Everyone in this tale is 18+
The family gift.
Book 2
Later I made my way to coffee; I looked over my coffee cup, my eyes a tad bloodshot, picked up my toast, looked again over my cup, and Jean looked over hers. To anyone else, we are both still sleepy, but she looks to the front porch with her eyes.
I refill my cup and say. "I will read the paper on the porch with my dad.''
Jean comes out and sits beside me on the swing as she asks. "Uncle Bob, can I have the sports pages?"
My Dad gave her the pages and says. "Jean, talk to your school guidance counselor and have them process your application with the FFA (Future Farmers of America). Volunteer fire training is one of the courses. It might help you get in. Also, we, and I mean my Dad and me, are proud of you both. Dan, you going to train her, aren't you? I saw it at the school; here is your textbook Jean. Your entrance fee is covered by my Dad and I. Win or lose; we are proud of you two.''
My Dad got up to leave; he kissed Jean's head, then mine, and tossed my hair like I was a good kid.
Jean looked at me with tears in her eyes. OK, I had a couple too.
You told me. "I don't know if I can do this.''
I shot back. "That's why we are doing this to find out. I will get you to the ladder; you must climb it alone. Talk to your coach to get into the weight room at school. We need to run a mile a day at first; then we need eight miles a day by the time we start working out together.''
My Dad left to change for church. I say, a smile on my face. "I wanted to beat you ever since you flipped and pinned me. But it's not a fight with you I want to do right now or ever again.''
Jean hits my arm five or six times hard, wets her lips, gets up, and goes to change for church. After changing for church, I look out the side window drinking a cold Coke in my church slacks, when Jean comes up and sees the kids playing near the tool shed.
It's made her think, Jean says. If people want kids, you must fall in love with someone you can marry.''
Jean's sadness was in her voice. "God, I want to hold you right now."
I say. "Kind of makes the tool shed sad.''
Jean answered softly. "I thought the tool shed was a special place of hollowed ground.''
I say. "Me too; if it's too sad, we could stop and work on fire school. Nothing needs to be ever said. But that would be sadder.'' I added.
Jean says, pointing her eyes to people coming into the room. "We'll talk later, Dan.''
As she hit my arm with her hand over and over with tears in her eyes, she put on her sunglasses and grabbed some of the younger kids. Jean is one of two girls in the twenty-one-odd cousins, my sister and Jeanβthey're off to the church with her brother driving. I thought when we played Doctor, the guilt would hit so hard. So it did that first day in church, but it was more about learning about the other stuff not learned in school by the second day.
I wonder why I feel no guilt, but we should stop to be fair to Jean. She wants kids, and I have been led to believe congenital disabilities would be a big issue. Getting the Bogart's to church was like herding cats; only the cats were better organized.
I was reading a National Geographic from the early s60 while waiting; in it was a photo and a caption 'Albert Einstein and his second wife' his first cousin hell they had kids together, Elsa Einstein.' It took family marriage to a new level. They were related through maternal and paternal lineages: Their mothers were sisters, and their fathers were first cousins. I took note of the page to show Jean and went to church.
I thought in the church that maybe I should burn in hell, but I did not. I glance at Jean as she moves her eyes to the restroom.
I say. "Got to pee." To my Dad.''
I go out on my side of the church, and I go around the outside of the church, standing outside of the bathroom; Jean comes up, looks back, opens the janitor's closet, offers her hand, and leads me in.
Jean started. "I don't care if the world burns or not. I want you now. Is that OK for today, Dan?''
I say. "Jean, I can't say no to you. But It will hurt the same today by not touching you again as it would after 1000 times.''
Jean joked. "Shut up and get busy, or we will never get to that 1000 thing.''
I kissed you and say. "If we do it now, people are going to smell us; just kiss me and hold me ten minutes maybe, and we should go back.''
Jean say. "Ten, oh hell yes, this is doable.'' As you sit on the edge of the deep sink.
I go to my knees and lift your dress, seeing your panties were pulled to the side by you, and you are so juicy for me I ate till you came.
I say. "Wash your face, dear it looks like you came hard.''
Jean giggles. "What about you?''
I chuckle. "I'm too messy; there be a big wet spot that smells of my cum, as I drain out."
We washed our faces in the sink and opened a pack of paper towels to dry off.
I look out the closet door, and the coast is clear. Another half hour and it's over. After church, it's lunch. I try not to sit next to you, but that's what we have done for eight years, and I keep my hands off you; mine can be seen at all times, but yours are not. Your touch is like a forest fire lunch was over, and we got home and naps for the younger kids.
I say. "Jean, grab your textbook; we will go to the outside swing. We could read, get some sun and talk; it was not that cold out a sweater was all that was needed."
Getting out there we talk about things Jean says, "Is this what we are doing tonight, what we do today, or are we just learning how to be better lovers, or is it going to be more of us?"
Jean adds. "Let me grab my reading glasses."
I ask Jean outright. "Are you sure, baby? We came close to getting caught last night?''
Jean says. "We should probably cool it then, baby, but I will die not having you in my arms.''
I say. "Lots of that going around, Jean.''
I glance to see whose near, and kids are playing with their toys out of earshot.
I hand you the Nat Geo; you read it, look at me, and say. "We see how it goes, lover; later, they had kids, and nobody made a stink; what changed?"
She went off to play board games. I went to watch T.V. It's been a fun week we rented a movie theater to watch a Peter Sellers movie. I was forced to sit with Jean now. My arms were crossed, but damn it, hers were not; it was only so much you could get away with all your Family sitting nearby. It was excellent; we had to skip the tool shed as we got home. It started raining, which killed the mood; bringing mud in at three am would be a surefire clue that something was happening. It was restful to sleep a whole night; it made things hornier for us. It rained for three days; everything's so wet there is a pond around the tool shed. We both feel it's a physical need, and we can do nothing but deal with it.
Then something strange happened, or at least to me it was; we were asked to get card tables with chairs down from storage in the attic. So I take us up with rags to dust and lift you over the half wall to hand me the tables and chairs; there are eight sets. Our hands touch, we look at each other, and feel the need. So I hop over the wall to you, and your in my arms, kissing you. Yes, we were so horny we trembled holding each other.
Jean says. "The fires inside are still there, but it's so calming being in your arms, Dan.''
We stayed that way till we heard a voice from below. "You guys get lost In
Narnia?"
It sounded like one of our Uncles who said it.