Author's Note: The continuing story of an 18 year old boy and his Mom.
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Things got better for Mom and I after the shoot. We were notified that my photo session and video were accepted by Sissy Magazine for publication and that my stuff would be the feature in the next month's addition. Stanley wired us another check for a thousand dollars. Mom and I had never had this much extra money before.
Even so, our life didn't change that much. Most of the money went to paying off some bills, though Mom and I did go out for a nice dinner together. Other than that for the first couple of weeks after the shoot things were more or less normal. Mom went to work and I did my online classes and continued my exercise routine to stay in shape.
I was worried that my Mom watching me do those things on camera would interfere in our relationship. I felt that somehow my Mom knowing about me being sexual would change things. My worries were unfounded though. If anything we were closer afterword and we spent a lot of time cuddling and watching movies together on the couch.
Mom and I had some pretty weird conversations about my potential career. They were weird in that we discussed my body and this strange abstract idea of beauty as if it were a commodity that we could sell. First I had never thought of myself as beautiful before even though Mom always told me I was. I mean I wasn't a girl (what I associated the idea of beauty with) though I sometimes wished I was, and I wasn't manly and muscular, so the idea that I had something other people might want was totally foreign to me.
The first of these discussions started when my Mom came home from work one day with a bag of things from the drug store and a package that came in the mail. It was summer and a hot day so I stayed inside with the AC on. I was doing laundry so I had just thrown on a pair of my Mom's shorts.
I wouldn't go out dressed like this because people would probably think it was funny because the shorts had PINK written in big letters across the butt and were very short. At home though I didn't care and I thought they made my butt look good. They were stretchy and tight on me, though not as tight as when Mom wears them because she has a bigger butt and nice wide hips. I didn't have a shirt or anything else on.
"Come here Baby Boy." My Mom said reaching into the bag and pulling out some lotion.
"Hi Mom," I said sitting next to her on the couch, "whatcha got?"
"Well," Mom said as she pulled out a new hair brush from the bag and set it on our coffee table next to the lotion, "I got some things for you to take care of your body with."
"Ok Mom," I replied confused, "I take OK care of myself."
"True, you are a very clean little boy," She began "but I think that if you want to pursue a career in modelling you will need to do a bit more."
I frowned at this a bit confused.
"It's a little different Baby," She continued, "when your body is your living, you'll need to be more... feminine in how you approach it."
"How so?" I asked curious now.
"Good Boy," she replied with a smile picking up the lotion," This is going to be fun."
"Ok Mommy"
She poured some lotion on her hand and started rubbing it into my bare chest.
"Ohhh that feels good."
"I thought you'd like it," she said as she continued rubbing, "this as vitamin E and will keep your skin nice and soft."
"Ok"
"Then men who want to look at you will like your soft skin," she said, "it will make them want to touch you."
"Oh" I replied, her touch and the thought of someone wanting to touch me was getting me a little excited.
She finished rubbing lotion into my chest and moved to my back. It felt so good, her hands were warm and soft, I didn't know whether to breathe heavy and be excited or to relax, and it seemed like my body wanted both. It got even more confusing when she worked on my legs.
"Mommy does this all the time for her skin," she said musingly as she worked toward my upper thigh. My little cock was standing up and making a tent in my tiny pink shorts. I tried not to be embarrassed by this and Mom just smiled at me when she noticed.
"Maybe someday I'll let you put this on my skin."
"Ohh I would like that"
"I can tell" she said with a little laugh as she ran the tip of her finger up the bulge of my hard cock through the shorts causing me to gasp. I blushed deeply.
"Not today though," she said, "we have a lot to do and we have diner guests coming over later."
"Oh, who is coming over?"
"My friends Bob and Nancy"
"Oh cool," I replied, "you guys are staying here for dinner?"
"Yes, do you mind cooking?
"Of course not Mom," I replied "but you guys usually go out."
"Well you're eighteen now so I thought it would be OK if they stayed for dinner."
I didn't really understand why my age mattered for her friends. I guessed maybe they liked to talk about adult things and didn't want me to overhear when I was younger. It kind of felt good to be considered old enough now.
Mom just moved passed it like nothing and went on to show me the baby oil and exfoliating soap she bought me and told me how and when to use each. I was excited that Bob and Nancy were coming over. I had only met them in passing and their friendship with my Mom was kind of intriguing. They were also the only friends my Mom had ever introduced me to at all. She finished the bag off by showing me the new quality hair brush she got me and told me to brush my hair very thoroughly every night and morning.
"and here is the last thing." She said handing me another bottle of baby oil.
"Ok" I said confused, "but you already got me some."
"This is to keep next to your bed," she said almost shyly "for when you touch yourself, it will keep your cute little cock nice and soft and prevent abrasions, we need to start taking better care of you if you are going to be selling it."
Selling it, I wasn't exactly clear on what I was selling.
She was right of course. I had been used to masturbating dry before, in fact I preferred to hump the soft skin on the inside of my wrist, but even that burned sometimes when I really got going. It was weird talking to my Mom this way. It was almost like talking about widgets or something, not me, my body. I did have to admit though when I was doing the shoot the oil felt so fantastic.
"So what's in the package?" I asked.
"I don't know Baby, but it's addressed to you."
"Really?"
"Yes, let's take a look after I shower."
Mom was stripping off her work clothes and getting into the shower. She came out after her shower in a towel and we both lay down on her bed and opened the package. The package contained a stack of magazines, Sissy Magazine to be specific. I was surprised to find a big glossy picture of me on the cover with my back arched and towel pushed down. I recognized this as the moment before I let everyone see my hard little dick during the shoot. The cover letter said there were several complementary copies for me to share with friends.
"Wow" Mom said after a moment.
I was speechless, I knew it was me but it was so weird to see me on a magazine cover. My skin was all sparkly from the water and oil. I was really surprised by the picture, I didn't even think it was me it looked so good. The photographer really did an amazing job sprucing up plain old me to be something special.
We lay on the bed, facing each other with the magazine between us. We flipped through the pages slowly. The first feature was an Emo looking kid with long straight black hair, pale skin, black painted fingernails, and a cock that was much bigger than mine. It looked kind of interesting on his skinny body. The attached article said his name was Tyler and he was 19 years old, he was only a year older than me.
Looking at his body made my little cock get hard and my mouth start watering. I licked my lips and reached out and ran my finger over his image. I looked up to see my Mom watching me intently. She ran her fingers over the back of my hand as I continued to touch the image.
"Do you like that?" she asked.
"He's pretty." I replied.
"Yes he is," she replied with a smile, "though not as pretty as my Golden Boy."
"Do you like him?" I asked.
"Hmmm, yes I do" she said dreamily caressing my hand, "I've always had a thing for pretty boys."