Author's note: This is the third installment of this tale. Thank you to everyone who has gotten this far and especially to those of you who have left feedback. It's very appreciated. Equally big thanks to all of you who sent private messages, some more colorful than others. If you want a reply then don't forget to fill out your e-mail.
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The Mistake - Part Three
28 Days Later
Samuel
"Mmmmm Sam... that feels nice."
Yes, yes it did feel nice. I was glad she thought so too.
She was on the bed on all fours, resting her head against a pillow. I was standing behind her on the floor, running the tip of my dick up and down her slit. The sensation of just doing that was great and I felt no rush in proceeding to the next step.
Her purple silk nightgown was pushed up to her waist and I amused myself by straightening it out, pulling it back over her ass to almost cover her sex. Neat and proper, sexy as fuck.
I pushed forward a fraction. Just enough to part her lips and barely enter her.
"Is this what you want
Ava?"
I put extra emphasis on her name. For some reason it turned her on when I did that. It still felt weird but I was getting used to it.
Just like clockwork she let out a moan and pushed herself back against me, my dick slipping yet another fraction deeper. I resisted the urge to slam into her, contenting myself with groping her magnificent behind. It might just be my favorite feature of hers. Right up there with her boobs, and really, up there with the rest of her too.
I was getting better at not calling her mom. Sometimes though, in the heat of the moment, I would slip and blurt it out. It still irked her when it happened but she no longer turned into a dragon that was about to rip my head off. Any time we weren't
engaged
she still wanted to be called mom though. I was more than happy to do it.
She
was
, after all, my mom... but right now she was also my lover.
Funny how that had happened. Or maybe I shouldn't say funny. Fortuitous, I suppose, is a word that fit the bill. Well, from my point of view, that is.
It hadn't always felt like it. Like for example the very next day after our little... mistake.
-o-o-o-o-o-
Evening After Coming Home
*Squeak*
*Squeak* *Squeak*
A very specific spot on the floor creaked every time I stepped on it. I had been doing it for so long, pacing back and forth, that I almost didn't register it anymore. I was nervous and a little anxious. Despite my efforts to engage in conversation she hadn't spoken a single word to me for the entire day. What did it mean?
Was she angry? Sad? Regretful? Embarrassed? The alcohol would have worn off so maybe she was just tired, maybe even hungover? No, that didn't seem like it. She hadn't looked tired or hungover, or even angry for that matter. Just... I dunno... wary?
She looked good though, so damn good. Even as I paced I wanted to rush out and find her, hug her and feel her close to me. It scared me, thinking that I might not ever get to feel that again. The safety of her embrace, the embrace of my mother. It was killing me knowing that I might have caused a rift between us, so big it might not be fixable.
So what was I to do? Should I let it be? Let her decide the aftermath of our encounter?
There wasn't much else to-
I stopped and turned to my bedroom door as it swung open. She hadn't knocked, hadn't made a sound other than the air flow of the door moving. Damn she looked good. Even in the long armed sweater and bulky sweatpants.
"Sam," she said, hugging her arms around herself. There was emotions in her eyes. Conviction and... sadness. My heart plummeted. "We... we need to talk."
Yes. Yes we did.
I motioned for the bed, offering her a place to sit. She didn't move, staring at it for a long moment. Then she shook her head and went for the desk chair. The signal couldn't have been clearer. I sat on the bed instead. The atmosphere was tense as she remained silent, drawing out the moment by looking around my room. I knew it was an effort to stall.
"Mom..." I said, unable to take the prolonged silence.
She closed her eyes and nodded, drawing in a deep breath.
"I'm sorry," she said, looking at me but not into my eyes. Her focus was lower, on a point somewhere on my throat. That action alone hurt. Real bad. "For what I did."
"There's-" I tried but she cut me off, her conviction flaring.
"I should have known better, should have put a stop to it," she continued, her voice hard. "It shouldn't even have been on the table what we did."
I shook my head just a fraction back and forth, staring right into those eyes she couldn't look at me with.
"I'm not sorry." I had said it quick, hurried so she wouldn't be able to cut me off.
"That's-" Her anger flared but she bit her retort short. Then she looked away, staring at the desk, hugging her arms around herself tighter. "You should be... A mother and a son... it's not right. Your father-" Now it was my turn to cut her off.
"He doesn't satisfy you," I said. "He doesn't give you what you need. Doesn't give you the best."
The muscles in her jaw tensed but she didn't lash out, even though I saw that she wanted to.
"Don't talk about your father like that," she said, still not looking at me.
"Why not? It's true. You said so yourself," I said, pressing the advantage. "That you hadn't been so thoroughly fuc-"
"Sam!" she cut in, a little louder. "I know what I did and said. We have already established that it was wrong, that I was wrong."
"No," I retorted, equally loud. She jumped at it, her eyes briefly flashing to mine. I tried to catch them, to hold them there, but she averted them almost immediately. "
You
have established that. I haven't. I still say that we did nothing wrong. You wanted it, I wanted it,
we
wanted it."
"That still doesn't make it right!" she said, heat entering her voice. She was a passionate woman, after all.
"So you admit it?" I asked, again pushing forward. "That you enjoyed it?"
"Dammit Sam! That's not the point!" She was really getting into it. I hoped it would provoke her enough to actually look at me but so far no luck.
I stood up and took a step in her direction.