children were old enough to be in school yet. Dylan, Liana, Kyler, Sam, and Summer were starting kindergarten next fall. To my surprise, the house was quiet when we stepped through the door. The only one who was home was Mom.

"Right, remember our talk last week about what's holding you back?" Lily asked.

I closed my eyes and bit my lip. She did not tell our mother. "We went over this. I don't need to. You are more than enough," I said.

"But you should. Here's your chance, Ross. Give in your biggest craving. I'm going to hang out with Mia before she leaves for college. Do not back out," Lily stated sternly. She left the house.

I turned to Mom and said, "she's so bossy."

"Gets it from me," Mom admitted.

My eyes shifted down to my mother's chest, visible through her tank-top but I immediately looked away. This was not happening. I was not going to fuck my mother. Screwing my sister, who I was in love with, was bad enough.

Mom looked at me with this "well are we doing this or not" kind of look.

Nope, nope, nope. It wasn't going to happen.

I would leave right now, but my feet refused to move.

This was not going to happen, I refused!

Not a chance.

Absolutely- fuck it.

My body took me over, and next thing I know, I'm backing my mother into the wall, my hands on her hips. Her lips parted waiting for mine; mine being only too eager to co-operate. I crashed my lips with hers and kissed her fiercely. Her tongue slid into my mouth, tangling with mine.

I pushed my body into her, and my dick got hard. There was absolutely no train of thought running through my head as my hands pulled her top off over her head. With her breasts now completely exposed, I kissed them hungerly. My hands found the waistline of shorts and yanked them and her underwear off.

We rushed to her bedroom before I could change my mind, before my brain had time to catch up and realize what was happening. I pushed my mother down on the bed and practically ripped my clothes off. I got on top of her as she spread her legs for me. I positioned my cock at her entrance and did not hesitate.

Her pussy was perfectly hot and wet, making me want her even more. I had dreamt about this moment, and jerked off to the thought of fucking her, and now it was really happening. There was no being gentle like I was with Lily. I jabbed my cock in and out of her at full speed, and she cried out louder than she did in that sex-tape I had watched countless times over the years.

"Yes!" She screamed. "Yes, son! Fuck me! Fuck your mother! God yes! Fuck me!"

At that second, hot semen shot through me and deep into her; it was a good thing she couldn't have any more children. I'd never forgive myself I had another child and Lily wasn't the mother. Yes, she didn't want children, but I'd still never forgive myself.

I kept thrusting and thrusting, giving it to my mother hard. She was moaned and cried, her body squirming underneath me. I fucked her and fucked her until she let out a final cry; one that very similar to Lily's final cry. And then I collapsed, exhausted.

"Shit you didn't hold back," Mom said. "Feel better?"

"Yes," I Panted. And that was the truth.

(I have another few parts planned. Dealing with Ross' kids, the children starting school, a major issue, the outcome of that issue, and a final chapter taking place many years into the future. After that, I will release the second version of the story that I have mentioned I have been working on; the official book version which will follow all the same plots and twists as this version, plus some, and will be more in depth and each chapter will be much longer. I'm already finished chapter 1 which is over 6000 words, and chapter 2 which is over 3000 words.)