Two People One Soul

We are all guided in one way or another by our environment and daily decisions. Others around us can affect both and offer guidance, but not solace after the guidance they offer fails. Here are two people, mother and son who although connected in a way that cannot be any closer, have both traveled life's path unsure of how to live life both by choice and their environment.

This story ultimately involves an incestuous relationship. However, the stories background provides a glimpse of how others can so completely determine life's path for us. Only a bold and seemly remarkable decision makes years of fear and doubt come full circle, and real love, peace and happiness for both.

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The story begins in a very normal way. A young couple recently married, both of religious upbringing, living in a small town. Jon and Amy are very much in love with each other and follow the church their faith is anchored by. They are busy creating a new life that includes jobs, home, family and regular worship.

A year goes by and Amy has the wonderful news that she is pregnant. Jon and Amy are both overjoyed about starting their new family. Months later Sara comes into the world, a baby girl perfect in every way. However during her birth her mother has complications that will ensure that Sara will be their only child.

The family although sad about not being able to have more children, are overjoyed at Sara and what she brings to her parents and grandparents.

At six, she starts in a private church school. She is happy and content. Her upbringing to this point and for the next many years of her life are guided by her family and a heavy, almost overreaching influence of the church.

The years go by doing well in school, yet there are many times something seems to be missing. Her parents and religious mentors discourage much if any social contact with boys. There is a right way and a wrong way and, the right way comes much later in life.

The high school years begin with new promise and a touch of greater freedom. Her third year, Sara finds herself for the first time attracted to a boy...Tommy. Tommy is from the same background as Sara. Semi-strict upbringing rooted in the same church. They begin to form a bond, studying together, taking walks, talking and an occasional hamburger together at a popular place not far from school.

Tommy who has some reservations about all of the school and churches teaching about character and the like, he wants to be much closer to Sara. The perfect opportunity avails itself. A coming soon school church picnic will be the perfect place for him and his plan.

After waiting two weeks the picnic day has finally arrived. Buses are loaded with students and teachers for the trip to a beautiful retreat park that will host the picnic.

The retreat park is a wonderful place to enjoy a day. Many walking trials, a stream that flows at a gentle pace and the sounds of the flowing water that calm the soul.

All the kids and school staff arrive at 9:30am. There is a huge pavilion for everyone to check in and see what's in store for the day. The first two hours will be free time to explore and have fun with classmates.

Tommy and Sara rode out on the same bus and already talked about taking a walk once they got to the park. Some of the trails are busier than others. Tommy suggested that they take a lesser traveled one. Sara and tommy were off on their adventure. About twenty minutes into their walk they came to a grassy area with a shady tree by a brook.

They sat down on the soft grass and continued to talk. Within minutes Tommy was sitting next to Sara. He looked her deeply into her eyes and offered her a kiss. She turned her head. Tommy we are not supposed to do this. Tommy, very persuasive painted a picture for Sara that her first kiss would not change her or what god thinks of her. She thought he might be right. Tommy moved to kiss her again, this time she met him and they kissed.

Her first kiss ever came at a beautiful place, by a boy she had feelings for. They kissed again and again. Tommy took a chance with Sara because he wanted more. He held her close while they kissed again and again. The time was now if his plan were to succeed. He reached over to Sara's arm and brushed her breast. It seem harmless. Sara said nothing. Tommy this time place his hand on her breast and began to fondle it. Sara almost in shock, said nothing.

The kissing and foundling continued for many minutes with Tommy finally placing his hand on Sara's groin. This time she asked Tommy what are you doing. He said to her, haven't we waited long enough. In a very persuasive moment, Sara allowed Tommy to slide his hand into her panties. They both had no idea what to do. Tommy fumbled around in Sara's underwear enough to somewhat stimulate her and of course arouse himself.

One minute later Sara's patties got pushed aside and Tommy penetrated her with his penis. Being a virgin, the pain was intense for her. Tommy oblivious to what he was doing to her pumped and stroked his penis hard and deep into her. Less than two minutes later, Tommy empty himself into her vagina.

Surprised by how quickly he ejaculated, he pull his penis from Sara abruptly. This caused more pain. Tommy stood up, zip up his pants and asked "Sara are you coming back to the pavilion."

Sara crying, bleeding with Tommy's seed oozing out of her shook her head no. Tommy left her there. She sat there for over an hour trying to understand what had happened to her. She cleaned herself up the best she could and made the long walk by herself back to the pavilion. Lunch had already been served and Tommy was over with his friends laughing.

Sara was shattered.

She went into the pavilion restroom and tried to wipe what Tommy had put in her out, but there was so much. She was still bleeding and everything under her dress was a mess.

She went back outside and sat by herself until it was time to go back to the school.

Once back at the school, her mom was there to pick her up. When getting into the car Sara sat on her jacket she had taken with her. She did not want to bleed onto the car seat.

Once home she went to her room, stripped all of her clothes off and took them straight to the washing machine and started the wash cycle. She then went to the bathroom and took a very hot shower hoping to ease the pain and somehow calm her mind. Sara stayed in her room until dinner time, still stunned by what had happened to her.

Sara was asked at the dinner table how her day was and without much fanfare, she said "OK." Her mother thought otherwise. She knew something was not right with her only daughter, but now was not the time to probe. Her mother would ask her again in a few days, but never did.

The next day at school Tommy walked right by Sara not saying a word. They never spoke again.

The school year was two months away from coming to an end. One month later Sara discovered she was pregnant.

Sara's parents did not know what to do. There were no good options. They ultimately turned to the pastor of their church for advice. That advice was, have Sara leave town during the summer school break. Have the baby out of town and once the baby is born, give it up for adoption.

Sara did leave the small town she knew her whole life and had her baby in a church home for unwed mothers. However, Sara brought her baby boy back home to much chatter behind her back. Many speculated who the father was, but Sara would never say. Her honor and character remained intact. She was seventeen years old.

Sara moved back into her parents' home with all of the shame a small town can muster.

She finished her high school education and started the journey raising her baby boy.

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After many years of working different jobs in a town that looked down on her, she decided to open a small bakery.

Although, not having gone to school for baking, she had a real talent for it. The bakery for years was just her working alone, long hours with the occasional help from her son.

Years had passed, seems like the blink of an eye but her son Peter is off to college. For the collage students those four years take forever. For the parents they seem to be over just like that.

After those four years Peter graduated with honors and an engineering degree. After school, Peter's path in to the future is clear. He is moving back to the now not so small town where he grew up and where his mother's bakery still is.

At first Peter rents a small apartment not far from his mother's house. The time away at school did not offer much opportunity to talk and connect son to mother. They made up for the lost time and Peter in his spare time helped his mother in the bakery.

They never lost that wonderful connection between a loving, proud mother and a grateful son.

For months they talked about everything under the sun. Peter never asked about his father and Sara never said anything about how he came to be. In fact, Sara mentioned that since conceiving Peter she never really was interested in men. Peter found this strange. His mother now a beautiful forty three year old women. Shapley and refined in every way, was not interested in men.

Peter surmised that she might be gay. When he asked Sara if she was gay, she about fell off her chair laughing. No, I am not gay. I just don't see men that way for me. I have been on a few first dates, even a few second dates, but never a third. I have not kissed anyone in twenty six years.

Peter was shocked!

Peter also had a sort of confession to make. He had not dated anyone ever. He never made that connection with anyone. Peter continued with more information that he was slightly embarrassed about to his mother. They were after all baring their souls of sorts. Peter told his mother he was a virgin. Her reaction was not of surprise, rather relief.

Sara and Peter took a long walk that afternoon. Sharing much of what was their lives involved in the past twenty or so years of living with an uncertain edge hanging over them. Both knowing there was something else waiting for each.

Sara shared with Peter some of the harsh treatment she endured over the years by not conforming to the church's wishes, the strict ways and some town's people questioning her decision to keep her baby. Peter said he had no idea that's how it had been. She had kept it all to herself, choosing the high road for herself and her baby.

Peter had often thought about how he came to be. His mother never speaking of his father and the town's less than gracious vibe regarding him and his mother, made him think she was the victim of rape. A subject he would never discuss with anyone, certainly not his mother.

Over the next few months mother and son strengthened their bond, spending many days together.

On one occasion Peter was at his mother's house working on something on his computer. He needed to run out for a while and left his computer on the kitchen table. While he was gone his mother came home after a full day at the bakery. She noticed Peter's computer on the table still open.

She went to close it when something on the screen caught her eye. On the search bar a topic that Peter had searched "was Incest illegal." She closed the computer top and wondered?

Sara went and took a shower, which she did every day after work. Flour dust can be messy. She was drying her long curly hair in a towel when Peter came back. They talked for a bit and Sara invited him to stay for dinner. He gladly accepted.

Half way through dinner Sara told Peter she had seen what he had searched for on his computer. She wasn't snooping, she just saw it. Peter said he wanted to know what the laws were where they lived. Sara asked why?

Peter thoughtfully said, that neither of them ever found a reason to be with other people in a romantic way. He went on to say the two of us need each other even if it never becomes a romantic relationship. If it does that's great, but mom we need to be together. You are a beautiful, intelligent women and me, I am a man that resects you and loves you more than anything. If I am ever going to be with someone...it will be you!!!

With tears in her eyes Sara reaches for Peters hand and looks into his eyes and says "I understand to god, the church and everyone else what you are suggesting is wrong. As for me Peter, I have in my own way prayed and hoped you would be my life partner. I would lay countless nights in my bed wanting you to be my lover. You teaching me and me teaching you the passion and caring that only a mother and son can have for each other. Our past slates are clean. There are no others. What we are and what we become is just you and me. I love you Peter in every way, I want you as my son, my partner, my friend and my lover."

Peter stands and holds his mother's hand. They embrace for the first time in their lives not as mother and son, but rather as an inspired couple. Peter softly kisses his mother once, twice and holds her with a hug only those truly in love could understand.

Sara and Peter finish dinner. Peter spends the first night in his mother's bed. They do nothing more than hold each other close and kiss.

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Two days later Sara and Peter will spend their first night together as a romantic couple.

When Peter spent his first night at Sara's house he held Sara all night long. Along with some kissing, two decisions were made by them.

First, although both Sara and Peter are selfless people, they do not want their union to bring a child into this world. As such, Sara went to see a doctor about birth control several towns away for their hometown. No reason for anyone to think that Sara's life style has changed.

Second, they will never use a condom when they are together. They believe that a man and a women, deeply in love share the greatest bond and closeness when making love, especially in the missionary position. The world with all of its rules and laws, public stigmas already has raised enough barriers for Sara and Peter not to share this very special love. Sara and Peter only want the two of them touching when they are in an embrace. She wants to feel him and he her.

The time had come for Sara and Peter to experience their first moments of being together. It would be at Sara's house. Her bedroom at night has soft inviting lighting. The bed is big with plush bedding and a firm bed surface, very comfortable. Before Peter arrived Sara lit one candle in the corner of the room. Its lite offering a glow signifying two people, one soul.

Peter arrived with a beautiful bouquet of flowers. Once in the door he gave his Sara a soft kiss. They opened a bottle of wine and moved to the parlor for some conversation. Sara got up and took Peters had and walked him to the bedroom.

Peter was in awe with how Sara looked in the light. They kissed once again. Almost with a rhythmic dance they held each other and undressed each other. Being almost naked Peter picked Sara up and laid her on the bed.

He got next to her and kissed her. This time their tongues meeting for the first time. Not having ever been with other people before, surprisingly, there was no nervousness for either. It was as both had been here many times before. They spent the next hour creasing and exploring each other.

Sara's breasts are full and round with very sensitive nipples, beautiful. Peter's chest is strong and powerful. Peter takes the last article of clothing from Sara, her panties. She is now fully naked. Her form is unbelievable for a women of forty three years.

Her hips and legs make for a beautiful shape and her place where her legs meet is a perfect V shape. Neatly trimmed soft hair to accent her most special place.

Peter takes his boxers off and is now fully naked as well. He too is in great shape. As she looks at Peter, Sara sees for the first time a man's penis. It's of normal size and girth, surrounded by closely trimmed soft to the touch hair. His testicles are round, firm and full.

The two now naked to each other begin what should have been years before, exploring your partner's most intimate places. Peter kisses Sara softly with a passion only a practiced lover can do. Sara responds at first opening her mouth just a bit to allow her tongue to be part of the kiss. What an incredible feeling for both as the kisses now have their tongues mingling with a dancing like rhythm.

Soon Peter kisses his way down to Sara's chest. He holds one breast in his hand and starts sucking ever so gently on the other nipple. Sara arches her back in complete delight. Peter continues for a time. His free hand moves over her body to her special place. With one finger he traces the center fold and notices a wetness coming from her. He very gently moves a finger up and down the opening all the while still suckling on her nipple.

Sara pushes back just a bit. She wants this moment to last. She does much the same, sucking on Peters nipples and working her way to his penis and testicles. His penis is completely erect and the head is glistening with a clear slippery fluid. Sara wrapping her hand around the shaft, she moves her hand up and down the length of the shaft, feeling its pulsing, warmth and thickness.

Her hand moves down finding Peters testicles. These warm sacks of perfectly formed manhood will fill Sara's vagina with Peter's semen and her soul with all of the emotion this women has wanted for so long.

They kiss one last time before their first time making love, a long kiss with their tongues dancing just into each other mouths. With Sara right in the middle of the bed Peter moves over the top of her. Hers legs opened to each side. He reaches for a soft pillow and slides it under Sara's head. Bracing himself on his hands, his erect penis points to her opening. Wiping his penis's head up and slowly down her opening Sara moans in anticipation and delight.

Peter places the head of his penis right at the opening. It's wet from both of their juices. With Sara hand guiding his penis into her vagina, peter enters her. The feeling for both is beyond description. For Sara it is as much pure emotion as it is physical. Sara pulls Peter closer to her making him go further into her. With one more gentle yet strong movement, Peter is fully into his lovely Sara. He holds himself there for a moment allowing her to adjust to a feeling she has wanted for so long

Seeing a smile on Sara's face, Peter begins to slowly at first move himself into and back out of her wonderful silky warmth. The rhythm was enjoyable for both. From masturbating, Peters knows that his climax is only moments away.

He stops his motion and pushes back Sara's clitorises hood, exposing that which will provide Sara with her first orgasm. Circling her wet clitoris with a single finger, Sara begins to again arch her back. This is a feeling that is foreign to her. Peter still circling Sara's clitoris and now resuming his rhythmic motion, filling her completely and nearly withdrawing himself from her vagina, he senses she will orgasm soon.

Less than a minute later Sara experiences her first vaginal orgasm. It takes her breath away. The feeling is so deep within her that no words can describe it. Her body is reacting to this moment that she has no control over. Her face is flushed, she feels a rush of warmth over her body and she can feel her insides desperately hugging Peters' penis.

Peter stops his motion deep within her so that she can enjoy this new experience. She kisses him and says "I love you my Peter." He starts his motion again asking her if she is feeling good or should he stop. She squeezes his arms tight and lets him know to keep making love to her. Peter continues for a few more minutes and his climax is at the edge. With a very loud "Oh Sara" he begins a feeling he has only imagined. Wave after wave of his very essence filling his Sara. With a tear in her eye and a smile on her face, Sara feels the warmth and fullness Peter has placed inside of her. They kiss. It's a kiss that lovers share in a special moment that few know.