All characters in this work are over the age of eighteen, and entirely fictional.
"It's not that serious." I rolled my eyes at my dad. He really didn't seem to be getting it. "I've never had an issue with derivatives before, it's not going to be as hard as you're making it out to be." It was a rerun of the same conversation we'd had a dozen times since I signed up for a year of all AP classes.
"I don't think you're putting in the work, Jenny, you can't go through life like this!" He groused, slapping his hand on the steering wheel. He'd been picking me up more frequently recently, something about 'spending more time with me', which I assume is code for getting all the way up my ass about being a 'slacker' (in his opinion).
In truth, I'd just never had any problem at school. Almost everything came naturally to me. It's not that I'm some kind of savant, or that I'm the smartest person in the entire world, it's just that I'm good at working in the structured environment of high school. If I'm offered a four-answer multiple choice question, I can be sure that at least one of the answers is right, one of them is close, but wrong, and two are obviously incorrect. That pattern holds true regardless of where you are, so the whole thing becomes a game of sussing out which answer is right, and which answer is
almost
right. My dad, however, doesn't really see it like that.
"Jenny, in college, you're not going to have the luxury of every test being multiple choice, and you're not going to have the privilege of every teacher being your buddy." I narrowed my eyes at this last bit- I was friendly with my teachers, sure, but their praise during last year's parent-teacher conferences kept being weaponized back towards me.
"I don't need special treatment to get a perfect GPA, here or in college." I rolled my eyes again. He seemed incapable of understanding. "Just because I don't have to study for four hours a night, it doesn't mean I'm about to fail AP Calc. I'm not going to burn out at the finish line, dad." We rolled up to the driveway, classic suburbia, classic beige house. I unclipped my seatbelt and grabbed my bookbag, intent on hopping out before we even stopped. Dad's hand found my wrist to stop me- looking up, I found his eyes pleading, surprisingly tender.
"Please, Jenny, for me, just put in a little bit of effort." He paused, as if sensing my lack of interest in acquiescence. "It's what your mom would've wanted." He sounded sad, but with a hard undertone, as though he was chewing on the words. I grimaced at him.
"Mom wouldn't want me to work just to make you feel better about the future, she'd want me to be successful." I pointed at my bag. "The A-pluses in here tell me I'm being successful, so don't worry about it!" He was probably going to say something else, but instead I twisted from his hand. Popping the door of his old Jeep open and hopping down, I practically skipped up the driveway to the front door.
He wouldn't let it go, but I wasn't interested in discussing it further. He could hold my attention hostage in the car, but as soon as I got back to my room, I was home free, literally and figuratively.
I flipped the door closed behind me, kicking my flats off and shimmying out of my jeans, dropping them onto the pink bedspread I hadn't bothered to update in five years. It's not that I was averse to challenge, I just liked to pick my battles, and my current battle was with keeping my belly flat before college. I looked in the mirror, admiring my abs, the roundness of my shoulders, the dirty blonde hair spilling to touch the tops of said shoulders. My A-Cup breasts annoyed me, but the tightness of my body made up for them. I grabbed my joggers from the top drawer of my dresser, and snatched up my running shoes. This was a challenge I actually cared about, running was much more engaging than Calculus, and it got my blood pumping a lot more than English Literature.
I tiptoed out through the living room, dad was on the phone and gave me a stern nod. Even if we couldn't see eye-to-eye on my academic rigor, at least he wasn't going to make my home life a living hell. I relaxed a little bit, and slipped out the front door.
I caught the barest hint of his words as it swung closed behind me: "language" and then "airtight". Something work-related no doubt.
I ignored it as irrelevant. My focus for the day was on making sure I didn't let my body break down around me. I stretched for a bare minute, then started down the block.
It was sickening to watch my peers let themselves fall apart around me. They could keep themselves fit if they only tried, but so many of them had pronounced belly fat before even graduating high school.
I locked in and began to sprint, away from home, towards my future. Squinting against the sun, I gagged at the irony, both looked bright.
In the coming days, I saw a marked change in my relationship with my father. I didn't bother doing anything differently, and continued to do well in my studies regardless of how much time I spent hard at work, grinding over my textbooks. He, on the other hand, seemed much more relaxed and accepting of my outcome-oriented life philosophy. I attributed it to my sterling debate performance and convincing oration across our rides home from school.
He kept picking me up, but we talked about other things, hobbies, sports, that kind of stuff. I felt confident that I'd broken through his objections, and to be honest, felt a little bit full of myself. My friends would continue to complain about their parents not understanding them, while I got to run roughshod over my dad's objections. I was wearing the pants in our house, that's for sure!
About a week after my last conversation with dad, I was leaving AP Bio, chatting with friends, confident in my scholastic abilities, when my bliss was sharply interrupted by the crackle of our ancient intercom system.
"Jenny Jones, to the principal's office, Jenny Jones, to the principal's office." I groaned as everyone around me started to jeer and make jokes.
"Jenny, your reign of terror has finally come to an end." Quipped my friend, Stacy. I responded with a punch to the elbow, grimacing. I didn't usually get caught in my rule breaking (limited and surreptitious as it was), and couldn't think of what I'd possibly done to deserve punishment. Stacy tagged along as we walked down the long hallway, echoing with laughter and the sound of footsteps, smelling of equal parts body odor and Axe body spray.
"No more graffiti on the tennis court." Joked some random jock passing me in the hall. I flipped him off, but Stacy looked at me anxiously.
"That wasn't you, was it?" She asked in a hushed whisper. Gullible as the day she was born.
"Not unless I was sleepwalking again." I mimed staggering back and forth with eyes closed, imaginary paint cans in hand, drawing penises and expletives on the wall as we continued towards the office. Stacy relaxed, and I felt myself doing so too. I hadn't done anything wrong, maybe it was an award for being a straight-A student? Stacy drifted away as we approached the end of the hallway, giving me a small smile as I pushed the door open.
The gray-haired front administration lady (I never bothered to learn her name in all four years) was predictably dour and snippy, a lifetime of dealing with truants and miscreants had clearly worn her nerves sharp. She frowned at me as I entered the reception area, as though I was already convicted and found guilty of whatever it was that I was accused. Wordlessly, she pointed back into the administrative complex, towards the principal's private office.
I held my breath as I entered, hoping for the best, preparing for the worst.
I groaned, slinking down as I spotted my father, already seated in one of two chairs on my side of the principal's desk. Principal Warton sat on the other, grey hair framing his wrinkled visage, his fingers tented contemplatively, an ominous stack of paper with associated fancy black pen sitting atop the dark wood of his desk.
"Ms. Jones, please sit down." The principal's tone always struck me as cold, judgemental for sure, if not actively hostile. I sat, tentatively looking over at my father, who returned my gaze without comment.
For a heartbeat, the three of us were silent, letting the anticipation roost in the pit of my stomach.
"Ms. Jones, first of all, you're not in trouble." Warton stated, allowing me to breathe a silent sigh of relief. My dad grinned, he'd been intentionally winding me up. I withheld the urge to smack him. "In fact, you have an opportunity in front of you, an opportunity that I believe based on your past academic achievement, of which you could take full advantage." His finger stabbed down, and he pushed the papers towards me.
I reached over, flipping their orientation towards me, reading the headline.
The ISD 448 Program for High-Achieving Female Scholars
It stuck out at me, in black and white. I started to read the top few lines, but the legalese was thick. I bet it would've been difficult to understand for even seasoned legal professionals considering my intellect. I looked over at my father, then to Warton.
"Do you guys have a TLDR?" I asked, clarifying as a brief moment of confusion flashed across the principal's visage. "I mean, a summary- it's just a little dense..." Warton nodded, and sat back in his big leather chair.