Author's note: My second published story!! Another huge thank you to Spector_Dugan for all the suggestions and edits that helped shape and polish this story into its current form (all errors are still mine). Everyone in this story is over the age of 18. I hope you enjoy!
The Plan: Prologue
Aiden glanced at the game clock then down towards the three-point line. His defender was tired, leaving him space to put up one final shot. He could make it, win the game, and prove he was worthy of being a starter instead of the team's eternal bench-warming sixth man. He just needed to clear his mind for a few moments. Just forget about all the past screw ups --
the missed chances
-- and focus on what was right there in front of him.
Only seconds remained. The crowd was standing in anticipation.
"Shoot it, Aiden!" His twin sister Madison yelled from the sidelines.
Why was it always Madison's voice that reached him through the roaring cheers, screams, and boos of the crowd? He glanced sideways to where she radiated with energy and enthusiasm.
Despite being the shortest cheerleader on the team, she easily stood out among the energetic pack of blond teenagers. It was clear why she'd been picked as co-captain of the cheer squad along with her best friend Hannah Baker; both of them had the type of charms that could start or end wars, and the entire school had been smitten with them from day one.
Hannah also happened to be a twin, the sportier half of the Baker twins, and a mirror image of her beautiful sister Ashley.
Ashley Baker.
Talk about a missed chance.
The world turned slow and fuzzy at the thought of her. She was perfect in every way and a constant reminder of what might have been if he hadn't screwed things up so epically.
"A-I-D-E-N!"
His name sounded muffled now, like he was submerged under water. It was hard to break away from the sight of Hannah Baker's long golden hair. She looked so much like her sister Ashley.
Three years of could-have-been moments flashed through his mind: mediocre grades, when he could have been an honor roll student. Warming the bench because of his lack of confidence. And finally, the most painful of them all, being a single loser, when he could have been dating Ashley Baker.
"SHOOT. IT. AIDEN." Madison's voice finally cut through the haze and pulled him out the depths of distraction.
She was gesturing wildly toward the basket.
He turned, squared up, and released the smoothest flowing three he'd ever shot. It was perfect, with nice rotation and an indefensible high arc that made the ball swish-drop straight through the net. He'd done it.
He'd won the game.
"No shot," the referee yelled, waving his hands. "Sorry kid. After the buzzer."
A collective groan echoed throughout the gymnasium. He cringed inwardly, hoping the polished maple floor would turn into quicksand and suck him down into a dark abyss deep beneath the building. Not even his teammates granted him reprieve from the disappointed and angry looks. Worst of all were the cheerleaders, who glared at him like he'd personally ruined everyone's evening. Only his sister and Hannah gave him consoling looks.
"What the F was
that
, Miller?" Coach yelled.
He shrugged. "Sorry, Coach. Thought I had more time."
"You had time," he said through gritted teeth.
"Plenty of it."
Aiden's mind automatically faded back to that fuzzy, underwater place, where all the noise got drowned out, and he could be alone with his thoughts.
Ashley Baker.
It all started with her. If only the mysterious forces of fate hadn't conspired against him three years ago. She was the first domino to drop in a series of events that made him the high school social pariah. He was eventually rescued from that fate by his infinitely charismatic twin sister Madison, who sacrificed some of her own social cred to do damage control on his image. If it hadn't been for her, his entire high school experience would have been an epic disaster.
Thanks to her, life was good enough to be mediocre.
After Coach finished venting his anger, Aiden went straight home. He hadn't even considered attending the Friday night parties, not that he'd be welcome after losing the game in such a stupidly dramatic fashion.
He stood in the shower, replaying those final seconds over and over. If he'd just gotten the shot off one second earlier...
"Wasn't your fault," his sister's voice said from the other side of the shower curtain. He hadn't heard her come into their shared bathroom, which connected their adjoining rooms. Over the years, it had somehow become their safe space, a place where they could open up to each other about the daily stresses of teenage life, although it always seemed to be him stressing and Madison listening.
"Wasn't your fault," she repeated after he hadn't responded.
"Tell that to Coach," he replied.
"He's an asshole," she said. "Someone should tell him that basketball is a team sport."
"This one's on me," he said. "I got distracted."
"Because of Hannah?" Madison asked.
He nodded even though he knew she couldn't see him. "She looked just like Ashley tonight."
"They're
identical twins
," she replied, a sliver of jovial sarcasm in her tone.
He turned off the water. Then Madison's hand reached in past the end of the shower curtain holding a fresh towel. He took it and began to dry off.
"You really need to get over Ashley," she said. "It's been three years. Take a chance with someone else."
Easier said than done in a high school that never lets you forget your most publicly embarrassing moments.
"Who would go out with me?" he said.
"Aiden, you're a good looking senior who plays varsity ball, you're really smart and a nice guy, that alone puts you in the top one percent. You have options, and if you don't want to make the first move then I could set you up."
"That would be weird," he said, swinging the curtain open.
She stood there, arms crossed, in her favorite tee and trousers pajama combo. Her dark amber eyes were narrowed and serious, and he could tell that something was bothering her.
"Not weird," she said. "It's not like I'm suggesting you date
me
. Setups happen all the time. It's totally normal, unlike hanging out with your twin sister, in a bathroom, on Friday night."
"Surprisingly, that doesn't seem as weird," he said.
Hanging out with Madison had never been weird, even in their shared bathroom. They'd been inseparable as kids, and that level of comfort around each other had persisted beyond their awkward adolescent years. Even now, as eighteen-year-olds, the concept of "weird" didn't really apply when it was just the two of them. She was just his sister 'Mads', who had always been by his side, and who knew him better than anyone in the world. She also just happened to be an eighteen-year-old beauty with an athletic body and boobs that were just a little too big for her frame.
"Fine, don't ask for my help," she said. "But please do something. It's our last year of high school and the only thing you do is mope around the house and lament some stupid failed date from three years ago."
"I mope about other things too," he said. "Like losing basketball games."
"You did not lose that game," she said sternly. "Sure, you had an open shot at the end and wasted it by staring at Hannah's tits."
"I wasn't."
She raised a skeptical eyebrow. "I'm sure we could find video evidence of the tit-timeframe in question."
He pursed his lips at her, knowing he'd be on the losing end of that challenge.
"Like I was saying," she continued, taking a few steps forward and poking his bare chest with her index finger. "You didn't lose that game. We had an eight point lead going into the fourth quarter and their leading scorer --
who you were guarding
-- went one-for-five because of your amazing defense. The team lost that game, it just sucks that your coach prefers to play the blame game instead of figuring out how to close out fourth quarters."
"Okay, fine," he conceded. "I actually agree with you. But for the record, I wasn't staring at Hannah tits."
"Someone else's tits, then?"
"Madison."
"I've seen your porn links. I know you like 'em big."
"
Mads
," he said. "Not helping right now. And please stop checking out my porn links. That's a little weird, even for us."
"Okay," she said, turning her head and cracking her neck like she was doing some kind of hard manual reset on herself. "Then tell me, dear brother, what had you lost in that trance?"
"I was staring at Ashley's tits."
"Pretty sure Ashley wasn't at the game," she said.
"She wasn't, but I was using Hannah as a visual reference to imagine Ashley tits."
"So... you were staring at Hannah's tits."
"In my mind they were Ashley's."
"Tomato, to-mah-toe," she said dismissively.
"Different tits," he argued.
"Literally, identical."
"Okay. Fine," he said, throwing his hands up. "I concede on a technicality."
Madison smirked.
"Point is, I screwed up, Mads. Again."
"Look, Aiden, everyone's going to forget about the game in a few days. It's high school, there's always a new distraction. But I am worried about your obsession with Ashley. She's your white whale, and she's ruining our life."
"Can't help it," he said. "I'm cursed. I should change my name to Ishmael."
She cracked a slight smile. "You mean Ahab. Ishmael is the narrator. And I'm being serious."
"Me too," he said. "And what does this have to do with you?"
She stared at him blankly.
"You just said my obsession with Ashley is ruining OUR life," he said.