In the past, Valentine's Day between my big brother and me had been celebrated rather simply, with just an exchange of greeting cards and perhaps a hug.
In 2006, however, Valentine's Day would have a much more intimate significance for us both, as for the first time on this particular day, my big brother was also my dearest lover.
Since before Halloween, I had been considering how to make Valentine's Day a very special one, a day which we would remember for millennia to come. Unfortunately, Valentine's Day was on a Tuesday, which meant that if we wanted to spend an entire day alone, we would need to skip all our classes that day and also call off from work.
However, we decided that we should indeed take the entire day off, as it was our first Valentine's Day together as a young couple deeply and madly in love. Thinking fondly of our wonderful and memorable end-of-semester celebration in December, I suggested that we return to the same hotel near Little Tokyo, and – not surprisingly – my big brother wholeheartedly agreed and announced that he would make the appropriate arrangements.
Neither of us had to suggest it: We both instinctively knew that I would be bound and beaten again for Valentine's Day. Instead of studying, I actually sat at my desk on several occasions, masturbating to thoughts of restraint and pain, imagining the exposed forbidden phallus pulsing strongly and menacingly before me in reaction to my struggles and my cries. When I should have been writing short opinion papers for a class, I was instead scouring the Internet for stories or video clips or sound files featuring young female slaves being teased and tormented while in various forms of restraint.
Thinking ahead to the upcoming visit to the hotel, however, we would not have just one evening together. This time, I would be at my domineering twin's mercy for at least an entire day, and I was desperately looking forward to that experience.
As the big day approached, we chatted about the upcoming experience more and more. In bed, my big brother would cuddle me, touching me lovingly while whispering into my ear how he would enjoy seeing me bound again before him, fighting the bonds as he alternated between giving me pain and giving me pleasure, making me cry out for more of each. And as I drifted off to sleep, my mind would be filled of those very same images, and there was almost certainly a smile upon my face as slumber at last overtook me.
The big question which had been gnawing at the back of my mind for months, however, was what gift I could possibly give to my big brother that he would truly appreciate and which would be a significant symbol of our deepening relationship. I had already given him my heart, which he cherished with every touch, every glance. I had already given him my body, which he claimed almost daily to the unbridled delight of us both. I had even already given him one of my thongs, which was still mounted like a trophy on the wall of his bedroom.
What more could I possibly give him?
At last, the idea came to me. I went online, spent some time searching for the right place, made a number of phone calls to compare services and prices, and eagerly scheduled an appointment.
*****
We both returned from our respective colleges to the apartment at the same time, stepping off different cars of the same BART train and grinning knowingly to each other as we ascended the stairs to the street level. Once safely inside our apartment, we kissed eagerly, a kiss which hinted at the mini-vacation ahead.
My big brother finished his packing while I made dinner: salad and leftover pizza. We ate somewhat quickly, my bare feet nestled in his lap. While he washed and put away the dishes, I completed the last of my packing. With one final hug and his kiss to my forehead, we embarked.
When we at last emerged from underground, nighttime had definitely fallen upon San Francisco, and the city lights looked rather pretty. Love was certainly in the air, quite noticeable by the Valentine's Day advertisements in the store windows and the greater-than-usual number of couples holding hands or – in the case of a young teenage couple two rows in front of us on the bus to Little Tokyo – making out without shame. I wished desperately that I could have kissed my big brother at that moment or simply held his hand, but I contented myself with pressing my thigh against his as I looked out the window.
We stepped off the bus at last. Recognizing the neighborhood, it was easy to find our way to the hotel. And just as we were about to enter the hotel, my big brother stopped me with a hand on my shoulder.
"You remember the safeword and the safesound we agreed upon, right?" he asked, his tone serious for once.
"Yes," I replied with a nod, my tone equally serious. "'Hentai' and the sound of a siren."
"Good. Now, once we step into the hotel, I am no longer your big brother and you are no longer my baby sister – at least, not until we return home on Wednesday."
I nodded again. "I am your slave and you are my Master. I am yours to command and use as you see fit."
"That's right. Are you ready for this, baby sister?"
I smiled. Despite the deep love and the intense trust I felt for him, despite our previous experience with BDSM, I was a little nervous, which somewhat surprised me. I nodded.
"I'm ready for this, big brother. I'm ready to be your slave. I
want
to be your slave."
"Okay, then." He held the door open for me, and I stepped into the hotel, and thus, at last, I stepped into my eagerly-anticipated role.
*****
I was amazed to be standing in the exact same room my big brother – my Master – and I had shared at the hotel for our end-of-semester mini-vacation. Everything was the same with the exception of the television set, which now had a built-in DVD player. "We could go to that video store in Little Tokyo and buy some anime to watch," I suggested, "perhaps some tentacle-sex hentai."
"I think I'd rather watch you," my Master replied with a lecherous smile, "especially as you struggle for me."
We did not engage in bondage play immediately. Instead, my Master sat in one of the chairs at the table, and I sat in his lap, facing him. If we were not wearing clothes, it would have been a nice position for slowly making love to him, or to simply have him filling me, each of us calmly motionless, as we held each other. Instead, we shared numerous kisses as our hands explored each other, as if we were two young teens each exploring the opposite sex for the very first time. Despite the intimate familiarity inherent with our relationship, it added a sense of (false) innocence to the loving atmosphere within our hotel room.
"Stand," he finally instructed me, and I reluctantly complied, standing beside him. I wore a black skirt, baby blue blouse, white bra and thong, white low socks, and baby blue tennis shoes. My only other adornments were the usual small hoop earrings.
"Strip."
That command I fulfilled eagerly, although it took a lot of willpower to prevent myself from smiling with anticipation and ripping the clothes from my own bodt as I complied. I felt proud that my own twin brother – my Master – found my body so attractive, proud that my Master lusted for me, proud that my Master would ultimately use me for his own pleasure.
Wearing only the earrings, I stood once again, my hands at my sides. "Part your legs, shoulder width," he ordered, and I obeyed instantly, instinctively clasping my hands behind me. Then he reached out and stroked my bare sex, his thumb brushing along the thin horizontal line of closely-cut pubic hair – my "third eyebrow," as he called it – which I had begun to sport since the beginning of the year. I sighed contentedly, closing my eyes, enjoying my Master's gentle touches. He continued to stroke me brazenly, and I rocked slowly against his hand and mewled softly as he extracted the wet love from my body.
"Kneel." I obeyed again, saddened that his hand would no longer be touching me so intimately. But then he held the same hand to my lips, and I took my time in gently cleaning him, licking my own desire from him, savoring my own taste, and I rediscovered the reason why he likes to eat me.
"Give me your thong and your bra." I retrieved the requested undergarments from the pile of clothes on the floor and handed them to my Master. Then, he surprised me by placing them on the windowsill, on the other side of the heavy red curtain, in the corner of the window, so that they were well out of my reach.
"Get dressed. We're going for a walk." That statement startled me.
Our walk was an unusual one for me. A few times previously, I had been out in public without wearing a bra, so that did not really bother me, especially since I also wore a heavy jacket. But to be out in public without
any
underwear whatsoever certainly made me feel uncomfortable. By its design, a thong inherently does not provide much coverage, but not wearing anything at all under my skirt made me feel truly vulnerable. Although the breeze was almost negligible, I could feel the cool air caressing my body where it should not be possible to be caressed in public, and I irrationally feared a sudden gust of strong wind blowing up my skirt and exposing me to the few passersby.
"Are you nervous?" my Master asked, a slight hint of laughter in his voice.
"Yes, Master," I replied quietly.
"Good."
We found a small coffee shop, a cozy place with the feel of a mom-'n'-pop operation. There were only a few customers inside, almost all of Asian descent. I sat at a table by the front window and waited for my Master to order our drinks.
Sitting alone, I had a few moments to think, to reminisce about our previous stay at the hotel and anticipate the events of the current stay. My thoughts created a notable warmth and dampness at the base of my torso, and that concerned me a little, as I did not have a thong to contain the passion which may trickle from my body, which would thus create a wet spot upon my skirt.
My Master returned with our drinks and sat across the small table from me, his legs brushing against mine. We slowly sipped our drinks for a long time, neither of us speaking until we were both finished. It was a comfortable silence, highlighted by the feel of my Master's legs touching mine.
"My sister, my slave," he finally whispered. His eyes spoke volumes of the love he felt for me, causing my heart to swell within my chest and beat a little faster.
"My brother, my Master," I whispered in reply, sliding my legs against his.
"Let's go play."