Chapter 1
A crime show played quietly in the background, as I softly dozed in my mom's bed. "Sweetheart," Mom said to me, gently shaking my shoulder, "if you fall asleep now I'll never get you to your own bed."
Yawning I replied, "Your right, your right, give me a minute and I'll get up." Thursdays were always long days. As soon as school ended I had track practice, and right from there I had to shoot over to work. By the time I got home it was always late and I was always exhausted. Before getting cleaned up for the night I always made sure to say hi to mom, who was almost always just getting into bed herself.
Tonight, as usual I had come home to find mom in bed with one of her cop dramas playing. We exchanged the usual banter. How was school, how was work etcetera, but when the time to leave came I didn't want to get up. It had been a particularly long Thursday and I had gotten incredibly comfortable and began drifting off to sleep. As Mom jostled my shoulder my eyes popped open. As my vision cleared it settled on the night stand on my side of the bed. Seeing it in that instant put a thought in my head, something that had never really occurred to me before.
"Hey Mom," I said "what do you keep in those drawers?"
With two nightstands each having four drawers, and two dressers, plus a closet they couldn't all contain clothing.
"Those ones there? They contain some of my personal things." Mom answered calmly.
"Can I look through them?" I asked, completely innocently.
"I said I keep personal things in there!" Mom snapped at me quickly with solid finality. Her response was a surprise tome, we were not a family to keep secrets, and I had never been forbidden to look through her things. Her response made me wildly curious. I had to know what was in those drawers.
That weekend I finally got me chance. I was the only one at home. Dad had a business trip and would be gone for a least two weeks. Saturday afternoon Mom left on some errands and would be gone for several hours. As soon as she was out the door I went to her room and began violating her privacy. I first looked through the drawers which contents I had already known, clothing, old family tapes, art and crafts from when I was a kid. I got through all them quickly not particularly interested in their contents but I had decided to fully map out the storage system of my mom's room. At long last I reached the mysterious nightstand and began to reveal its secrets. The first drawer contained wedding albums, nothing to riveting. It was the second drawer down that held the real reason why Mom had forbidden my peeking. I opened it and saw nothing at first. Several odds and ends but my eye quickly fell upon the real secret. It took a second of staring but my brain finally comprehended what it was I held in my gaze. A long, thick, ribbed, skin colored shaft was staring me in the face. Mom's dildo was on display before me.
I didn't know how to react. My brain screamed a thousand things at me. "My mom couldn't own a dildo she's my mom! That thing is huge; no way would she use something like that! This means that my mommy likes to masturbate! Moms can't do that! Oh my god my mom has a pussy!" The revelations sent my mind spinning, but given time things began to settle down. "OK," I told myself, "You know your mom is a woman, they have needs. It makes sense that she would own a fake cock to satisfy those needs. Owning something like that is only natural."
I made a logical argument but something just didn't feel right, however the only way to set things right terrified me; I had to talk to Mom about this. The hours ticked by and finally mom came home. I helped her put away the groceries and tried to act nonchalant but she saw right through me.
"Something wrong sweetheart?" Mom asked
"Uh...well...sort of I guess..." Stammering I tried to find the right words. I took a deep breath and got ready to come clean. "OK...so...you know those drawers you told me not to look in?" Mom got a "You didn't!" look in her eyes "I looked in them..." I finished. Mom turned bright red and stammered for a bit. While we had always been open, sex was something we never talked about.
"Its ok Mom, I get that you have...needs and well I... uh." With this statement Mom's color got a little less red and she chuckled "I'm the one who's supposed to tell you that. But you are right I do have needs and that helps me control them." She was clearly
embarrassed but her response was surprisingly calm.
"Ya, it's just weird to think..."
"...Of your mom masturbating?" She finished for me.
"More like it's just weird to think of you with a huge rubber cock in you pussy!"
There was a long very awkward pause. During this time I became keenly aware of my own cock pressing against my jeans. I think my mom caught sight of the bulge but I couldn't be sure.
"I mean," I started quietly "aren't your fingers good enough? Mine always do the job for me." It was my turn to turn crimson. Why did I say that?
"My fingers do, do the job but sometime I like more, I like to feel full!" Mom shot back defensively, and she reddened again.
"Doesn't Dad..." I really did not want to finish or hear the answer to that question but Mom answered it anyway "Me and your father don't have sex much anymore."
I needed to change the topic fast and blurted out an equally awkward question. "How does that thing even fit inside you?"
I couldn't believe how Mom answered, "Well I have to warm myself up first so I rub it gently on low vibrate around my clit. Once I'm nice and wet it slips right in."
Again we were in desperate need of a topic change but the only other topics that came to mind weren't much of an improvement. "Did you know that I masturbate?" I'm not sure why I thought mom would have been unaware that her 18 year son old likes to jack off.
"Of course I know you jerk it. The fact that you're 18 already confirms it, but also how many cum stained sheets and boxers do you think I've washed?" I wasn't even embarrassed, not after the candid way Mom told me how she warmed up. In fact the thought of her touching my spunk made my cock twitch.
"By the look of things," mom began to say, "it looks like you could use a good tug right now." It was true, the bulge in my pants was unmistakable. The fact that Mom had drawn attention to it and basically gave me permission to jerk off was another kick to my brain. For a second I considered dropping my pants and pleasuring myself right in front of my own mother. In that instant I realized why I had a hard on. There was a beautiful brunet standing before me, her short hair as shiny and stylish as a 20 year old's with an equally youthful body. Her perfect breasts still firm, her skin smooth and her curves elegant. And here she was openly talking to me about how she gets off. She wasn't just my mother, she was a woman. As I admired the woman before me I suddenly remembered that this was wrong, very, very wrong and immediately drove the thoughts from my mind, how in gods name could I be considering my mom as something sexual?
Neither of us knew what to say now. This conversation had spiraled way out of control and I just wanted to forget about the whole incident.
"Mom...I...I'm gunna go grab a shower..." What else could I do? My cock was hard as steel but I couldn't be allowed to pleasure myself to images of Mom's wet pussy embedded with her toy. So my only option was a frosty shower.
Chapter 2
Getting through the rest of the day was a challenge. I had to avoid seeing mom at all costs, and keep my mind continually focused on something. As soon as I let my thoughts wander images of my mother's supple body began filling my head and she'd inevitably strip off her tight shirt baring her beautiful rack to me. Sooner or later her pants would be peeled away followed by her silk panties, then it wasn't long before that damn rubber cock was filling her wet pussy.
Whenever my day dreams got this far my own cock would be standing tall and beg for attention. Yet every time my hand reached to oblige I would remember my morals, drive the wonderful images out of my head, and leave my manhood neglected. After countless
hours of this torment, and more than a few more icy showers it was time to turn in for the night. I prayed to all the gods of the world that sleep would bring me some relief, but none of them seemed to be listening.
With nothing but the cool, still, darkness, and the ticking of my clock to occupy my mind it quickly began to fill with those forbidden thoughts and in turn I would find my hand caressing my shaft or realize my hips were forcefully thrusting into my mattress. Sadly my damnable conscience would kick in every time and steel the pleasure from my starving cock. It took awhile but eventually I drifted to sleep and got a short reprieve from the sinfully delicious images of my mother. Of course my mind didn't have long to rest as I began to dream. With no conscience defense against them, the unwanted fantasies now flooded my mind in the full Technicolor and surround sound only a dream can provide.