It's been a while, so go easy on me. No names, no drama. Just a lengthy set of snapshots of a mother and son's coming together. Hope you enjoy...
The Long Game
*
The taxi pulled up in the driveway of my childhood home, and as I paid the driver, we were both distracted by my mother emerging from the darkness of the house, stepping into the bright light of the Phoenix sunshine upon the front porch.
She was quick to shield her eyes from the glare but slower to remedy the effects of the wind coming in off the desert as it blew her yellow sundress, lifting it up her thighs to reveal an extended flash of skimpy white panty.
'Your wife?' the driver questioned in a thick Slavic accent; his eyes loathe to abandon the unexpectedly attractive sight.
'My mother,' I corrected him, and he shrugged as I handed over the cash for the fare.
'Either way, you very lucky man,' he surprisingly reflected, and I exited the cab, the trunk opening behind me as I informed him to keep the change.
'What are you...' Mom made her way down the stairs from the porch as I pulled my case from the rear of the taxi, tapping on the lid of the trunk after closing to farewell the driver. Mom's eyes momentarily followed the car as it departed before once more concentrating on me. 'You didn't... what are you doing here!?' she shrugged as she shook her head, still shading her face from the blinding sun, its heat already drawing sweat to my back.
'What!? I can't just come and visit my mother?' I laughed as she neared and I welcomed her embrace when it came, her soft body pleasantly pressing into me, my right hand meeting the cold bare skin of her lower back, such was the design of her dress. 'I wasn't going to miss your anniversary,' I pulled back, and she looked up into my eyes.
'You remembered!' she looked genuinely surprised, and a smile came to my lips.
'Well, my phone remembered,' I admitted, and she laughed. 'I was planning on flying in next week for my birthday, anyway. Thought I'd change plans and come by earlier.'
'And you can stay till then?' Mom looked hopeful and I rewarded her enthusiasm.
'If you'll have me,' I grinned, and she slapped my chest as we separated.
'Oh goodness, you can stay as long as you like!' she laughed. 'You know, I somehow must have known you were coming,' she divulged as we walked toward the house.
'Oh yeah?'
'I was just making your favorite meal,' she revealed.
*
The aroma of the lasagna filled the welcome cool of the house, dark with all the drapes closed to protect from the summer heat.
'Funny,' Mom reflected.
'Oh?' I left my case in the hallway and followed her into the kitchen, loosening my tie as I absently ran my eyes up her legs and bare back. I noticed she may have put on a few pounds in the nearly four months since my last visit but the male in me noted they seemed to have settled in all the right places, her ass swaying agreeably as she walked.
'Well, I saw "her" the other day,' she cryptically alluded and I understood to whom she referred, namely my ex-wife. 'Synchronicity I guess,' she giggled dismissively.
'Where?' I inquired.
'Oh, just at the mall. We didn't speak or anything,' Mom explained, moving to the fridge and removing a jug of water. When she finally turned, she noted my tie, now loose, the top buttons of my shirt open. 'That must feel better. Water?' she asked, and I nodded my approval as I rolled up my sleeves. 'In fact, she did her best to pretend she hadn't seen me. To be expected I suppose,' Mom suggested, and I watched intently as she reached to a high shelf for glasses, her dress riding up the rear of her thighs as she rose onto her toes.
It had been my job that ultimately contributed to the end of my marriage. Constant travel had seen us drift apart emotionally, and literally, I suppose. It was understandable. What wasn't, was her decision to seek the arms of another in my absence. Mom being the one to catch her in the act, also at the mall I hasten to add. It led to the eventual divorce and me skipping town and the state altogether, finding a rental in L.A. where I'd based myself ever since. My life having moved on, news of "her" didn't affect me in the slightest.
Mom noted my lack of enthusiasm in the topic and changed it, marginally.
'So, are you seeing anyone?' She approached the table where I'd seated and leaned forward to place my glass of water in front of me. Her dress plunged at the neckline, and I found myself self-consciously lifting my eyes from the ample cleavage on open display, the curves and smooth creamy white skin of her braless breasts, seemingly begging for attention.
I hadn't always been like this. I guess you don't know what you're into until you're into it, I remember someone saying, and I was a prime example. It had been a few years earlier when casually scrolling through a porn site and coming upon a certain adult star. Her name isn't important, but what was, was her uncanny resemblance to my mother.
Now I don't know what came first; my attraction to the porn star because she looked like Mom, or my attraction to Mom, because she looked like the porn star. It was a chicken and egg situation, I guess. Either way, the fact the actress specialized in taboo themes didn't help with the circumstance. Ever since, (with assistance from the porn) I allowed my fantasies to run riot, imagining any number of incestuous scenarios between my mother and I, ultimately conscious in the understanding they'd always remain just that... fantasy.
'Seriously? I'm here five minutes and you're already asking me about my love life,' I chuckled.
'Just, it's been a while since you've had a girlfriend hasn't it!'
'Hey, I have a new girlfriend every week!' I took a long drink of the water to obscure the smirk and Mom rolled her eyes, smiling in response. 'And didn't you ask me the same questions about a week ago when we last talked!?' I openly grinned and Mom waved her hand at me dismissively before looking at my half-empty glass.
'Fancy something stronger?' she nodded toward my water. 'Beer?' she raised her eyebrows as she offered, and I enthusiastically agreed.
'That reminds me,' I rose from the table. 'I've got something for you,' I divulged as I made my way back to my case, hearing the satisfying sound of Mom opening two bottles as I took the gift from where I'd safely stowed it away. 'Happy anniversary,' I beamed as I returned, holding out the bottle of Krug Grand Cuvee Champagne.
'Honey!' Mom rose and walked a few paces toward me, accepting the bottle. I wasn't surprised when I saw the tears well in her eyes, but it hit me harder than I expected.
The next day would've been my mother and stepfather's tenth wedding anniversary. The only father figure I'd ever known, he came into my life when I was five and I couldn't have asked for a better role model in life. He and Mom finally got around to marrying when I was sixteen and I was proud to stand beside him as his best man at the wedding. The Krug was the champagne they'd served on the night, and it was also my first taste of alcohol, Mom allowing it for the occasion.
Six years later, in the same year my marriage dissolved, my stepfather was taken by covid.
A previously undiagnosed lung condition saw him pass in less than a week post-contracting the virus, and though I stayed with Mom for a few weeks after, I still had regrets I wasn't closer to home during her mourning.
'Can we open it tomorrow?' Mom unnecessarily questioned and I smiled sympathetically as she wiped away a tear when it began to run down her cheek.
'I was hoping so!' I laughed. 'For memory, it was a pretty good drop.'
'Goodness,' she brightened as I watched her reading the label, clearly reminiscing. 'Ten years,' she breathed. 'Feels like only yesterday. Maybe we'll look at the photos?' she looked up at me for a response and I nodded encouragingly as a crack of thunder broke the quiet of the afternoon.
Both of us jumped at the sudden intrusion, the clap followed by the clear slow patter of rain upon the roof.
'Was that expected?' I frowned at her; the heat outside having not suggested a change.
'My phone said there was a chance,' Mom placed the bottle in the fridge and unexpectedly took my hand as she moved back through the kitchen. 'Let's see.'