I still feel wonderful. My whole body is relaxed and I'm still getting little
twinges
every now and then. I mean, okay, last night was my first time making love with anybody (I've masturbated a lot), but there I was, totally naked, in a bed, with another totally naked person, and we were
doing stuff!
Thing is, and this is the weird part (I guess), my lover, my first-ever, was my own twin brother Ross. Lots of you are probably going
eeeewwwww!
but it was really beautiful and sweet. We're both 22 years old and at the same college, and well, after exam week, we were trying to get back to normal, and there was this one part where Ross offered me a neck massage and then, well, things just started to happen.
Talk about stress relief though; wow.
Ross's massage started to get softer and more delicate and the feeling of his fingers on my skin just started to get to me. Before I knew it I had chill-bumps, and then my main two 'chill bumps'—on my chest—were sticking up hard! I was thinking, "Wait now, what the fuck am I thinking?" but it just felt so good; to be touched, to be massaged, to just be with someone! I melted inside. My thoughts melted, and I sort of leaned back against my brother and then he was massaging my shoulders and I felt even better. Like butter.
Melted butter.
And neither of us were saying a word. We'd both been yakking away happily, about the finals being over and having time to relax and unwind, and then the neck rub changed like I said, and the whole room was silent. Like both of us were listening for something and not really hearing it. Then I remember reaching up and back and touching his hair, and then I felt his lips on my neck-nape and even though it wasn't really a kiss, it gave me another wave of warm, shivery bumps everywhere. I breathed in deep and sighed, and then Ross sighed right against my neck and I got even more turned-on and excited, and when I turned my head to look back at him, his lips were already pursing to meet mine.
So we kissed.
And it wasn't the regular brother-sister kiss we sometimes exchanged when we'd see each other or congratulate each other; it was a real soft, sexy, sensual kind of kiss. It totally took my breath away—and kept it! Before I knew it there was an ocean between my legs, I was so wet! So I continued leaning and pushing back against Ross and then I was turning and we were kissing some more, and our lips were all hot and wet and rubbing and mooshing together, and I just wanted him so bad—wanted to make love with him—my mouth was all sour tasting and dry inside.
Then it was like a slow motion movie or something. I remember we just looked into each other's eyes for a moment—a long moment—and then I was sitting up on my knees and taking my tee-shirt off, and Ross was undoing his shorts, and a few moments later we were both down to just panties (well, his are 'briefs'), and we sort of just leaned over and lay on our sides facing each other, still kissing, eyes closed, and enjoying every breathless moment.
Then time snapped by and I realized that Ross wasn't laying down with me anymore. I could feel his hands on my thigh and looked down to watch him. He was just sitting there, legs bent halfway under him, leaning on one hand while he ran his other hand gently and slowly up and down my thigh. It felt so wonderful—this electric sort of pulse came up through my whole body—but I just lay there like I was, letting him do exactly what he wanted. He was totally spacing out on my leg and then as I went on watching, he leaned over and kissed me right there—right in the middle of the side of my thigh. It was like my leg went off on its own. It stiffened—like every muscle just completely shivering with excitement—and then it lifted up. I was on my side and it was like a scissors opening. My brother then took hold of my leg and started kissing my knee and thigh, and then back the other way down my shin. I got so many shivers I thought I was going to explode! My foot was so tense it was pointing straight down, and then I guess Ross saw it (his eyes had been closed in total concentration), and the next thing I knew I was having my foot kissed!
That was really the first orgasm I think I had that night—with another person I mean. Everything else before that might've been
sorta
orgasms when I look back at it, but that one was a big one. The wave went right up my foot, through the ankle, up the calf, past the knee and then up my thigh and into my crotch/tummy. I remember gasping and then Ross looked over; he looked so sweet glancing sidewise like that, his lips still attached to my instep. Then his tongue came out and he started
licking
my foot! My toes spread and then clenched and then curled downward and I had another orgasm just from that incredible feeling!
After that things sort of faded from one thing to another, like in a movie. I remember pushing up and turning, and then curling toward my brother's legs and snuggling my face against his feet, and he was still holding my foot—the other one now—and just totally bathing it with his tongue. I grabbed his foot and pulled it out from beneath him (he was sitting 'side-saddle' on the bed), and he resisted, and then let me do what I wanted. And then I was licking his foot, and then we both sort of lay down on our sides again, but reversed—head to foot—and for a whole long while that's all we did; made love to each other's feet.
It was incredible. I never felt anything like it before. I mean, even when I'd masturbate, I never thought of my feet as being 'sexy' or 'sexual' or anything; they were just
feet.
But now it was as though they were sex-organs by themselves and to tell the truth, Ross wasn't exactly hating it either. In fact, while I was sucking his toes, I remember opening my eyes at one point and looking up the length of his legs (which are really beautiful, though I never say that to him!), and noticed, really for the first time, the full-on erection that was pushing up the front of his briefs! The first thing that came to my mind—which was all melted and buzzing from what I was experiencing—was,
Why is he still dressed? Why isn't it just sticking out bare? Why do I still have my panties on? What kind of idiot am I?