I wake, once again, to the sensation of another body crawling into bed with me. I don't open my eyes yet, not even as my sister scoots up next to me so our bodies are right next to each other with only the blanket separating us.
She hasn't said anything yet. She doesn't need to. Her hand rests on my shoulder, then she lies down, facing me. Her breath is gentle against my cheek, soft and even.
"You know, Lauren," I say softly, still not opening my eyes, "if you're going to keep crawling in bed with me, we're probably going to keep fooling around in the morning."
"Now, that is interesting."
That's not Lauren's voice.
My eyes shoot open and I find myself staring at Alex's grinning face. I immediately panic, scooting back away from her until my butt hits the wall. It didn't give me much room, but it's enough to let me breathe without feeling trapped. Sure, I now have my back literally against the wall, but she's not pressed right up against me.
She frowns, "Sorry, I... I thought you'd be ok with this after yesterday."
"I am. I am. I just thought you were Lauren and you startled me."
"I can tell," she says quietly. "What's uh... what's up with you two? I'm not gonna judge, I promise, I'm just curious."
There's a lot going on with us. It's a hell of a lot to unpack and try to explain to someone. But she watched us kiss while I fucking came on her yesterday, deserves an answer. "I don't really know," I start honestly, "it's just happening. I love her, as a sister, but also like... I don't know. Maybe that's all."
"It's ok," she shifts her hand to cup my cheek, "like I said, I won't judge. I think it's hot. And more than it being hot, I think it's cool you two are close enough to have that kind of relationship."
"It started here. Seeing each other naked. And we uh, we decided we were going to be open about stuff. Very open. We always had been before about everything." I pause for a while, my eyes close again and I focus on what I'm saying. Lauren and I had agreed to keep things just to ourselves. But then again, she had kissed me in front of Alex. "Our parents weren't around a lot. So Lauren was, often, all I had. And vice versa. So we shared literally everything with each other. Seems like we both felt that should extend to our sexual relationships."
"Are you two going to have sex?"
I shrug, which is kinda hard when lying on your side. "Maybe eventually. Probably. We're trying to go slow and not risk making things weird between us."
"Smart," Alex smiles, "I think it's cool and beautiful and I'm sure a fantastic thing to share with each other. And also hot as hell."
"Oh stop it," I say, laughing softly, "I get it, you think we're hot."
"Yes, both separately and together," she grins, and shifts a little closer to me on the bed. "You're attractive, Joe, deal with it."
"You're not bad yourself," I say with a smile.
"Oh I'm 'not bad", huh?" She teases, squirming closer to me.
I roll my eyes, "Fine fine, you're incredibly hot and I find your body irresistible."
"Just my body?" She asks, giving me puppy dog eyes, even as she gets another few inches closer.
"You're incorrigible," I whisper, and shift towards her a bit. "You're beautiful. All around. All of you."
"Careful there, coming on a little strong, buddy," she replies.
"I just can't win with you, can I?" I ask.
"Sure you can. You're just using your mouth to do the wrong things." If that's not an open invitation to kiss her, I don't know what is.
I cross the last few inches between us and press my lips against hers. I don't know if I throw the blanket off of me or she does, maybe it's a mixture of both of us. It doesn't matter, it's gone, tossed to the side like trash. And trash it is, if it gets between our bodies. Less than trash, really. An active impediment to what we both so desperately need.
She pulls me in, arms going around me, as our tongues wrestle. Alex rolls back, pulling me on top of her. This is new, I can't remember if I've been on top of a girl making out before. Certainly not at this house. Not a complaint, just new and interesting and -- my thoughts go blank as Alex wraps her legs around my waist and pulls me close. My cock presses against her stomach, already most of the way towards hard and our bodies become a tangled mess of limbs. I wrap my arms around her and we hold each other tight as we make out.
I could do this forever. Truly. Her breasts are squished into my chest and the smooth, soft skin all over her body warm and sexy and so fucking nice to touch. My hands roam her body, exploring every available nook and cranny of her flesh, but spending the most time on her thighs and her waist. Back and forth, up and down, sliding and touching and exploring.
There's a break in the kiss as we catch our breath. We stare at each other, both panting, faces only inches apart. One hand holds me up and the other holds her hip.
"Hi," I whisper.
"Hi," she responds. Her fingers trawl through my hair, not grasping or pulling, just lightly stringing through the black strands. "I like this a lot."
"Oh, good. I was worried you were just doing it to humor me."
She giggles, that laugh that sounds so true it rings out in my soul. "I like you, Joe."
"You like me, or you like like me?"
"What are we, in middle school?" Her hand finds its way down to my chin. I nuzzle against it and gently kiss her palm.
"That's what I said," I murmur. She tilts her head and I feel obliged to explain. "Lauren asked me yesterday if I like like you. And I responded the same way you did."
"But then what was your answer?" Alex asks quietly.
"At the time I said I didn't know yet."
"Ah."
"But..." I continue.
"But?"
"Now it's trending towards yes."
She smiles and pulls me in for a gentle kiss. It stops before we get back to making out frantically like a few minutes ago, which is probably for the best. "Same for me, to be totally clear."
"So," I kiss her again, "what does that mean?"
"It means you're still using your mouth wrong," she giggles, "we can deal with everything else in a bit. I have more pressing issues than talking about whatever genuine feelings we may have for each other." She says it in such a caring, affectionate way that I know immediately that she's just messing with me. And she's right. I'm still on top of her, and we're just getting started.
"What would the lady prefer?" I ask.
"The lady," she giggles, "wants you to tonguefuck her. Do you think you can handle that?"
I freeze. I want to, but I've never done it before. Granted, before last night I had never had sex, but that turned out alright. More than alright, if I'm allowed to toot my own horn a little bit. Alex notices my moment of hesitation and softens, lifting my chin to make me look her in the eyes.