It was a pivotal moment in my life and in Ian's. Little did I know that it would lead to long lasting consequences for the both of us.
I was on my bed. Thinking that the house was empty I had decided to give myself some pleasure and release. I had stripped out of my clothes and I was enjoying my body. I had two fingers vigorously working my pussy. My thumb was caressing my clitoris. I even had my panties pressed to my nose, sniffing the scent of my own pussy. I'd been pinching my nipples and squeezing my breasts. I was fantasising about taking a big cock deep into my pussy. My excitement had mounted and my orgasm had just taken grip of me when my bedroom door opened slightly and my brother Ian was standing there, his mouth agape when he took in what I was doing. My eyes must have darted some sort of look at Ian but my addiction to my orgasm made me carry on masturbating. I probably gasped out "Oh! Oh! Oh!" several times -- I usually do when I climax. My body was shuddering with the intense sensations. Then my mouth was open but silent and my eyes were locked on Ian's. His were locked on me, fascinated. When my climax began to peter out, my hand instinctively slowed and, strangely, I began apologising. I was stuttering "Oh Ian, I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
Ian replied "No, I'm sorry, Sis. I didn't realise...." and with that he slowly closed the door.
Ian is my twin brother. Until that day our relationship had been what I suppose is typical of twins. We were close but him being a boy, we often fell out over his pranks and teasing. He might have been my age but of course I would think of him as so immature compared to sensible me.
Anyway, I lay there, sexually satisfied but embarrassed. Ian had not only seen me naked but I was masturbating too. He had seen my tits often enough, even quite recently but now he had seen my pussy too. And I'd just started keeping it smooth, totally free of pubes. So, Ian had now seen it -- with my fingers thrusting into it pleasuring me.
I got up and dressed in jeans and tee shirt. I didn't put a bra on. My tits are small enough to manage without the support and I like the free feeling. I stayed in my room though, not yet ready to face my twin. I started to read a magazine, not taking any words in though, just constantly re-living my embarrassing moments. I coloured up time and again as I remembered different aspects of it all. How could I have done it? And how did I carry on with Ian watching me? I realised too that my climax had been massively intense and had seemed to last for ages compared to my normal orgasms.
Then, there was a gentle knock on the door. I called out "Hello -- come in." and Ian slowly opened the door - again.
He said "Karen, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do that. I thought you were out and I heard funny noises from your room. I thought I should try to speak to you before things get too awkward. I'd hate us to fall out. You okay?"
I nodded, colouring up again. "Yeah, come in!" I said and he sat by me on the bed. "Fuck knows what you think of me. It couldn't have looked worse. And I'm so embarrassed that I couldn't stop -- and you saw me having an orgasm." I added.
Ian placed a re-assuring hand on my thigh and said "Hey, I think you're great. And, I know I shouldn't say this but, if you ask me, it couldn't have looked better. I mean, I know you're my sister and I shouldn't be thinking this but it looked incredible. Not 'cos I saw you naked but 'cos I saw you have an orgasm."
I wasn't sure if I knew what Ian meant but we had always been able to talk openly to each other so instead of blocking the subject, I pushed him to tell me more.
"Well, even though your hand was frantic and your face was frozen with intensity, I saw your body practically radiate your pleasures, your sensations. It was quite an experience."
I said "Yes, you certainly did see my body -- everything. I mean, I've only just gone smooth and I show it to my brother!"
"Don't beat yourself up. I've seen your tits loads of times, you topless sunbathe enough. So now I've seen your pussy for the first time since we were kids -- big deal. But hey, looks good smooth. Better than the hairy ones." he told me.
I wanted to ask whose hairy ones he had seen but I left it for the time being. I wanted to get my embarrassment neutralised and this talking seemed to be helping. "So you haven't got me marked down as some pervy no-hoper who has to frig herself?" I asked him this because I wasn't feeling good about myself sexually. I had only just started having full sex with my boyfriend, Mark and it wasn't going well. Well, not for me it wasn't. Mark was getting what he wanted but he had yet to satisfy me. In our ten or so episodes of sex, I had not climaxed once. His penis isn't very big which is partly the reason for my fantasising when I was masturbating.
Ian replied "Karen, we both know that most girls masturbate. What I walked in on was you getting off by hand, having fun, getting pleasure. It doesn't make you a perv!"
"Carrying it on with my brother watching isn't quite normal, Ian!" I snapped.
"Hey, you were there. How could you stop at that point. I could see you were climaxing -- and it looked amazing for you too!" Ian assured me, adding "Besides, we're twins. Doesn't that make us close enough?"
I confided "It felt amazing, Ian. Better than usual, if I dare say so. I don't know if that's 'cos you were watching but I had the most amazing orgasm of my life. That's partly why I couldn't stop."
"Wow! That's incredible!" he enthused and then jokingly I think, he added "I'll stop by next time if you like!"
We both knew that my delay in replying was because I was thinking about his idea. Then I realised I needed to move the conversation on. I played it badly though by trying to joke my way out of it. "Yeah, yeah and I'll come and watch you 'n all!" I said.
Ian's expression didn't crack at my poor attempt at humour. "You can if you want, Sis. I'd like it. Any time!" he replied.
I tried quickly to get the notion dropped even though my mind was picturing my brother with his erect cock in his hand. "Hey, we'd better calm down before we do something really outrageous!" I told him. He smiled and I knew he was fantasising about his not so jokey offer.
In my heart, I knew that I was actually interested in watching him masturbate. I had given my boyfriend hand jobs plenty of times and I had watched him do it himself when he's jerked off onto me. He likes to splash out onto my tits and then smear it over them. But the idea of Ian masturbating in front of me was different -- and not in a bad way, I was thinking. I was quickly learning a lot about myself and what sort of things excited me. Finding such things out about myself was a bit of a shock.
Then Ian interrupted my naughty thoughts. "Hey Karen, can I ask you something?"
I cautiously said "Yes." knowing it was bound to be related to the earlier event.
It was. He asked me "So, if you don't mind telling me, what is the thing with your panties?"
I immediately realised what he meant. I had still been sniffing my panties when he had walked in on me.
"Oh! That! If I'm honest, I like to sniff what my pussy smells like - so maybe I am pervy!" I confessed.
"Sounds great to me -- not pervy!" he replied, perhaps a bit too enthusiastically.
Then Ian asked me if we were okay and I assured him that we were. I did feel better than before we had talked. His words and even his crazy ideas had calmed me down about the little show I had put on. We seemed to be back on our usual footing together.
We both stood up and we hugged. It had been a long time since we had hugged like that. I could be wrong but I thought I felt the firmness of an erection press against me. I saw his eyes alight on my aroused nipple jutting from my tee shirt. I knew that the conversation had actually had several effects on me.
A couple of days later Mom asked me to fetch my laundry from my room. As I sorted the items for the different washes I realised one particular pair of panties was not there. I noticed because they were new and are a distinctive scarlet in colour so they needed to be in the correct wash. I was puzzled but not too fussed by the minor mystery. Then Mom asked me to strip the sheets off my bed and Ian's bed. Ian was not at home so I just strolled into his room and grabbed at the bed clothes. Yanking the base sheet off, I tipped his pillows onto the floor. Of course, the scarlet colour immediately caught my eye. My panties had been under Ian's pillows. They were the exact pair and they were unwashed. I sniffed them and I could smell myself. I wasn't horrified at all by my discovery. I was strangely thrilled by it. I felt a strange surge of excitement in my chest. I felt my breasts practically swell. I dwelt on my find until that evening and I realised it was still exciting me then, that many hours later.
Just after Ian and I went up to bed, I softly knocked on his door and went in. He was in bed, but he still had his bedside lamp lit. His chest was naked and his toned physique was quite apparent when he sat up as I came in.
"I'm gonna be naughty now so don't get annoyed or embarrassed, okay. I found my red panties so they've gone in the wash. Lucky for you Mom sent me to get your sheets. But that means you've nothing to sniff, my dear and dirty brother, so I thought I'd oblige you. I opened my robe and revealed a pair of white panties. I'd worn them all day. I traced my index finger up the crack of my pussy, pushing the fabric in slightly. Then I put my thumbs under the waistband and slid the panties down my legs. I knew Ian could see my pussy but I didn't mind at all now. I handed the tiny garment to him and he took it with a lovely big grin on his face.
"You don't mind then?" he asked me.
I said "Strangely, I'm flattered. Even more strangely, I'm excited. Enjoy!"
I had realised since finding the scarlet panties, that I was now actually very keen to watch Ian masturbate but I couldn't ask him outright. I wanted him to offer again. Now, I watched as he held my used panties and gazed at my pussy. "Goodnight, my naughty twin." I said and went to leave the room.
"Karen!" he called out softly to me. "I meant it, you know. You could watch me if you wanted. You might like it, even."