*Note: The characters in this story are high school seniors, all over the age of 18
This is an excerpt from the diary of a patient we have named Sheri, who is currently under our care along with her identical twin sister Teri. It is hoped that the information contained herein will assist with diagnosis and treatment of their shared malady.
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Jan 20 - It happened again today. One of Teri's neanderthal boyfriends grabbed my ass as I was walking down the street. Then when I got pissed at him, he pretended to apologize, claiming that he thought I was my sister. But the laugh he was trying to hold back told me he knew which one I was and had just used that as a excuse to cop a cheap feel. As if it was that hard to tell the difference between us, since Teri dresses like the slut she is, not the way a sensible woman like me does.
Jan 21 - Teri didn't get home from fucking whichever guy she was with last night, until after I was asleep. So, I had to wait until today to tell her to teach her boyfriends some manners. Her reaction was the same as always, that if I spent one night with one of them, I'd give up my dyke ways and start acting like a real woman. Then, as she usually did, she started telling me in detail about all the sick things she did with her boyfriends. The fucking, the oral sex, the anal sex, and the sickest one of all, the oral sex after anal sex. She knows how much those things disgust me, which is obviously why she tells me about them. This time though, I didn't try to explain the difference between being just a sperm bucket for her half dozen "boyfriends", and the true love Cindy and I share, like I did most of the time. Instead I told her to warn her boyfriends that I was going to start carrying pepper spray in my purse. And the next one of them who grabbed my ass, or tried to feel my tits was going to get a face full of it.
Jan 27 - I guess her boyfriends got the message, because none of them tried to lay a hand on me this week. Oh, they still say things as I walk by, like telling me they could cure me of being a lezzie, or lewd comments about sucking on their giant clits. But, I can deal with their immature words as long as they keep their dirty monkey paws away from me.
Jan 28 - Tonight with Cindy was just so wonderful. I can still feel her gently licking me to orgasm after orgasm, and still taste her own sweet honey on my lips. These are things my sister will never feel. The light strokes of a true lovers tongue as her lips softly suck your clit are a million times better than the violent thrusting of some male animal's penis. And the feeling of returning that love, by doing the same to her, is something she will never understand. And, laying in her arms, making plans for our wedding when we graduate, was the perfect ending for such a beautiful evening. By the time Teri even thinks about getting married, she'll be such a worn out old whore that no decent man would want her. And that will be just what she deserves for being such a slut instead of trying to find real love like I have.
Jan 29 - I had the strangest dream last night, after falling asleep thinking about Cindy. It started with her licking my tits like she loves to do, although for some reason she was sucking my nipples a lot harder than she normally does, almost to the point of pain. Then, as she also does sometimes, she started sliding her vibrator in and out of my pussy. But, she wasn't licking me at the same time like she always does, and again, she was being a lot rougher than normal. After that, she did something she's never done before, and that was shove her vibrator into my virgin ass and use it roughly there too. And after a few minutes of that, she pulled it out and shoved it down my throat, where it exploded, filling my mouth with sticky goo.
Of course, I understood the symbolism of the things that happened in my dream. They were the things my sister told me she loved doing with her boyfriends. But what I didn't understand was why I was dreaming about them, and why they felt so real while they were happening to me. Did my sister's disgusting descriptions from the other day affect me that much that I've started dreaming about them?
Feb 1 - I've had that same dream, with minor changes in the sequence and details, every night since the first one. And, not only do the feelings seem a little stronger each time, I've also started getting sensations of pleasure along with it. Except, for some reason, I know the pleasure isn't mine, as if someone else is also feeling these things and they are the one enjoying them. I know that sounds crazy, but something even crazier happened today.
While I was eating lunch in the school cafeteria, I got that same feeling of my mouth being filled with something long and hard, like a vibrator or yuck, a penis. And, as it moved in and out, I got sensations of hunger, and a sort of masochistic pleasure, especially when it would block my throat so I couldn't breathe. Then, like it had in my dreams, it swelled up even larger before exploding and filling my mouth and throat with that same goo. Only this time I also got the sensation of someone feeling delight as my throat started swallowing all by itself. What the hell is happening to me? Am I going insane or something?