As an outsider, I can see how the whole thing could be seen as strange or taboo. But having gone through the experience myself, albeit against my will, I would like to think I have a better understanding of it.
Let me explain, because I know it all sounds confusing to you. It all started about ten years ago. My dad and I were vacationing in Africa. Well, it wasn't really a vacation for him -- he was sent there to do some business, but rather than leave me home with my alcoholic mother, he decided to take me with him. I think it was a decision he regretted for the rest of his life.
We were a few days into the trip, when in the middle of the night we both heard a commotion in the bushes. Before we could even say anything to each other, we were surrounded by a group of very big men who I could only assume were part of a neighboring tribe. Bags made out of straw were thrown over both of us and we were dragged out into the jungle.
That's pretty much all I remember.
I woke up what must have been the next day. I couldn't tell what part of day it was, I just knew the sun was out and it hurt my eyes. The bag wasn't covering me anymore, but my arms and legs were bound by some sort of twine which prevented me from moving around much. I was in some sort of hut, but I was alone. My dad was nowhere to be found. After wiggling around for a bit and trying to get a hold on my surroundings, I realized the futility of the situation and just stopped. I cried for a little bit to myself, screaming intermittently and asking where my dad was although I knew they probably wouldn't, or couldn't, answer me.
Just then, a man came into the hut. He gave me a quick glance-over, mumbled something, and signaled to the man outside to take me out. I saw him grab for me and I screamed, but it was no use. Before I knew it, I was hit in the head with some sort of a blunt object and dragged out of the hut.
I woke up in a bigger hut, this time with all sorts of wooden and metal tools surrounding me. It took my eyes a little bit to adjust, but when they fully opened I realized there were a number of men surrounding me and staring. A few were making comments, but I couldn't really understand them. Finally, someone spoke to me in English.
"Are you American, boy?" the man said, using his long, black fingers to hold up my chin.
"Yeah," I replied with a heavy stammer, unable to control my nerves.
The man looked at his cohorts and let out a chuckle. He then looked back at me and said something I'd never forget: "Well, you should have stayed there."
With that, they left. I was so scared, I pissed myself. Almost immediately afterward, I passed out from fear. When I woke up, that same man was sitting next to me. He was on a chair, carving a long branch into what looked like a large flute. I watched him do this for some time, saying nothing. He had a fire lit next to him, and there was a pot. Inside the pot, there was some sort of a wax substance that he occasionally stirred with a large spoon that he had laying on the floor. He kept looking at me and smiling as he carved with his knife.
I sat up and finally got the courage to ask him what had been on my mind for quite some time. "What are you going to do to me?"
All he did was smile. He continued to carve for a few seconds, but then he stopped to stir the pot. After he put the spoon down, he looked at me. "We're going to initiate you."
I was confused. "Initiate me into what?" I asked.
He looked at me sternly. "You and your father came to a place you weren't supposed to come to. It's been our people's policy not to deal with outsiders. Normally, we kill them. But in your case, we've decided to make an exception and make you and your father one of us."
I should have been at ease with a statement like that, but I wasn't.
He spoke again, this time as he dipped the flute-like object into the pot. "If you're up for it, that is."
"Please, don't hurt me!" I shouted. It was all I could think to say.
"No one's going to hurt you," he assured me. "As long as you do what we tell you to."
I started to tremble noticeably. "I'll do anything. Just please don't hurt me or my dad."
With that, he took the flute, or whatever it was, out of the pot. It was covered with the wax-like substance and looked like a giant rod of some sort, with a tip. After staring at it for a few minutes, I realized that it was a dildo. I don't know why, because I sure as hell was scared, but I got a tingling sensation in my pants just from looking at it.
The man must have noticed this, because he smiled again. He walked over to me and started to take off my clothes. I protested, but there was nothing I could do. After my clothes were off, he threw them into the fire that still was burning slightly beneath the pot. As I watched my clothes go up in flames, I didn't notice that the man had moved behind me.
He took his finger and started to press it against my hole. I squirmed and started to cry out when I first felt it, but my screams were muffled by his hand now covering my mouth. I tried to wiggle around, but I was still bound so I couldn't really go anywhere. He took his finger and slid it into my ass until he built up a rhythm. A few seconds later, he slid another finger in as I winced.
I breathed heavily into his hand as it covered my mouth. My breath was hot. He moved his hand from my face and pried my mouth open with his fingers, slipping a few in as he slipped a third finger into my ass. I cried out again, but this time my muffled scream again produced a tingling sensation in my cock.
I was petrified as I felt myself starting to get hard. My ass was getting a little wet too, giving his three fingers all the lubrication they needed. He had a good rhythm going on -- back and forth his fingers went in my asshole, stretching it out slowly, while at the same time having his long fingers keep my mouth busy.
I let out what sounded like a moan. The next thing I knew, my dick was completely hard. He took his fingers from my mouth and I let out a sigh of relief. He moved his hand down to my dick, made a fist around it, and chuckled.
"No wonder your American women love black men so much," he said as he laughed. I didn't get what he was referring to until a little while later. I was too busy being consumed by what was going on.
He took his fingers from my ass, and it felt like a huge weight had been taken off of me. He then reached for the dildo that he had just made, touched it, and chuckled. He put the tip of it around the edge of my hole and I felt its warmth as it slowly pushed into my hole.
A few seconds later, he pushed the rest of the dildo into me. It must have been about six inches long and about as thick as his three fingers; maybe a little more. He started to push it into my hole and pull it back out with a rapid succession, and I felt my dick getting even harder; something I didn't think was possible considering that it was so hard it actually hurt.
With that, he stopped. The dildo remained inside my ass, sticking out. The man got up and came around toward my face. He looked at me and smiled. He then put a blindfold over my face and I started to panic again, but for some reason I didn't lose my hard-on.
The next thing I knew, I heard a bit of a scuffle. A few seconds later, I could feel that there were people by my face. I felt something hard rub up against the left side of my mouth for a second and then move across my lips to the right, and then back again. Then I heard a familiar voice.
"Open your mouth, boy," he commanded.
I did as I was told. I opened my mouth. With that, something long and hard was put in my mouth. It took me a few seconds to realize it was someone's dick. Despite how scared and confused I was, my dick remained so hard it kept pulsating. This made the dildo in my ass move slightly, which caused even more of a sensation. The cock in my mouth was moving faster now, and my mouth did its best to accommodate it. It wasn't even me doing it, it felt like.
It was instinctive, like my body knew all along what to do if a cock were ever in my mouth.