It's been a while, so go easy on me. No names, no drama. Just a lengthy set of snapshots of a mother and son's coming together. Hope you enjoy...
The Long Game
*
The taxi pulled up in the driveway of my childhood home, and as I paid the driver, we were both distracted by my mother emerging from the darkness of the house, stepping into the bright light of the Phoenix sunshine upon the front porch.
She was quick to shield her eyes from the glare but slower to remedy the effects of the wind coming in off the desert as it blew her yellow sundress, lifting it up her thighs to reveal an extended flash of skimpy white panty.
'Your wife?' the driver questioned in a thick Slavic accent; his eyes loathe to abandon the unexpectedly attractive sight.
'My mother,' I corrected him, and he shrugged as I handed over the cash for the fare.
'Either way, you very lucky man,' he surprisingly reflected, and I exited the cab, the trunk opening behind me as I informed him to keep the change.
'What are you...' Mom made her way down the stairs from the porch as I pulled my case from the rear of the taxi, tapping on the lid of the trunk after closing to farewell the driver. Mom's eyes momentarily followed the car as it departed before once more concentrating on me. 'You didn't... what are you doing here!?' she shrugged as she shook her head, still shading her face from the blinding sun, its heat already drawing sweat to my back.
'What!? I can't just come and visit my mother?' I laughed as she neared and I welcomed her embrace when it came, her soft body pleasantly pressing into me, my right hand meeting the cold bare skin of her lower back, such was the design of her dress. 'I wasn't going to miss your anniversary,' I pulled back, and she looked up into my eyes.
'You remembered!' she looked genuinely surprised, and a smile came to my lips.
'Well, my phone remembered,' I admitted, and she laughed. 'I was planning on flying in next week for my birthday, anyway. Thought I'd change plans and come by earlier.'
'And you can stay till then?' Mom looked hopeful and I rewarded her enthusiasm.
'If you'll have me,' I grinned, and she slapped my chest as we separated.
'Oh goodness, you can stay as long as you like!' she laughed. 'You know, I somehow must have known you were coming,' she divulged as we walked toward the house.
'Oh yeah?'
'I was just making your favorite meal,' she revealed.
*
The aroma of the lasagna filled the welcome cool of the house, dark with all the drapes closed to protect from the summer heat.
'Funny,' Mom reflected.
'Oh?' I left my case in the hallway and followed her into the kitchen, loosening my tie as I absently ran my eyes up her legs and bare back. I noticed she may have put on a few pounds in the nearly four months since my last visit but the male in me noted they seemed to have settled in all the right places, her ass swaying agreeably as she walked.
'Well, I saw "her" the other day,' she cryptically alluded and I understood to whom she referred, namely my ex-wife. 'Synchronicity I guess,' she giggled dismissively.
'Where?' I inquired.
'Oh, just at the mall. We didn't speak or anything,' Mom explained, moving to the fridge and removing a jug of water. When she finally turned, she noted my tie, now loose, the top buttons of my shirt open. 'That must feel better. Water?' she asked, and I nodded my approval as I rolled up my sleeves. 'In fact, she did her best to pretend she hadn't seen me. To be expected I suppose,' Mom suggested, and I watched intently as she reached to a high shelf for glasses, her dress riding up the rear of her thighs as she rose onto her toes.
It had been my job that ultimately contributed to the end of my marriage. Constant travel had seen us drift apart emotionally, and literally, I suppose. It was understandable. What wasn't, was her decision to seek the arms of another in my absence. Mom being the one to catch her in the act, also at the mall I hasten to add. It led to the eventual divorce and me skipping town and the state altogether, finding a rental in L.A. where I'd based myself ever since. My life having moved on, news of "her" didn't affect me in the slightest.
Mom noted my lack of enthusiasm in the topic and changed it, marginally.
'So, are you seeing anyone?' She approached the table where I'd seated and leaned forward to place my glass of water in front of me. Her dress plunged at the neckline, and I found myself self-consciously lifting my eyes from the ample cleavage on open display, the curves and smooth creamy white skin of her braless breasts, seemingly begging for attention.
I hadn't always been like this. I guess you don't know what you're into until you're into it, I remember someone saying, and I was a prime example. It had been a few years earlier when casually scrolling through a porn site and coming upon a certain adult star. Her name isn't important, but what was, was her uncanny resemblance to my mother.
Now I don't know what came first; my attraction to the porn star because she looked like Mom, or my attraction to Mom, because she looked like the porn star. It was a chicken and egg situation, I guess. Either way, the fact the actress specialized in taboo themes didn't help with the circumstance. Ever since, (with assistance from the porn) I allowed my fantasies to run riot, imagining any number of incestuous scenarios between my mother and I, ultimately conscious in the understanding they'd always remain just that... fantasy.