"Please take a seat, Maddy. Don't be nervous. I'm not here to judge, only to listen and provide suggestions. When you set up the appointment, you told me something was wrong with you, that you were having difficulty with dating men your own age. Could you elaborate on why you believe you have a problem?"
Jennifer Mason watched her new client nervously take a seat on the couch. Maddy, a pretty redhead with green eyes, was twenty but could have passed for someone much younger. She was barely five feet tall and weighed just over one hundred pounds. Her small but perky breasts puffed out from a blue t-shirt worn over a pair of snug jeans.
Maddy looked down at the floor. "Um, well, it's just, um, guys my age don't make me feel things."
"Are you talking about sexually?" Jennifer asked. "Are you more attracted to girls? There's nothing wrong with that, Maddy."
"No, no, um, I don't like girls that way. I...oh this so embarrassing. Maybe I should go."
"Maddy, I won't judge you. My job is to help you. People come to see me for all kinds of problems. Please relax and tell me why you're here."
"I didn't know something was wrong until a few years ago when I went out on my first date. We kissed and stuff but I didn't feel the things other girls talked about. I dated a few other guys in high school, but it was the same thing. I tried masturbating thinking about one of the cute guys in my class, but it left me frustrated."
"That sounds more like a sex phobia, Maddy. I can help you with that."
"No, um, that's not it. There's more."
"Okay, then tell me. Pretend like I'm not even here."
"I'll try. It began when I turned eighteen. My best friend Amy knew I was a virgin and set me up on a date with Dan as a birthday present. He's a good looking guy at school that all the girls fawn over. He owed Amy a favor and agreed to go out with me. I didn't care if it was just a setup. I knew it was time for me to lose my virginity and Dan seemed like a good person to do it with.
"I was surprised at how nice he was to me. He gave me flowers and took me to dinner like we were on a real date. Afterwards we went to a motel. He slowly undressed me and told me I was beautiful, but he was just being nice. He kissed me and sucked my nipples. Out of nowhere, an image of my father flashed into my head. It was no longer Dan sucking my tits. It was my dad. He slid his lips across my stomach and between my legs, but in my mind it was Dad's tongue licking my pussy.
"I cried out OH DADDY, which was the wrong thing to do. Dan stopped eating me and asked me why I called him daddy? I mumbled that I thought I said OH DANNY. He laughed and continued eating me. I closed my eyes and once again it was Daddy licking my pussy and fingering my cunt. I had my very first orgasm and did something that scared him as much as me. Stuff began squirting out of my pussy in gushes. It was all over his face and dripping from his chin."
Maddy stopped talking and looked at Jennifer with horror in her eyes. She put her hand over her mouth. "I'm sorry. I got carried away telling it, but I didn't mean to be so crude. I don't normally talk like that."
Jennifer put her hand on Maddy's knee. "Please don't apologize. It's exactly what I want to hear. Just tell it like you're writing in a diary. I want all the details. Don't hold back."
Maddy nodded and continued. "I'll try. Anyway, after I went off like that I apologized and said that had never happened before, which was true because I had never had an orgasm. He went into the bathroom to clean up and came out wearing only a pair of briefs. It was obvious how excited he was. He pulled them down and I saw my first cock. I was curious and traced the contours with my fingers. It felt so alive, throbbing and pulsing with excitement. I knew what a handjob was. I wrapped my fingers around it and stroked.
"I knew if I kept it up, white stuff would come shooting out. I was curious to see it, but before it happened, Dan pressed the tip against my lips. He wanted a blowjob. I was nervous because I had never given one, but Amy had told me enough that I thought I could fake it. I parted my lips and felt him slide across my tongue. He moved it in and out.
"It was okay, but not nearly as exciting as Amy had described it. Not until I closed my eyes and imagined Daddy's cock sliding in and out of my mouth. All of a sudden my nipples felt like they were going to explode and my pussy throbbed. I reached between my legs and rubbed my clit. My mouth began flying up and down his cock, my tongue swirling around the hard flesh. Pressure continued to build in my belly. I was going to have another orgasm.
"Just before my pussy exploded, I felt Dan's cock swell. He thrust deep and grunted. His hot sperm sprayed into my mouth again and again and again. Moment later I went off imaging it was Dad's sperm I was tasting. His cock was still in my mouth and muffled my scream. Hot sticky white stuff poured from my lips and dripped from my chin. My pussy clenched. It gushed and squirted all over my fingers and legs.
"Now I was the one that was a mess. I went into the bathroom and took a shower. Afterwards, I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself, trying to figure out why Daddy's face and cock kept invading my mind. Just thinking about him was turning me on. My hand slid between my thighs and rubbed my pussy. I leaned forward and kissed myself in the mirror. My fingers moved faster. I began mouthing the words OH DADDY...FUCK ME DADDY.
"Once again my pussy tightened. I bit my lip to stifle a scream. A stream of cunt juice shot from between my legs and splattered onto the floor. I shoved two fingers up my cunt and pumped them in and out. FUCK ME DADDY...HARDER. Another spray squirted from my pussy. I collapsed to the floor trying to catch my breath. It was the first orgasm I had from masturbating.