My mother was a whore and I never came to know my father. When I turned eighteen, my mother said she had done her bit for me, and that I needed to find my own way about the world. I had not fared too well in school. My features were plain like my mother's, and even at eighteen my body was turning doughy, into flab and fat. I knew I would have to earn my keep like my mother had - not through the harvest of natural-born gifts, but through hard work and learned service.
At first I waited tables and stocked shelves. But the economy was weak, as it always was for those like me. From time to time I fell into what was easy, and I sucked a cock in a parking lot for money, and let two men fuck me in a motel. Somewhere in between a strip club agreed to give me a few shifts until three years later when the manager decided to replace me with a newer model. By then I had become inured to the comments that came at me from the club floor - not just the cat calls from the customers, but also the laughs by which I had been put down by the other girls. The club had kept me around as a kind of fool, as a creature to be humored by the patrons, or pitied, or - mostly - to be pawed at by those who were too drunk or scared to approach the pretty ones. Yes there was a certain niche I catered to, who assumed the fat-assed white girl would always "do more" and this niche did keep me going for a while. But three years later my manager told me I wasn't making enough money to fill even this role, and there were many like me around to take my place, and do my job better.
I went to see my mother on my twenty-first birthday. She told me, "Look you must accept what you are, and what life has allotted to you. You're not much to look at, but some men, they like us fat and plain. Also you are young so you still have that. Let me find you a man and when I do, be grateful to him. Worship him so he never leaves... and then you wont end up like... like me."