It's been a long time since I wrote to Literotica.com to share my sexual experiences with my older sister Jen. She had discovered what I was doing and she freaked out and told me I had to stop writing these stories immediately. She was pissed that I would share such intimate personal details about our incestuous behavior, which she reminded me was seen by the rest of the world as inappropriate and could get us both in a lot of trouble. Especially if our parents found out.
Well, I'm happy to report that after all these years, our parents never did find out about us, but there were some close calls. Looking back, we engaged in some rather risky behavior. We were so horny for each other, our hormones were super charged and I guess we didn't really care. I thought I would share those experiences with you all again where I left off.
My sister and I had just had sex together for the first time and we were horny and infatuated with each other and wanted to be together all the time. We tried to take advantage of any situation where we could be alone and have sex. Our parents were supposed to go on vacation together for their anniversary. We were looking forward to spending that vacation week together, free to do whatever we wanted in the privacy of our house, without our parents around. We envisioned ourselves walking around the house naked, fucking whenever and wherever we wanted, even on our parents' bed. That dream was shattered when our parents informed us that we were going to go on vacation with them. They thought they were doing us a favor dragging us along with them on their trip to Cancun. My sister and I protested that we had already made plans and that they should have told us sooner.
"But Mom, I made plans to spend the night at Rachel's several nights next week. We had plans to go shopping and go to a concert," my sister lied.
"And I've got plans to spend next week with my friends and..." I tried to argue, but my father cut me off.
"Look kids, we should have told you, but we wanted it to be a surprise. I guess we forgot that you're both a little older now and have your own lives, but we figured with Jason going off to college in the fall, this might be our last chance to have a vacation as a family," my father reasoned. "Besides, we already bought the plane tickets and reserved a condominium unit for all of us."
Just great, I thought. I looked at Jen and she looked back at me, looking like she was about to cry. She ran up to her room and slammed the door. Mom and dad were stunned.
"I'll go talk to her," I offered.
I could hear Jen sobbing. I knocked on her door and asked if I could come in.
"Of course. You're always welcome in my room Jace," she whispered through the door.
I walked to her bed and sat down next to her. I held her beautiful, vulnerable face in my hands and told her everything would be alright. We could still have fun in Cancun, couldn't we? She leaned into me and kissed me. I could taste her tears on my lips as they made their way down her face. She pushed me down into her bed and started unbuttoning my shirt.
She stopped suddenly and looked me directly in the eyes, "What the fuck am I doing? As much as I want to, we can't do this anymore Jace," she said in a tone that I didn't find all too convincing.
"Look, we'll still find a way to have fun down in Cancun. We can pretend we're on our honeymoon! It will be romantic," I joked.
"Yeah, right, with Mom and Dad as our chaperones? Very funny, Jace." She stopped and stared me directly in the eyes again, her mood once again turning serious. "I've been thinking Jace, maybe this is a sign that we shouldn't be doing this. I mean, this is really wrong, what we're doing, isn't it? We're brother and sister and we're not supposed to feel this way about each other. We've got to stop. I'm sorry."
I looked at my sister and could tell she wasn't convinced of what she was saying. Just seconds ago, she was unbuttoning my shirt. She wanted to be talked out of it. She wanted to be convinced it was okay to have sex with her brother.
"Jen, I have feelings for you I've never had for another person, ever. It's not just about the sex, though the sex is great. It's really great! I love you, Jen, and I want to take care of you. I want to be more than just a brother to you." I said earnestly.
"That's the problem," Jen responded, "I have these feelings for you, too. It's not normal. We shouldn't be feeling this way. But, when I look at you, I want you."
I kissed Jen and her lips parted and her tongue found mine. She started unbuttoning my shirt again when Dad knocked on the door. Hey kids, it's time for dinner. Jen pulled away from me and sighed, "Sorry Jace, I can't do this anymore. It's wrong for us to have these feelings for one another."
After that, I didn't see much of Jen the rest of the week. She avoided me. When I did see her, her eyes avoided mine. I could hear her crying at night. I knocked on her door several times only to be told that she was busy. I almost wished we hadn't gotten intimate with each other. All I had left now were memories and those pictures of Jen to fantasize about. Why did it have to get so complicated? Why did our love for each other have to be seen as wrong, when it felt so natural and so right? I had no idea how we would make it through this vacation with Mom and Dad, let alone the rest of our lives, if we couldn't be together.
Our vacation started off badly. Turns out the condo my parents rented for us only had two bedrooms. A master bedroom and a bedroom with only one queen size bed. My sister and I had to share not only a bedroom and a bathroom, but a bed as well.
"No way," my sister shouted, "am I sharing a bedroom and especially not a bed with my brother! Mom! Dad! You need to get us a bigger condo with my own bedroom."
My parents contacted the landlord, but those were the only accommodations available on short notice. Dad ran out and bought me an air mattress, which was going to be my bed for the next week. I was even less thrilled than Jen was. I would be sleeping on the floor on an uncomfortable air mattress in Jen's room.
"Listen Jace," Jen said on our first night before bed, "I'm not kidding around. I'm already pissed that I have to share this room with you, so just stay on your air mattress and don't get any ideas. I'm sorry it has to be this way, but it's for our own good. I love you Jace, but what we did was wrong. What I did was wrong. I'm your big sister and I'm the one who started this and..."
"That's okay Jen," I cut her off, "I understand. It can't happen again. I won't do anything you don't want me to do. I'll respect your space. Good night, Jen."