I went to the CD player, which we had not yet boxed for the move, and put in the disc and set the playback for single-song auto-repeat. Then I set the vibrator on the floor and stood.
As "Love Shack" began to play, I began to dance. It had been a long time since I had done any vertical dancing, but I could tell from the smile and look of appreciation upon my Master's face that I had not lost any of my moves. While the choice of music was intentional, I was very quickly in a zone – the lyrics were a blur in my mind, as was the rhythm, for all I could sense was that, somehow, my movements were one with the music, my body essentially moving not of its own accord, but of the music's accord.
Only when I felt the vibrator rising into my dripping body did I realize that I was on my knees, apparently having fingered myself during the dance given how wet I was already between my thighs. I wailed as I penetrated myself with the rumbling, fake phallus, my vision clearing just enough through the haze of music and sex to spy my big brother truly enjoying my lewd display, his manhood standing tall and proud through the zipper of his jeans, his hand stroking firmly yet slowly, his lips parted, his eyes fixated upon the base of my sisterly torso.
I have no idea how many times "Love Shack" had played to that point. I only know that my body continued to move to the music as I used both hands to fuck myself with the rumbling vibrator. My voice drowned out the lyrics, my heartbeat took over for the rhythm, and I ultimately succumbed to a climax so powerful that my mouth opened wide in a voiceless scream and stars filled my clouded vision.
I may have passed out momentarily, for my next recollection was of being on my back, the forbidden phallus rutting into me, my big brother's growls filling my ears. The churning vibrator still held firmly in my hand, I wrapped my arms around his strong shoulders, my body meeting his every possessive thrust, my heart ready to burst forth from between my whiplashing breasts, my voice joining his in a primal duet unlike any we had sung before, and then my soul was battered with unending torrents of incestuous love, my ears filled with possessive proclamations, my body and my voice responding in kind.
It was deep, deep into the night when I finally awoke, still underneath my Master's body upon the floor, although he was unfortunately no longer inside me. He slept soundly upon me, still fully clothed, his manhood pressed against my right thigh. I was still officially "fully clothed" as well, but thanks to the crotchless nature of the teddy, I was well sated, my belly full of my domineering twin's desire for me.
For a moment, I thought back to our mother's revelation to me during our Spring Break visit. I thought as well about her advice to me just before my big brother and I had gone camping earlier in the summer. And for a few moments, I wondered what she would think if she knew of the way we had "celebrated" our final night in the apartment.
Only then did I realize that "Love Shack" was no longer playing. Looking around, I saw that none of the electronics – the TV, the DVD player, the VCR, the PlayStation2 console – seemed to be functioning. I could not hear the low hum of the refrigerator. Clearly, a power outage had befallen the neighborhood. That was likely the only reason we had fallen asleep, for the music otherwise would certainly have kept us awake despite the satisfied post-copulatory fatigue.
The sadness returned as I gently awoke my Master and twin and lover. Slowly, we made our way to our bedrooms to properly prepare for sleep, for Moving Day would begin with sunrise.
*****
Fortunately, our mother did not say anything about the scent of sex still lingering in the air when she arrived. Then again, I am certain that she took a hotel instead of insisting on staying with us overnight specifically so that my big brother and I could fully enjoy our final night in the apartment.
At 7:00AM, my big brother left to go get the rental truck. If all went according to plan, we could move everything in two trips, and have the rental truck back by 2:00PM at the latest. During the week, since we already had the keys to the house, we had taken over a few things here and there, reducing the amount of time required for the actual move itself.
To my surprise, our mother did not ask about the forbidden relationship. She simply helped to finish boxing various things and made small talk as we worked. She did leave us about Noon, however, so that she could take BART back to Oakland International Airport and continue on her way to Seattle, but by that time, we were very nearly done with the move, unloading the last of the boxes from the rental truck and stacking them in the living room of the house.
While my big brother returned the rental truck, I returned to the apartment, primarily to make one final check to assure myself that we had truly removed everything which belonged to us. Slowly, I opened every cupboard and door, looking for anything which we may have missed, but finding nothing.
Ultimately, I sat on the floor where the sofa had been, and I leaned back against the wall. The sadness washed over me once again. So many memories...
"Those," I recalled a real estate agent saying in a recent Century 21 commercial, "you get to take with you."
That brought a small smile to my face and lifted my heavy heart a bit. It seemed so strange to me that I had lived in this apartment for not quite a full calendar year, yet I felt such a strong, intimate connection with it.
I stood and made my way to the narrow balcony for the final time, enjoying the cool breeze. A few moments later, I glanced down at the sidewalk to see my big brother approaching the building, his eyes clearly upon me. Yet even in my consuming sadness, I still felt a little "guilty" that I was not wearing a skirt to give him a peek at my thong, and that "guilt" made me smile and oddly lifted my spirits.
I met my big brother as he entered the apartment. Nothing was said as we simply held each other for a long, long time, each of us thinking back on the memories we had made and shared here. It was only when his stomach growled a little loudly that we knew our time in the apartment was done.
Our neighbor Valerie was gone on two weeks of vacation visiting family and friends; she and I had said goodbye before her departure. So there was no reason to linger in the apartment, in the building. Reluctantly stepping from my big brother's arms, I gave the barren living room one final look, then moved toward the door.
"Wait." He moved around me and opened the door, then turned to me and, to my surprise, picked me up in his strong arms. When we had been alone for the first time when we moved in, he had carried me into the apartment as my big brother and my forbidden lover. Now, he was carrying me out of the apartment as my big brother and my forbidden lover and my caring Master.