Hi. My name is Batya; when I lost my husband Eliyahu to 9/11, I stopped having sex and even desiring men, until my son Shlomo has come of age.
He isn't just handsome - he's intellectually outstanding, has gotten an MS in Physics and is going to get a PhD from the MIT.
I often dream of him teaching physics and entertaining the best of his female pupils in his apartment - me among them.
He's noticed that I've bought several books on theoretical physics (some of them have been advised by him), and that I wear more revealing clothes when I am with him, but he doesn't apparently want to please me.
He must have gotten the message - from time to time I find him staring at my dΓ©colletage (36L - no man could help being turned on), and he often seems emotionally overwhelmed when he is with me, but I don't know how to convince him to make the first step.
I once asked him to lead me to a lingerie shop, and to help me choose the bras - he chose the sexiest ones, so he thinks that I'm more a woman than his mother, but he has done nothing beyond that.
I once wanted him to teach me breast self-examination, but before I could do that I realized that it would have worked against me - it's impossible to fall in love with a woman you've touched for medical reasons!
I opened to a friend at last, who gave me this piece of advice: "Do you have a gynaecologist?"
"Yes, I do."
"When are you going to get an internal?"
"Next week."
"I'd make Shlomo believe that you're going there to get a pill prescription."
"I'm menopausal. I'm actually going there because I need hormone replacement therapy."
"Does Shlomo know that?"
"No. He lives in the campus, he doesn't know much of my life at home."
"So you may dupe him into thinking that you really need the pill. It may make him jealous, and eager to take his last chance."
"And perhaps he had never acted his desires because he was afraid to get me pregnant. Ok, I can test your suggestion."
When I came home, I took the calendar I used to mark my period on from a drawer, scribble some random signs, so Shlomo wouldn't know that I stopped having my period 8 months ago (no, I'm not pregnant - only my breasts have grown lately), and I phoned him to ask if he could bring me to the OB/GYN next week.
"So you're going to be on the pill, mom, aren't you? Congratulations! Who's the lucky one?"
"There is no lucky one yet. I only want to resume a modicum of sex life, and I want to avoid an embarrassing pregnancy."
My son stood silent for a while, then he switched the conversation on other topics, and accepted to bring me to the OB/GYN.
A few minutes later my daughter Sheba phoned me, somewhat alarmed. She didn't talk about the pill, but I figured out that Shlomo may have phoned her, and I made her the same announcement.
Sheba told me, "Mom, I'm glad that you've stopped mouring our beloved father, but I'm afraid you're making the wrong choice - the best contraceptive for casual sex is the condom, which also protects you from STDs. Even if you prefer to be on the pill, you should always ask for a condom or keep some in your bag. And you should be very careful about the males you're going to take to bed."
Luckily, it wasn't a video call, or my daughter would have seen me blushing because she'd found a flaw in my plan. But I could escape by the skin of my teeth by pretending ignorance and promising to ask my OB/GYN for advice, and my daughter wished me luck.
I asked her if she could bring me to the doctor, but she answered that she would be busy on that day, so I should rely on Shlomo. Whew, at least part of my plan worked.
Shlomo asked if he could come home the evening before the visit, and I eagerly accepted - if he was doing that, it meant that he wanted to spend some time with his busty and lusty mom. To what purpose?
I donned the best lingerie money could buy: a couple of fishnet stockings with lacy garters, a G-string so narrow that I had to completely shave my twat, a wholly lacy bra - all in black, as I wanted them to stand out under a white semi-transparent shirt and a miniskirt which suited more a cheerleader than a mature lady like me.
When Shlomo knocked at the door - and I opened it, his eyes couldn't help plunging into my wide neck-opening; I smiled, hugged him so tightly that he felt my full tits and turgid nipples against his breast (and I felt his hardening genitalia against my belly), kissed him on the lips (no, it wasn't a French kiss) and told him, "Oh, Shlomo, how much did I miss you!"
He didn't loose himself from my hug, and told me, "Me too. It's a pity there aren't girls like you at the campus."
Oh! I've nearly stricken home, I thought. The average minded son in his twenties would never confess having a mom! Then I grasped his hand, put it on my navel, thus putting his right arm around my left breast - and when I opened the kitchen door, and turned towards him, he felt my left nipple piercing his arm.