I woke up the next morning with the sunlight on my face, feeling stranger than I had felt in a long time. On the one hand I could almost still
feel
my uncle's cock inside me; I was still slightly sore, slightly sensitive down there in that best possible way. And just thinking back to how good it was to have him thrusting up into me, taking me, making me his -- and that delicious, terrible taboo of feeling his shaft twitching inside me as he gasped with pleasure and knowing that he was jetting his cum deep within... It was enough to make my heart quicken, my body tremble. But on the other hand everything --
everything
-- about it had been wrong. He was my own uncle, and my blood uncle, my mother's brother, to boot. Sex with him should never have even crossed my mind, and yet I had done it. It was probably even illegal. On top of that he was a married man, and I had a boyfriend. And worst of all, to do it without protection, to take that stupid risk, when I wasn't even on the pill... It was worse than stupid, it was insane. I was an absolute fool and I'd let sheer animal attraction potentially ruin my life.
I shook my head at my own idiocy. But God it had been good.
From downstairs, voices wafted up to me. My Mum and Dad.
"That girl, honestly," Mum was saying. "What time is it? 11?"
"She's 18," said Dad. "We were 18 once. Hell, even Karl was 18 once. And it's the weekend. Cut her some slack."
I wondered what they were planning. I could hear them moving around, as if they were getting ready to go somewhere.
Then I heard it.
His
voice. "Go and wake her up, then Jean. Show some parental authority." His tone was teasing. Just hearing his voice was enough to make my breath catch in my throat. Oh God, I thought. How am I even going to look at him ever again?
"Britt!" came my Mum's voice.
I shut my eyes tight, feeling that as soon as I saw my uncle I would simply die.
"Britt!"
I pursed my lips. This is it, I told myself. You will quite literally die of embarrassment when you see him. Say goodbye to life.
"Britt!" A deeper voice -- my Dad's this time.
"Alright," I said, and started to get up.
*
Thirty minutes later, freshly showered and in a red summer dress, I made my way downstairs. I felt like a man walking to the gallows.
I could hear them chatting and laughing together in the living room. I edged forward until I was as close as I could possibly go to the door without being seen, and paused. This was it. I had to decide how I would be with him. Should I be cheery and bold? Should I try to ignore him? Should I be quiet and polite? None of them seemed remotely sensible. In the end I decided to be of as sunny a disposition as I could, took a deep breath, and walked into the living room.
They were standing in the middle of the room, the three of them, chuckling over some joke or other. They all paused when they saw me, and for a brief moment it felt as if I was standing on the beach with a tidal wave approaching, about to flood me over and sweep me away to oblivion. I couldn't look anywhere except at my Uncle Karl's beautiful, rugged face. His sharp green eyes, his chiselled chin, his aquiline nose, the way his salt-and-pepper hair was ruffled so perfectly. My bright "Good morning!" caught in my throat and all I could get out was a pathetic "Hi." God, I wanted him again. Worse than ever.
"What's up, darling?" said Dad. I looked at him and felt my cheeks flushing. If only he knew. If only he knew...
"Nothing," I stammered.
Uncle Karl came to my rescue. "We're thinking of going for a drive. It's been ages since I've been up the coast to Walberswick. You're coming, and I won't hear a word of protest."
"Yes, dear," said Mum. "A family day out. Just like when you were young. Your father and Karl made sandwiches."
I blinked and my eyes met Karl's. He smiled a little ruefully - maybe even a little shyly -- and I raised an eyebrow.
"It's true," he said. "I'm not as useless as I look, you know."
And you look like the most useful man I ever met, I thought to myself.
"So let's go," said Dad. "You're with me. Your mother's going in Karl's car. Brother-sister talk to do, or something. Come on!" And he led the way towards the front door.
*
The drive to Walberswick goes all the way up the Suffolk coast, and it never fails to be stunning -- especially on hot summer days like this one. We had two hours of driving through pure sunshine beating down out of a blue savannah of sky, and I wasn't sure whether to be delighted at the thought that it meant two hours in which I wouldn't have to be confronted by my gorgeous, irresistible, magnetic, sexy uncle, or saddened by it. Today was clearly a day for not knowing what on earth to think. In any case, all the way through the drive I couldn't stop myself looking in the rear view mirror to try to get a glimpse of Uncle Karl in his car -- the very spot where we'd made love...no, where we'd
fucked
...the previous afternoon. It didn't seem real.
"What's wrong with you?" Dad asked at some stage.
"What?" I said, flustered.
He glanced at me. "You seem a little out of it today."
"Just thinking about college," I said.
He glanced at me again, and I knew what he was thinking: since when did Britt give a shit what happened at college? But he didn't say anything.
After an hour we stopped the car at a roadside café and got out to stretch our legs. Karl pulled up alongside us and then he and my Mum got out. The four of us walked towards the café -- a small rundown looking transport caff with "Tea 50p Coffee 60p" written outside. The toilets were in a separate outhouse around the back. I made my excuses -- really, all I wanted to do was escape from Karl's radius so I could actually breathe and not feel my face flush every five seconds -- and went and locked myself in one of the cubicles in the Ladies.
Inside, I gave myself a good, long talking to. "Stop being stupid. You're acting like a 13-year-old. And what's more, there's no point in acting like that anyway because he's your
uncle
. What you've been doing is not only stupid, it's also
wrong
. You have to forget about him and act with him like what he is -- a relative. A member of the family. A man who you have never had a sexual thought about before and never will again. A much older, respectable man who an 18 year-old girl has no interest in whatsoever. A married man with kids who you would be very stupid indeed to get involved with." Satisfied, I stood up, unlocked the cubicle, and walked out again into the sunlight...
...only to be confronted by Uncle Karl striding across the grass towards me. With his sunglasses lifted up from his eyes, his shirt half-open and fluttering slightly in the breeze, and his eyes squinting slightly in the sun, he looked like something out of an Italian movie. "Hello," he said. "We were about to send out a search party."
I reached out, grabbed his hand, pulled him inside the Ladies, and kissed him. I had to stand on my tip-toes to do it, almost. His mouth was warm and soft and tasted of coffee. My lips opened around his and then we were kissing, hard, breathing deeply as our lips pressed together and our tongues entwined. His hands clasped my face as he kissed me, pulling me into him. My own hands clutched his shirt and I half-staggered, half-walked backwards, bringing him into one of the cubicles with me. Without breaking the kiss he shut the door behind him and fumbled with one hand behind him for the lock; I giggled as he sighed with frustration, missing it several times, and I reached around him to slam the bolt myself.
We paused for a moment, looking at each other. "This is stupid." He said.
I nodded.
"I don't care." He said. I didn't either. We started kissing again, hungrily, earnestly. He put his arms around me, pulling me against him. His body was lean, hard, strong. My breasts pushed against his chest. I felt his cock swelling in his crotch and I knew I had to have it. There wasn't much time and I didn't care, I wanted him inside me again, right now. My hands slid down his belly and found his fly, tugged it down, unbuttoned him. More breathless kissing. I pulled his pants down over his hips and down, down, further down, around his thighs. His shaft rose hard and thick and ready, and I clasped it in one hand and felt the delicious heat and firmness of it.
"Quick," he said, putting his hands on my shoulders and guiding me so I turned my back to him. I knew what was coming. His hands slid down my body, over my hips, and hitched up my dress, pulling it up around my waist and exposing my panties. He leaned forward and took my earlobe between his teeth as he pulled down my panties and eased his cock between my legs. I felt that bare hot thickness between my soft thighs and my body trembled; I had never wanted a man more than I wanted him, never wanted a cock more than I wanted his. "Oh God, put it in," I said. "Please." I knew that I was wetter than I'd ever been before.
He wasn't about to wait. He eased himself back and I felt him at my entrance, then. Knew it was his full, hard cockhead. He was about to fuck me again, bare back and raw, and I wanted him to. He pushed forward and I felt him enter me, force me open. I was soaking wet and he eased right inside. Then his hands grasped my hips and pulled me back, simultaneously pushing forward, so his entire length simply slid up into me.
My mouth opened wide and for a moment my eyes clenched shut. I couldn't help myself letting out a gasp and I pushed myself back onto him, wanting him