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From the day that I came into the service of Mrs. Donnovan I considered myself a lucky man. At 18 my prospects weren't that great, certainly nothing like this beautiful garden, this lake-sized swimming pool, a mansion that wasn't my concern but sure was a better sight than the cleaning job I'd prepared myself for. One day I'd seen the ad in the paper and sent in my application, and Mrs. Donnovan had answered, "Come over."
She'd waited by the swimming pool, in a deck chair, one long tanned leg folded across the other, slipper hanging loose. A dressing gown barely covered her full body. She wore a dark blue, one-piece swimming suit that somehow seemed more indecent because it reminded me of some BDSM latex outfits I'd seen online. Not that I let it show on my face. This was the most important day of my life.
Thick, dark curls framed her dark eyes and lips that wouldn't be that juicy without fillers.
This wasn't a normal job interview.
"I just wanted to have a look at you", she said, sipping from a tall glass tinkling with ice. "We've had some problems."
I didn't ask what problems.
"You look..." Something sweet crossed her face, not something I'd expected from a woman like this. Then I realized that she was simply well-preserved, not young. She was probably 15 to 20 years older than me. I really wanted this job. "You look sweet," she finished.
"Thank you", I said. At the orphanage, and later at the gardening classes in high school, they'd always told me to be polite.
"Take a look around", she said, waving a hand. "If you like this place, maybe you could come working for us, or for my husband rather. You'll see a few others around, our children mostly."
"I've seen enough", I said. "You have a great place here."
"Really? That's nice. Well, in that case I guess you're hired. Now, the salary, you understand that we looked for someone with a bit more experience."
"I understand."
"Excellent!" She smiled. The warmth was gone from her face and the smile never got to her eyes. But I'd expected this. "Jeff will fill you in on the details. Start tomorrow?"
"I'm looking forward to it", I said, almost with an exclamation point, not wanting to seem too eager.
She never got up, even though I wished for it. Walking she must have been a goddess similar to some celebrities, but with a mother's touch. I was afraid that was going to be a problem, working in shorts all day.
It was a long trip from where I lived to the gates of the mansion. I got up at 04:30 just to get there in time, and barely made it. Jeff checked the time and shook his head in disappointment, but didn't say anything. He'd showed me the ropes the day before. All that was left was work.
Doing everything they'd taught me in high school I organized it to perfection. They had the resources to do everything properly. I even spent some extra money of my own, ordering material. It was worth it if I got a smile from Mrs. Donnovan. That's what I dreamed of when I stayed late too, but that first day I didn't see her. The mansion looked empty.
It continued like that for a couple of weeks, during which I got a chance to see the rest of the family. Donnovan was elusive, but always left for work in a brilliant suit. The children were adult, a boy my own age, and two older daughters who looked like paler versions of their mother. I tried not to stare. At the same time, I tried to look my best, taking off my shirt, wiping the sweat from my body. They looked, I was sure of it. They even giggled. But the only one I really wanted to impress was Mrs. Donnovan. Every time she sat by the pool, I made up an excuse to walk past. I even got to see what she looked like in that conservative swimming suit that was like latex poured over her body, down her thighs, making her look strong and mature in a way that her kids never would. She was the original. But I never caught her stare. She was too busy forming that perfect body, and I never really thought that I -- some kid next to her -- had a chance. I was simply grateful for the opportunity. If I handled my cards right, her reference would take me anywhere.
But I had not considered everything. Every day was a loss for me, economically speaking. Transportation, food, new clothes that were mandatory according to Jeff, rent, and water and power. Sometimes I felt like I was losing money simply by waking up every morning.
I had a job that I loved, but a job that couldn't support me.
That was the tragedy that one amazing day made me walk off my regular route on to the white stone around the swimming pool, trying not to look at Mrs. Donnovan with tears in my eyes. I'd come to hand in my resignation, not even a letter, just words.
"Hello, you", she said with a smile. Her lips were as full and beautiful, her eyes piercing beneath thick lashes. One time I'd seen her kiss Donnovan on the porch. I'd thought about it ever since, imagining that it was me instead. But I was shorter than him, even shorter than Mrs. Donnovan. "If you have any questions, I'm sure Jeff can help you out."
"It's not something I can go to Jeff with", I said, trying to look at her straight. I trembled. "You see, I'm sorry, but I can't work for you anymore."
She looked surprised, insulted even.
"It's me!" I hastened to say. "I can't do it. I'm losing money working like this, Mrs. Donnovan. In a couple of days -- I counted -- I can't even take the bus anymore. I'm sorry."
"I thought we had a deal?" she said.
"We do. Did, I mean. I know you can't pay me extra, I accept that. I'm not asking for more."
"Then what are you asking for?"
"I'm wondering if you could write a letter, something about what you think about my job so far, maybe. God, I hate to be asking you for this..."
"I see", she said.
Her foot, her slipper dangling from it, was upset. Suddenly it fell off, and I rushed forward to keep it from falling into the swimming pool. I barely made it, sweating on one knee in front of her. I had scrubbed my knee, I felt it. I would bleed if I stood up.
Putting her foot right in front of my face, she gave me a silent command, and I put the slipper back on. It was the first time I'd touched her smooth skin, and it was hot, like a penny in the sun. I almost imagined that I burned myself and let go as soon as possible, and regretted it instantly. Just an inch of skin and I wanted more.
"It's just an economic issue?" she said.
"Yes", I mumbled.
"We'd be sad to lose you. You've behaved yourself. Not well enough for a reference, mind you. I really can't say anything about your character."
My heart fell further. Her sandal dangled in my face. I looked past her legs and up her body to her thoughtful face, wondering what she would decide. For her, it was nothing. For me, it was my entire life.
"We have a guest house", she said. "There is a spare room connected to it, maybe you've seen it. Jeff keeps some tools in there."
I nodded, but didn't understand.
"What would you say if you could sleep there, for a time at least, until we've had a chance to look over our finances? Maybe, in a couple of months, we could raise your salary. No promises though."
"Really?" I said.
"Yes, of course. You've become something like family, almost, and the roses never looked lovelier. If you left us, I'd have to force you to tell me your secret."
She smiled when she said it, but she didn't seem to be joking, not from where I sat hunched forward. I started to get cramps. The instep of her foot sometimes came dangerously close to touching my face.
"Would you like that, if room and board was included?"
"Yes, Mrs. Donnovan!"
"You would stay then, and keep up the good work?"
"Absolutely! It's a dream job."
"Good."
She stood up, and I did the same, forgetting that I was bleeding. But she noticed immediately by the red spattering of drops falling too close to the edge of the pool. It looked dramatic on the white stone. Looking down at me, she took me by the hand, and leading me to the shade she told me to sit down on a table.
"Wait here", she said, and came back with a first-aid kit, with a big red cross on it. It looked well used. But she frowned when she opened it. "Damn", she said. "We're out of... never mind. I'll just have to... You sit still. This is an old trick."
"What..." I shock my entire length when I realized what she was going to do.
She went down on her knees, grasping my injured leg in both of her soft hands, massaging some blood back into them, making the wound flow some more. But she caught it. Oh, my God, she caught it by opening her mouth and licking it up with her soft, pink tongue, swiftly turning her mouth red. She licked my wound clean, swirling her tongue, making me wince. Her hands grasped me tightly. I could feel her nails digging in. When she was done, she kissed my scratch, and putting on a band-aid she stood up, lips and smiling teeth red with my blood.
"See to it that you clean that up", she said, turning my eyes to the dark-red splashes. "And let Jeff sort you out."