File this under "Beware of getting what you've always wished for"...
My mother knocked on my door. "Mind if I come in for a moment?"
Actually I wanted to be alone, maybe forever, but Mom doesn't give up. "Sure," I said.
She closed the door behind her, then sat down on my desk chair. I think she was waiting for me to say something, and after a minute or two she realize I wasn't going to. "Jeremy, I don't mean to pry..."
Yeah
, I thought,
you kinda do
"but when you came in earlier, you looked as if your dog had died."
She meant that metaphorically, of course, since I don't have a dog.
"I'm fine, Mom, really."
Well, Mom
, I couldn't tell her,
I just had the greatest afternoon of my life -- the greatest afternoon anybody's ever had ever -- and I couldn't be more miserable.
I had fucked Jill Edwards, and it was more spectacular than I'd have ever dreamed. Sure, there were... well, extenuating circumstances, or whatever you want to call it, and that heightened everything; but I discovered that even without that, Jill had a strongly sexual, even kinky side that 'd never have imagined. She's smart, gorgeous, and she gets turned on by having guys cum all over her. God knows what else she likes?
And now I'll never have sex with her again. Guaranteed.
Of course, I also have to face the fact that without this crazy thing going on, she probably never would have looked at me in the first place.
And so I also have to face the fact that I might have taken advantage of her, which makes me a terrible person. I don't think I did, not intentionally anyway, but maybe I should have known.
"Jeremy?" Mom said.
"Um?"
"You zoned out for a minute."
"I'm really fine, Mom, it's just been..." I suddenly noticed she was fiddling with the top button on her blouse. Not even consciously, but I thought she was starting to look a bit flushed. She was showing a little cleavage now, maybe she's going to unbutton the blouse some more... and I realized I was hoping she would...
oh shit!
"Mom, I have some work I really have to do, I said abruptly. You should--"
"Maybe I should stay and--"
"I hear Dad calling you. It sounds important." I did everything but physically shove her out the door, though I wouldn't dare touch her.
As soon as she was gone, I left my room and slipped into Karin's room, right next door to mine.
"Hey," she said, annoyed. "You still have to knock, you know."
I looked the door behind myself. "I couldn't let Mom see me. Karin, this is bad."
"What? What happened?"
"Mom came to my room to see how I was doing, and a few minutes later..." I gestured at Karin, and she understood what I meant.
Her eyes widened. "
Holy fuck, you and Mom?
"
"No, no, but... that thing happened, the whatever. I don't know if it really hit her completely, but she was looking warm, and she started unbuttoning her blouse, like to cool off."
"What happened?"
"I told her Dad was calling her, and she left. Hopefully they're fucking their brains out right now."
"Eww, don't make me think about that."
"Karin, it could have been
me
and Mom, so I'm not getting squeamish about Mom and Dad."
"Good point. If-- Um, Jeremy, stand up straight for a second."
I did. She looked at me. I guess I was too focused on what had almost happened with Mom to think about it.
"Jeremy, you're not okay." No, I wasn't. My dick was so hard, it hurt.
"I don't know what I'm supposed to do about it. I can't go fuck Mom."
"Of course not. And you won't be able to jerk off, as long as your dick thinks it's supposed to go into Mom's pussy, we both know how that works. I can't
believe
we're having any part of this discussion. Okay, take off your pants."
"What?"
"Just fucking do it." As I got undressed, she reached into her nightstand drawer and pulled out a bottle orange-scented massage oil. "Don't judge," she said when I read the label. "I'm trying to help you. Lie down."
She spread oil onto my dick, and started stroking it.
"Karin, I thought--"
"We have no interest in having sex with each other anymore, but maybe I can help you cum. If you can't do it it yourself, maybe somebody else can We're just looking for a physical reaction after all..."
She kept at it for about ten minutes. I can't say it didn't feel good, great in fact, but if anything it just seemed to make my dick harder.
"Karin..."
"Okay," she said, "Plan B. You're thinking too much about me being me. Shut your eyes tight." And then in a whisper, "Okay, don't think about Karin. This is Naomi doing this to you, okay? I know you've always had the hots for me, so I'm Naomi."
I wasn't sure what to expect, but then I felt a pair of lips closing over my dick. "Naomi" was giving me my first blow job.
Or trying to, anyway: certainly nobody giving her first blow job could handle my dick the way it was tonight, and she could barely suck on the head.
Under any other circumstances I'd have been in heaven, but I was never going to cum this way.
She let my dick fall out of her mouth "Keep your eyes closed," she whispered.
A moment later I felt her putting the oil back on my dick. And I mean it felt like she was using the whole bottle, really slathering it on.
And then nothing, and then about twenty seconds later I felt her lowering herself onto my dick. And...
There was no way it could fit into her pussy. Even with all the oil. Last night, and this afternoon with Gregory Pauson, she couldn't feel the pain. Or she felt it and it didn't matter. But now, she just couldn't do it.
The fact that she was even trying, the fact that she was willing to fuck her brother, not under the influence, even though she felt no physical attraction, was enough to make her the best sister since the beginning of time.
I opened my eyes. My sister, now completely naked, was really a beautiful woman. It's a shame I couldn't fully appreciate it.
"I'd let you titty-fuck me, but.." She gave a short laugh "My titties are too small."
"Your titties are just fine," I said.
"Thanks. But
you're
not, are you?"
"No, I'm really not."
"Okay," she said, "now I'm the one going to Hell, but I can't see you suffering like this." She picked up her phone, and dialed. "Naomi? ... Yeah, I know it's late, but we really have to talk... I'll explain when you get here... Yeah, I'll drive by to pick you up, I'll be there in 10, 15 minutes. ... Okay, good. Your parents are still gone, right?... Okay, then pack your shit so you can stay the night and not have to be home alone. Perfect."
"I think you lost me," I told Karin after she disconnected.
She grabbed her key chain from the top of her dresser, and tossed it to me. "Try to stuff your dick back into your pants. You're driving."
#
Fifteen minutes later, I was pulling up in front of Naomi's house. I took her overnight bag and tossed it into the back seat, thankful it was dark enough that she couldn't see the bulge in my pants. She seemed surprised Karin hadn't come for her herself, but I told her Karin had a few things she needed to do. I didn't mention that one of those things was changing her sheets, that reeked of orange body oil.
As far as I knew, as far as Karin knew, Naomi had no idea anything odd was going on, other than the fact that she'd unexpectedly had sex with her boyfriend. Probably Naomi had no idea that
I knew
she'd had sex with her boyfriend, since under normal circumstances Karin wouldn't have betrayed that secret.